I arrived home just after work on a Tuesday evening. Brian was sitting on the couch and as I walked in the door he rose just like he was trained to do. I took a moment to consume the image before me. He was there wearing a black t shirt that hugged his chest showing off his form. How many times have I dragged my fingers over that chest? My gaze drops lower now to his very neatly tailored brown pants. He sees my gaze drop and smiles at me. After visually consuming his bulge I twirl my finger and he rotates a half turn. It always brings me pleasure to see him from the back. Brian was an athlete in high school and college. While his body wasn't chiseled like it was when I first met him I am always taken in by it. The tactile joy of running my finger over that sinewy body always brings a smile to my face.
When Brian and I first met we were both students at University of Illinois. By some stroke of fate we had been dorm floor mates. At the time I was a young woman of 22. Brian somehow got assigned to an upper-class dorm as a freshman. He was a very intelligent biology major but what really caught my eye were his shoulders. The first time I passed him in the hall I saw his shoulders swaying as he walked. His icy blue eyes gleamed at me and it seemed to pierce my very being. I was totally stricken. And if that wasn't enough his lips separated and he smiled at me. After pulling the arrow out of my back I realized that it was futile to bandage the wound, I would make him mine.
Well, as it turns out we became friends and that lead to lovers, vanilla at first, mind you. That all changed the night I introduced Brian to D's. I have always craved a certain amount of power in a relationship and I demand total devotion. In the past this has been a difficult order to fill. It is very difficult to find an appropriate partner that craves to serve and yet is also a prize worth having. I have always desired pets, not mindless slaves. Brian seemed to be the perfect candidate. He was headstrong, intelligent and extremely sexy. At the same time he was also a perfect gentleman when we were out on dates. Attentive and polite, I never had to open a car door or walk in the rain. The slightest touch from him would make me shiver. I found that I would lay awake at night dreaming of the day that he would call me Ms. I could barely control my desire to collar him but I knew that I had to wait until we were more familiar and our relationship had reached a certain level. I have never understood the casual Master/pet relationship. I would see them at socials now and then, where people would just meet and start to participate in a scene with no deeper connection. I have always thought that the connection is imperative in order to command the highest level of devotion from my pet. My world is not one that has room for safe-words or other false senses of security.
After we had been dating for a few months I decided that it was time. I had called him up and told him to dress well and to wear the shirt that I bought for him last month for his birthday. He asked, "where are we going, and..."
"Shh," I cut him off, "meet me at 8 at my door, we will be having dinner." I could almost feel him smile through the phone as we hung up. I clicked down the receiver and started to think that this was going to be a big night. After taking a long bath I got dressed. I pulled my thigh high stocking up over my feet allowing them to slide up my leg to my knee. I could feel the fabric scratch along my skin, awakening all of my pores. As I stood in front of the mirror in just my purple thigh highs I smiled and thought that this was a big night indeed. My nipples were already hard from the anticipation; my slick pussy was already moist. I looked at the panties on my bed and smiled as I put them back into my underwear drawer. I slid into my dress, a short black dress that was conservative in the front but low cut in the back. I could feel the fabric against my bare skin and the air move between my legs.
I shut the light in my bedroom and looked out the window at 7:50 and sure enough Brian's car was outside. He was patiently waiting. I smiled and thought that he was already on his way to becoming a wonderful pet and he didn't even know it. I knew he wouldn't approach the door for another 5 minutes. He had been giving me time to get ready but he wanted to be sure that he was early and I wasn't waiting for him. As I looked at his shadow in the car I slid my finger up my thigh and started to tease my skin. I brushed my finger over my already moistening pussy and it sent shivers through my body. I watched him get out of the car and walk up to the house. I slid my finger inside my pussy and allowed myself to trap it, and a moan involuntarily escaped my lips. The door bell rang and I neatly arranged myself and went downstairs.
Opening the door I invited Brian inside. He kissed my cheek and walked into the living room. My mind was on fire. Most people think that Dommes are always confident and don't fear rejection. The truth is, however, a Domme puts herself in a very vulnerable situation. As a Domme I rely on the devotion and servitude of my sub to maintain the power. It is sort of like a bully in school. You can beat people into submission for a while but inevitably either the submissive realizes the hollowness of the situation or someone else comes in the picture. No, the only way to guarantee the total devotion of your pet is through true mutual respect and a closeness that is much more intimate than love. My pet must trust me completely and this type of trust doesn't come easily or often. Now the truly difficult part of this vulnerability is that it has to be completely denied. I must appear completely confident and self assured.
As I walked into the living room I saw him sitting on the couch. I told him to stand and when he smiled at me I rephrased, "Stand now Brian" I said with a quiet confidence, my heart pounding on the inside. I was relieved when he began to stand and aside from the slight quiver of my lip that betrayed a smile I remained stern. He looked at me and started to walk over toward me. "Stop", I ordered. Again, he obeyed. "Turn around slowly" was my next command. As he turned I again took in the sight of his body. This was the true meal, consuming his image through my eyes as satisfying as any feast. After he was done turning I told him he could sit. As he started to sit on the couch I ordered him to stop. In a cold voice I said "you haven't earned the right to sit on the couch yet ..." I pointed to the floor and he quietly sat down. I sat next to him on the couch and I could feel his surprised gaze. His gaze traveled up my feet to my calf, as I saw his eyes creep toward my thighs I smiled and spread my legs slightly daring him to look more closely. I looked over at him and asked him if he understood the situation. With a puzzled look in his eye he said no Ma'am. Smiling, I thought, he understands more than he thinks. I noticed that he already began calling me ma'am. Very soon that would be altered to be Ms.
I smiled at him and explained that I was giving him the opportunity to serve me. I told him up until now I had been a fake representation of myself and now he would get to meet the true me. "Do you want to meet the true me Brian?" I paused to wait for his answer. A true pet must accept the collar willingly and without duress. A forced collar is a fleeting situation and I wanted him to submit himself to me completely. I will teach him and let him grow as a pet, soon he would be a prize to be envied and cherished. He gazed at me with icy blue eyes. This was the most dangerous weapon he had and didn't even know it. Those eyes had a fire behind them that threatened to melt the hard exterior that I was showing. I stood up and turned away in order to hide my reaction and give myself a moment to gather myself after he responded. I did not want to reveal elation or disappointment to him.
As I stared at the wall in front of me, my back to my prize, I heard him state simply and plainly "Yes".
After pausing a moment to wipe the smile off my face I turned around, this time facing him so I could watch his reaction. "Are you sure?"
He answered, again simply "Yes" and his jaw never faltered.