I love my Master.
Even when he's cruel to me...
Especially
when he's cruel to me.
I hiss at the crack of pain that shoots across my bottom, soothed a second later by his hips pressed against me.
"Daydreaming during playtime?" He seethes, genuine anger dripping from his voice, "Could you think of something
more
insulting?"
Master's cold fingers weave into my hair, sending a shiver of delight through me, accompanied by the slightest bit of fear. His fingers curl into a fist, yanking my head back. His body is no longer behind me, but instead is moving around to face my bent and bound form, twisting my hair even further in his grasp as he leans down to be level with me.
"I wasn't Master, I pr-." That smile...that sickly sweet, kindhearted smile...can only mean one thing.
When he shushes me, he touches my lips, kisses my cheek...and every lingering sensation creates a slithering bit of fear that's slowly building in place of delight. Master's lips are as soft as any lover's should be, when he presses them by my ear, and whispers: "It's okay. I know what you were thinking about."
But I know my Master well enough to know that I probably ruined his mood entirely. I can see it in the way his strange, gray eyes are deceptively relaxed, his lips still holding traces of that soft kiss. If my hands weren't bound behind me, they'd be running through that soft, short, silver hair that only old men should have, in a desperate attempt to calm him. In knowing what's to come, I sometimes wonder just how human Master is. He can truly be as cruel as a demon.
"M..master?" I shudder. It's coming.
He pulls back, fingers still entangled with my hair, and for a split second his expression is still sweet and serene. In the next it's contorted with anger from before, and I feel the sting of both sides of his free hand. Master continues this until I'm sure that I'm already bruising. My nipples harden at the new-found shame when he stops.
Without a word Master leaves the room, but leaves the door open so that I can see him on his phone. Every now and then he glances over at me, a wicked grin playing on his lips. He makes several phone calls, some ending in disappointment, before finally returning to the playroom, phone still in hand.
"Hold on just a second," He tells the person, then presses the phone to his chest and kneels down so that he can look me in the eye. A soft smile is playing on his lips again, and in spite of rationality, my heart skips. He reaches out and starts to play with my curls.
"You value you're loyalty to me, yes?"
I nod shyly. His smile deepens, as he instructs the person on the phone to, "Tell her". The cold plastic touches my flushed skin, and my heart stops.
"We're going to fuck you so much you won't know who you're Master is anymore." A cruel voice says, before laughing.
Master pulls the phone away from me. Should I find comfort in that Master is pleased with my reaction? I can't find comfort anywhere... He has been my first and only Master since being brought into this way of life. I should want to please him. I should be proud that he wants to share me. Any
good
pet could find comfort in that. But I'm not a good pet...that's why Master is punishing me with this.
The click of Master's phone closing brings be back. My head hangs in defeat, making no attempt to watch my Master and his reactions. I feel his fingertips brush my hair.
"Have you accepted you're punishment, then?" He whispers, gently.
My nod is weak.
"Hmm?"
"Yes, Master."