The Babysitter's Story: Jane
This account assumes that Jane just by chance reads my previous three tales and recognises herself as one of the participants. It is the 4
th
story in the series.
What a strange world it is. Fifteen years ago, I encountered a 19 year old young man whom by chance I found masturbating, and whom I then manipulated so that I could cane him. And then one day I read a thinly veiled story describing this experience and then two further descriptions of the effect it had on his life.
I am no longer the Jane of David's recollection or fantasy and am now in my mid-forties. I was not in my mid-thirties when he knew me but had just turned thirty. I suppose he thought I was older because my husband was obviously older than I was, and we were good friends with his parents. I was also fortunate enough to be able to dress well and this added to the image of my maturity.
I am still well turned out and turn heads when I walk down the road.
I always knew that David fancied me but never thought much of it. It was flattering to see him follow me with his eyes when he thought I was not looking but until I read his account of this I did not know how much he lusted for me.
I was extremely attractive when I was younger and was used to my fellow male students wanting to bed me, but either being too frightened to try, or being to hormone driven to be attractive. It was always the reticent ones I fancied, but when they failed to approach me I was too shy to make the first move. When I was at University during the early sixties it was fashionable to take drugs and be promiscuous, but I was neither. I was quiet, serious, and studious. My first boyfriend was a graduate student several years older than me, and It was he who uncovered my latent and repressed sexuality.
He showed me a part of myself I had never known and after he had taken my virginity we fucked each other almost every day of the week for several months. We used all the household furniture in his flat, and every one of the nine positions, until one morning I woke up and decided it was time to move on. Something was missing in our relationship, and I was not sure what it was. Although we were not in love, I knew it was not love I was missing but something else.
A couple of boyfriends later, when I was In my last year at University, I was at the theatre with one of my girlfriends when I met Christopher. I did not so much meet him as encounter him when he spilt his drink over my skirt in the bar during the intermission. He was very apologetic and quite charming, and offered to dry clean my dress, and asked for my telephone number which I was happy to provide.
Christopher was a businessman in his mid-forties and fifteen years older than me. He was single, confident, outgoing, good looking and rich. It was the latter that made my parents overlook our age difference, but for me it was something else. He was a masochist, and early in our relationship he confided that he would like me to punish him, and I was happy to oblige. I loved wielding the strap, paddle or cane, and would regularly bend him over a chair, the bed, or the table to administer discipline to his bare arse, and I loved doing it. I had also learnt what had been missing in my previous relationships.
At the time I caned David I had been married 8 years or so, and whilst life was comfortable and I still loved Christopher, the first passion of marriage was gone. He was away from home for extended periods on business and would work long hours when he was not absent abroad. I was left to look after Mary our daughter much of the time. Our sex life started to suffer and when David came to babysit I had not administered a sound beating for at least 2 months and had had perfunctory unsatisfactory sex just twice. I was bored and frustrated.