The question went through her head, "How on earth did I get myself into this situation?"
Immediately the answer came to her, "Because I arranged this way."
She knew right away that, whatever she was feeling in her body and whatever was going through her mind, she had planned, managed and scheduled it in minute detail.
She reviewed her situation. She was in total darkness or, at least, no light was reaching her eyes. Her mouth was fully agape with a hard rubber inflated gag that had a stainless steel tube through its centre so that she could breathe and could feel the cool air hitting the back of her throat at each inhaled gulp. Her ears were plugged with wax and her whole head was contained in an inflatable hood. It had an inner and an outer layer. She could feel the pressure of the inner skin on her face and head, and down onto her neck although she knew that the outer skin was inflated to a perfect sphere. Her head was lost inside a rubber globe, inflated to hardness and she was breathing through a narrow rubber tube to the outside world, and into her gaping mouthpiece and straight onto the back of her throat.
She wriggled her fingers but couldn't feel them, and she knew why. Her arms and hands were encased in long leather gloves which had steel bones along their full length and had been laced tightly with leather thongs all up the front of each wrist, over the lower arm and elbow, and all the way to her armpits. She was obliged to have her arms stretched out akimbo. She could have thought "like a crucifix" but her religious upbringing wouldn't allow that.
"Like a scarecrow," she thought.
The tightness of those gloves had restricted the blood flow to her hands so that now they were just numb appendages at the end of two leather poles, sticking out of her shoulders. She could move not a single muscle in shoulders, arms or hands. She was glad now that her plans had included the gyno-couch to lie on because she couldn't possibly have stood with her arms out like this. As it was, she was supported down her spine, and her arms and legs were each held up on stirrup-arms, and her head was resting on a curved pillow set much lower than it ever would be for a gyno investigation; her massive blown-up head needed all the support she could get.
She tried to move her head from side to side but she knew that would be impossible as well. Under the rubber hood, her throat was enclosed in a choker of fiendish design and unforgiving tightness. It rested on her shoulders and collar bones, and finished right up under her ear lobes on both sides of her hear. Like the gloves, this choker was made of leather and boned rigidly with steel, and it was laced tightly all the way up the back. Her head was pulled backward slightly but, more than that, her neck was being stretched by a full two inches beyond its natural length. She knew that her throat was long and narrow. Sometimes, she wore a man's shirt with 14 inch collar but she'd designed this choker with a circumference of only 12 inches and now she could feel the force of its tightness. She sucked air noisily through the rubber breathing tube, noisily into the steel tube in the gag and noisily down her throat because the airway was so tightly constricted.
"I knew it would be tight," she thought, "but this is much more restrictive than I imagined. My neck must be twice as long as normal," she exaggerated to herself.
At the other end of her body, her feet were no more comfortable. She'd got herself the boots with ballet heels and she was laced tightly into them, with her feet held out in straight lines from her knees. For her size 4½ feet, the 6 inch heels meant that her feet were bent down at almost 90 degrees from a normal standing position. Even with her preference for high heels, this experience was more extreme than she'd imagined. She went over in her mind the "insertion" of her feet and legs into these boots. She had put on herself the pair of black hold-up stockings, before the boots were fitted.
The two assistants she'd recruited to help her achieve an extreme experience, had sat her on the edge of a sofa and gradually fitted her feet into the shoe parts. It was the first thing that had happened to her in her plan and, at first, she was aware only of the pull in the muscles of her instep, over her toes and strangely also of her calf. For a few minutes, she had sat there in her underwear with her feet in the shoe parts, still not fastened and the boots lying open all the way up, flopping to the sides on the carpet. Actually, they didn't just flop: they were boned from the knees upwards and they lay there like parts of armour awaiting their closure on her body. Then her assistants had started the process of lacing the shoes, starting very near the toes and up towards her ankles. They were not gentle, these two good-looking young men. They simply took a foot each, grabbed the laces, and leaner back away from her. In a few seconds, her feet had been forced into the straight ballet position and her ankles began to complain, and again her calf muscles.
"Whoa," she'd said as if to a bolting pony, but the assistants ignored any attempt at moderation. And so they began the process of lacing the boots up her calves, looping the leather thongs over the toggle hooks and leaning back at each cross-over. For over an hour, they struggled to get her legs encased in the boots.
The first time they tried to close the boots, the thongs weren't parallel down the front of her legs and they undid some distance and tried again, leaning and pulling always harder. Eventually, the thongs were parallel and her legs were encased in leather, her feet were linear extensions of her claves and the tops of the boots came right up into her crotch. It was this last inch or two of lacing that presented a great difficulty at the finish. How to lace tightly in a location with no room for fingers and thongs and the boots themselves? But these guys were not to be deterred and they moved her around on the floor any way they needed until the boots were laced up hard and tight, and digging into the flesh of her labia and mons. The bones gave the most obvious of her sensations. They dug in just where her pelvis and hip joint came together underneath, and she was to be aware of that probing sensation for the rest of her time in the predicament she'd arranged for herself. Her toes began to complain, also, at being forced to bear her full weight inside the little steel cups at the toe end of the boots. She was standing on her big toes really, and they weren't used to such treatment.
Here and now, at this moment, she recalled the neck choker that came next, the gag, and then the inflated hood. By this time, 8 hours ago, she'd been rendered incapable of flight, even if she wished to flee. Which she didn't, because all was going according to plan. At that stage. Soon afterwards, things began to get out of her complete control. Not totally, because she'd planned everything that had happened but not quite to the extent or in the extremity of the way they'd been exacted on her body.