Mr. Nickerson had given Missy a few days off after she passed out under his desk, a few uneventful weeks ago. She had no idea how she got there and shuttered in embarrassment at the thought that other servants might have seen her in such an unsightly state, but somehow she had woken up safe and sound in her own bed, politely covered in her own nightclothes.
As a rule, she tried not to think about Mr. Nickerson much when she wasn't with him. The maid who had welcomed her originally was right, there was time for a lot of reading. Lately though Missy found her thoughts wandering to him, winding about that thread more and more. She considered the strangeness of him, how he was so matter of fact, sometimes even when he demanded such intense concentration from her body it seemed like he barely noticed her from his desk.
Today though Missy felt off, she couldn't seem to put him out of her mind for no reason at all. A strange sensation creeped through her for the first time since arriving. Nerves she guessed maybe, though it felt foreign in her body to be nervous over someone that she, despite their many hours of proximity, both barely knew and saw everyday.
She took the posting because at the time she was desperate for money, and while Mr. Nickerson had been more than generous, there still never seemed to be enough. There would be no leaving, at least not for awhile anyway, and she wasn't sure what she thought of leaving to begin with. Maybe if he just looked at her more as she was doing her daily backflips for him?
When she first learned of everything here she knew there would be more than just cleaning, but she had been expected he would simply want to use her in a wifely way. That she may be made to slip into his bed and allow him to slip between her legs, or perhaps even bent over a desk regularly. But these games, this lack of touching while engaging her body so greatly was so much more than she could ever have imagined. It was a singular thought she wondered but never let herself dwell on. Would he ever touch her, take from her directly? Maybe then he wouldn't seem quite so odd?
Missy shook her head, it was no use trying to anticipate the future. The man was a stone wall, identical to the one she now walked next to, her steps closing the distance between her cottage and her fate. She may as well have turned her head and asked one of the rocks for answers.
She took a deep breath before entering Mr. Nickerson's quarters. He was hard at work, dark ink spilled from his pen in fast strokes and his brow was furrowed. She could almost imagine the grey hairs sprouting to streak through his full, dark mane. She arrived at the desk but he didn't get up. In a momentary bout of confusion she stood there awkwardly, waiting for him to address her.
"The basket in front of the bed," he said. His voice, always even, always in control, "Please make sure all of those work properly. I don't want any mix ups and we don't have another basket so you'll need to lift your skirt and place all working ones on your body to hold them."
She stiffened. On her body, where on her body exactly, and what.
"You may use just the surface of your ass. There's an extra mirror in the corner." In typical fashion, he hadn't even glanced up.
Missy approached the bed, each eager step drawing her a second closer to seeing over the edge of the basket.
Finally she peaked over the woven wood vessel and her eyes got wide: clothespins, a seemingly endless amount. How was she going to do this. And today, she already felt so off today. She looked back over at him, another unusual move for her as she generally focused on her tasks, ignoring him as he did her. As he was right now, sitting at his desk, even keeled as ever and brushing ink across a new clean page with purpose, the start of a letter to someone who was no doubt important.
Her thoughts whirled around her: just start, just get it over with, he'll probably let you go after and you can soak in a warm tub and forget you were ever here. She took a deep breath and made quick work of tying up her skirt so that it left her naked from the waist down. If she hadn't been so focused she might have blushed, but the nerves again were getting to her today and she wanted to get this over with.
She picked up the first pin and clamped it to the center of her left ass cheek. It wasn't as bad as she expected, just a slight but very firm pinch, but she figured she better hurry as it certainly was not going to get any less intense as time wore on. She continued, working her way through the box, taking pinch after pinch on her round, ample bum until the pins that had been on longer were really smarting and, wildly, she was beginning to run out of real estate. A few had even needed to be placed directly on the edges of the crevice, a tight clamp down on the ridges of skin. Her entire ass felt sensitized, like a gust of wind could be it's downfall. She was so overtly aware of that part of her body. Why did this basket have to be so big.
Missy held herself steady with it for a second, putting weight on the fingers tightly gripping at it's nearest side. There were so few left at least. Her eyes did a quick accounting of the bottom of the vessel. Six. Ok, she thought, I can do six more. I can— "Ahhhhhh," a small hiss escaped her lips as a wave of pain spiked across her body. Nothing had changed, she was only feeling the effects of time, her fragile skin being pinned for this period.
She felt him get up from the desk and her back immediately straightened. He had heard her. Suddenly he was there next to her, a hand fell gently on her back, a strange gesture her brain did not have the capacity to think on in her current state. He was peering into the basket. In some strange twisted way she was almost embarrassed. There were only six left. After going through all of this, the final stragglers of an overflowing well would be her downfall. The thought was so dismaying. She had no immediate reason to believe this but she was terrified he might be cross with her.
"I'm so sorry to disturb you sir," she said frantically, her eyes cast down, "I will finish up."