Thomas was intimidating. He was handsome, no question there, but he was also very, very commanding. Something about him was so obviously dominant, so obviously in control. I loved it, and I hated it. My feelings for him were conflicted. He made me happy, happier than I had been in a long time, but he also terrified me.
There were times when I didn't know how he felt about me. Some days he was smiling and happy and others he would pinch his lips together and just stare. I don't mean to say that he was cruel or abusive. He wasn't. He made sure to take care of my needs, and even my wants. I loved my life.
But, there were rules. The conversation had come early, after we'd only seen each other a few times. No one could ever tell me that I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I appreciated that.
We sat on my couch, watching a movie. He had taken my hand and put it on his crotch. His erection was plain under his jeans. After a moment of shock, I started rubbing and squeezing it. He kept his hand over mine, directing it to whichever area of his dick he wanted me to touch. He put his other hand on the back of my neck, rubbing it.
"Jane?"
"Yes?
"We need to talk."
Already? The breakup talk? I started to pull my hand away but he pushed it back into place, tightening his grip on my neck. "Wh... What do we need to talk about?"
"I really like you."
"I like you, too."
"I think we could make this work."
"Okay."
He pushed harder and squeezed my neck. I gasped and he smiled at me. "What do you think?"
"I... I think it's going well."
"Good girl."
My heart sped up. I swear, my nipples hardened. It was so bizarre. My body was reacting to those two words. I'd been with men before, and they'd actually tried to tell me that I was "cold" because I took a while to get excited enough to cum or make any sound. Yet I had a feeling that if he kept up his pressure on my neck and calling me that, I might cum just from that.
"I want to treat you the way you deserve to be treated. But also the way you want me to treat you."
"What do you mean?"
"You're an intelligent woman. You're passionate about your work. You deserve to be treated that way."
"Well, yes."
He moved my hand to his button and I opened it. I tugged down the zipper and tried to reach into his pants, but he stopped me. "Not yet."
"All right."
"But I think we both know you want more."
"What do you mean?"
He squeezed the back of my neck again before sliding his hand around to wrap around my throat. I gasped again, feeling my pussy spasm. What the hell was going on?
"You want me to tell you what to do. You want me to use you and make you cum. Am I wrong?"
"I... I..."
"I don't want to hurt you, Jane. I would never do that. But I think you want to find out what I'd do to you, how I would use you. Am I wrong?"
"N.. No."
I couldn't believe that had come out of my mouth. What was wrong with me?
"Get up and take my pants off, then."
He took his hands back and put them behind his own head, lacing the fingers together the way that prisoners do on cop shows. He looked at me and raised an eyebrow. "Do it."
I didn't answer. Somehow I found myself working his pants down his thighs. He lifted up enough for me to pull them under his ass, still staring at me. I hooked his briefs with my thumbs and lowered them as well and he sat back down. I went to pull them down more and he put his hand on my head.
"This would work better if you were on your knees, don't you think?"
"Yes, I guess it would."
I took a deep breath, still so confused about why I was doing this. I moved to position myself on the floor next to his leg and began pulling his pants and briefs down further, not looking at his erection. He began petting my head and I had to resist the urge to push into his hand.
What was I doing?
I pulled the pant leg off of one foot, the briefs with it, and set it down on the floor between his legs. I looked up at him and he nodded. "Keep going."
I moved so that I was between his feet and pulled the other leg off with the briefs. I was kneeling between his legs as I put his clothes to the side. He petted me, letting his hand drag down my hair, stopping at the back of my neck and putting it back on top. "Good girl."
Again, my pussy tensed. I could feel dampness in my panties. Before I could stop myself, I pushed into his hand, rubbing it over my head. He smiled and slid his hand down to cup my chin. "Open your mouth."
I did as he instructed, never breaking eye contact. He took my hands and put them on his bare thighs. "Very good."
He moved his hips forward just enough for the top of his cock to touch my lips. I licked it and started to draw it into my mouth. He put one hand under my chin and the other on top of my head, lacing his fingers into my hair. "Not yet. Listen."
"Okay."
He smiled and shook his head. "First of all, right now you should be calling me 'sir.' Understand?"
"Yes... sir." That word felt strange on my tongue but it also seemed to fit
"Good girl."
Again, the clench and the moisture. My nipples felt like they could cut glass under my bra.
"I want to use your mouth. I want to fuck your throat. Have you done that before? Be honest, now."
"I've... I've given blowjobs. Sir."