His heartrate increased when he saw her text, before he had even had time to read it, his excitement was palpable. When he could, he slipped into a private room and read her text.
"Be in the first position, naked, at 6pm. Leave the front door unlocked. I want to be able to see you when I walk in the door."
He knew exactly what she meant, no translation was necessary and even if it were, he didn't have the balls to ask her. She was straightup and it scared him almost as much as it tantalized him.
He had a lot to do in the next three hours but it was difficult to keep his mind on his work, knowing what he had to look forward to. They'd only had one other exchange of this sort, and ever since it happened, he hadn't been able to get it out of his mind. He tried, he really did but she was like a drug. An itch you know you shouldn't scratch but what are the options? To never know the freedom and the peace of mind of having someone stronger and better than you in your life? He was tired of being in charge, always the go-to-guy, he wanted to surrender to someone, to a woman, and she was it, she was the real deal.
She had taken it upon herself to begin this game that they were playing, but he knew in his heart and in his soul, that it wasn't a game, that she knew him like no other. He could trust her, he could take down his walls, his airs, his know-it-all attitude and he could turn himself over to her, completely and totally, she wouldn't hurt him or push him in any way she didn't believe would make him a better person, a finer man. He could breathe around her, feel the refreshing spirit of her ways, he knew that she held the key to what he needed and wanted. He feared her, the power she had over him was frightening, it required his jumping off a cliff and hoping that he found his wings before he found solid ground.
She enabled him to do this, but it was only with her and that scared him the most.
At 6pm, on the dot, the door opened. Before he could meet her eyes, she instructed him to avert his.
"Do not look at me without my permission, nor should you speak unless I have told you, specifically, to answer one of my questions. You are under my full control."
He nodded, looking down.
He was on his knees, naked, his hands clasped together behind his head, his elbows outstretched. His body was hers to use as she saw fit. He was completely open to her, vulnerable to her touch, her punishments, her pleasure, her pain.
"Would you like to continue, my pet?" she asked.
Again, he nodded, without meeting her eyes. He so wanted to please her and she knew this about him. She knew that he needed something unlike what he had experienced in the past. He needed to surrender himself to someone who cared, on whom he could lean, depend...he tired of being the dependable one, the responsible one but who would do what needed to be done, if he didn't? Until he met her, he'd felt that this would be his whole life, his responsibilities and the guilt he felt when he failed...with her, he couldn't fail. She provided his relief, his bliss. Or so he thought.
From his vantage point, he could see the black heels she was wearing, which combined with her height, should make her almost as tall as he. He could see the black stockings, the tops of her thigh highs, but he didn't dare look any higher, lest she catch him peeking and punish him.
"Very good...i have been looking forward to seeing you again but I worry that you fear me. Do you? You have my permission to answer."