Chapter Three: Savoring the Moments
After he left, Kristy came out of the bathroom and walked into the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee. I was surprised to see her completely nude with damp hair. She held the coffee to her nose and inhaled, "Oh, I love the smell of fresh coffee. Hmmmm." I just watched her, glancing at her bottom. It was a sight to behold when she was wearing tight pants or practically anything, but in the nude it was a masterpiece. She wasn't one to walk around the apartment naked so I rarely got to see it like this. After a few minutes of silence, she asked, "Where's Adam?"
"He went for a jog," I sighed. "Thankfully."
"Yeah, I'm glad we have a little time to ourselves to talk," she concurred. I watched her as she slowly sipped her coffee, but my eyes kept falling to her perfect ass. There was so much I wanted to say, but I was enjoying the view way too much to interrupt it.
After a couple minutes, she placed her empty cup on the counter, walked up behind me, put her hands on my shoulders and began to rub. After several minutes, she blurted out excitedly, "Oh, baby. Wasn't last night amazing?"
I remained silent for a moment, thinking of the words to avoid busting her bubble, but still getting my views across, "At first, it really shocked me. And then I was both hurt and horny that you were sucking him while I fucked you and, even more, when you demanded that I let him fuck you. But, when I came and he actually started fucking you, I couldn't take it. I felt horrible and just wanted it to stop. All I could think about was ending it all just so the pain would stop."
"Oh, god, baby. That's awful," she cried, wrapping her arms around me and kissing my cheek. "We won't ever repeat that mistake again."
I let out a deep breath. "Oh, thank you, baby. That's such a relief. I didn't think you'd be willing to just make it a one-time thing."
She took my hand in hers, "Come on." She led me next to the bed, which I hadn't made, yet, and pulled down my pants and boxers. "On your back."
"You know it's Sunday, right?" I asked stupidly.
She laughed, "Oh that was just a dump excuse to get out of pretending I was in the mood for boring sex with you more than two nights in a row. But no more boring sex for us, right? Get on your back."
I obeyed. She climbed onto the bed near my feet and crawled up my body until her breasts were hanging over my mouth and I could feel the warmth of her sweetness against my semi-erect prick. "Suck my nipples."
I sucked the left and caressed the right, then switched. Considering that it was the first time I had ever recalled the bare skin of my prick coming into contact with her pussy, even just the outer labia, the moment was heavenly. Yet, an overwhelming urge to fuck swept over me. I reached up and grabbed her waist, planning to roll her over and fuck her bareback like Adam had done the night before.
But, as I did, she pushed my arms back down and turned herself so that her pussy was directly over my mouth. Then she began stroking me in an upward motion with just the tips of her fingers. The odd but welcome sensation was all the encouragement I needed to forego my plans and lick her instead.
She pressed herself firmly to my lips and spoke, "Now, I think I need to clarify what I meant by not repeating the same mistake as it seems you misunderstood. I know that not only are you quite capable of taking any pain I decide to give you, but also, deep down, you desperately need me to hurt you for my enjoyment. Isn't that so?" She raised herself just enough to allow me to speak.
I wanted to argue, to repeat that last night had been too much, but I was way too hard and horny to object to anything she said, so I relented, "Yes."
Once again she applied pressure to my face. "That's what I thought. You see, the problem last night had nothing to do with Adam or me; it was your fault for ejaculating prematurely. As a masochist, your mechanism for overcoming pain is your arousal. So, ejaculating when there is still so much that I want to do that is going to hurt you is just plain stupid. It weakens your defense mechanism and ruins your fun. You should always be the last guy in the room to cum, never the first, Michael."
I tried to speak, but it was muffled. She raised off of me a little and I asked, "Does that mean you ARE going to cheat on me again with Adam?"
"Whoa, buster! I didn't cheat on you. You said it was okay and you wanted it to happen, so it wasn't cheating. It was just a sexual act we agreed to do as a couple."
"What if I say no; that I don't agree to let you sleep with Adam ever again? Will you cheat on me then?"
"No, I'll dump you."
"What?" I yelled and lightly shoved her to indicate I wanted her to get off of me.
"Don't be stupid, Michael. If you want to be a baby, then I'll get off you, but it may be the last chance you get to even see my pussy, let alone taste it. So, just calm yourself down. I promise I'll explain, but only if you're licking my pussy and I'm playing with your weenie as I do. We both know brutal honesty works better that way."
"Okay." She pressed herself to my lips and I began to lick, savoring the taste in fear of losing it.
"Now, Michael, I DON'T want to dump you. I love you. But, I'm not a masochist. Sure, I enjoy some pain like a light spanking, the twisting or nibbling of my nipples, or the momentary sharpness when a cock like Adam's first stretches me out. But, I can't deal with the hardcore emotional pain that turns you on. If I had to spend the next five weeks with Adam's cock in the same room, itching to penetrate me, and not being able to touch it, taste it, or feel its fullness, I would lose my fucking mind in misery. It would be far more agonizing than that little bit of jealousy you felt last night."
I was a little pissed that she was trivializing the pain I felt the night before, particularly when I told her it included suicidal thoughts. But, then I started to wonder if maybe I had been a baby about the whole thing. After all, pain was my thing, not hers.
"So, yes, if you tried to do that to me, I would have to dump you. And, Michael, you know I'm the best thing that ever happened to you. You'd never be able to replace me. I mean, look at yourself. You have a soft, out of shape physique. Thankfully, you've lost quite a bit of weight from last semester, but you still have a long way to go before most girls would actually get excited to see you naked. And, then, once she sees what you're packing, she'd get an instant headache. I would have gotten a headache that first night had I not seen you enough times in pajama bottoms or gym shorts to know you didn't have any kind of bulge to speak of. I didn't expect you to be as small as you are, though."
I could feel myself stiffening even more with her words.
She giggled, presumable at that, before continuing her denigration, "And your height is only about average, just like your face. So, those factors neither help nor hurt. But, then there's the hair. Michael, you have less hair than most forty year old men. And I'm not trying to be mean. See, my uncle went bald at 30 and he went from bringing home a new hot girlfriend every holiday to settling down and marrying a plane Jane who already had two kids from her first marriage. So, if women in their late twenties and thirties don't want a guy with no hair, how much chance would you have with girls who aren't even twenty yet? Not much, I'm afraid."
I'm not sure exactly why, but what she had said about my hair didn't feel very good. By that I mean, it did nothing to arouse me. In fact, it had the opposite effect. It was already a sore subject and perhaps there was way too much truth in her words.
"I'm sorry," she said. "I guess I shouldn't have went there. Now you're little dickie is all soft and nasty. I guess there's a good reason I've never even mentioned your hairline before." She lifted herself off of my face and scooted down to where the bottom of her ass cheeks were barely touching my chest. "But, I do think it's very important that I come up with ways to both increase your pain and decrease your pleasure for both of our enjoyment. I could feel you staring at my ass earlier. Why don't you plant some soft kisses on that ass you adore while I try to think of something that will arouse you?"