Some people think my stories are too long, so I've tried to write this one in shorter chapters. As a result, it isn't as detailed as my other stories. You can decide if that is a good thing or a bad thing.
Chapter 01
My name is Renee and I'm a slut. I know that sounds like I'm introducing myself at a Sex Addicts Anonymous group. The truth is it took me a long time to admit I am a slut and even longer to accept and embrace that this is who I am. If you ran into me on the street or at work, you would be hard pressed to recognize my secret double life. I'm just 23 and a petite five feet tall. I'm barely over 100 pounds, some days, and am a grade school teacher. I look like an innocent little girl, except for my breasts. I developed early, as they say, and while a 36C chest might not qualify as massive, on my tiny frame they are impressive. Growing up I had plenty of attention from all the boys in my neighborhood.
That's not to say I was a slut from the beginning. That was definitely a learned behavior. My parents were very strict and I didn't really rebel against them until I got out from under their control when I was in college. No, I wasn't a virgin when I became a Freshman, but I wasn't exactly knowledgeable either. I was looking forward to finding out more about sex. As is so often the case, the boy who popped my cherry wasn't very knowledgeable and I knew sex had to be better.
I spent the first two years of college studying hard and dating inconsistently. Nothing serious and they had to take me out at least three times to get anything. Usually it was just a blowjob. I found that I really liked sucking cock and the power it gave me over the boy, especially if I swallowed his cum. I didn't mind doing that. I found I liked the taste of cum. But I wouldn't let them know that. I liked them thinking it was a treat if they treated me well. I stayed together with a few of them long enough to let them in my pants, but generally speaking, the encounters were not overly satisfying and I usually ended up fingering myself afterward for satisfaction.
That all changed during my Junior year after meeting Tony, a Senior. I met him at the gym. I went a couple of times per week, it was free for students after all, and if I had a type, it was athletic guys. Tony was definitely a gym rat. He had a sculpted body and had to be 6' 4" tall. He towered over me. I liked that. From the moment I saw him I wondered what it would be like for him to pick me up, throw me on his bed and use his height as leverage to pound my tiny pussy. I mean, you can't be that tall and not have a big cock right?
I already felt squishy between my thighs when I first caught his attention. I'm sure he had girls throwing themselves at him all the time and when he smiled at me, I melted. I slept with him on our first date. He did take me to dinner, but afterwards he drove back to his apartment without even asking me if that was OK. It turned out he rented an apartment above a garage behind a house near campus. There was an old, rickety staircase in the back that led to a 1br apartment. He acted as if there was never a question that I would join him, even though I assumed he intended to have sex. To be honest and to my shame, there wasn't a question in my mind that if he wanted sex, I would give it to him.
The apartment wasn't huge, but it looked clean and it wasn't as messy as I expected. There was a couch and TV in the living room along with a small round table I assumed was used for meals along with a galley kitchen. I doubted Tony cooked too much, but it was functional. I asked to use the bathroom and I took a quick look at the bedroom as I walked down the hall. Everything seemed normal.
Tony was waiting for me on the couch when I returned. He put his arm around me as I sat down. I snuggled against him. I felt safe beside his massive frame. We didn't kiss and we didn't talk. Two minutes later he began to unbutton his belt. I reached over to help, unzipped his pants and fished his rapidly hardening cock out of his pants. I was about to go down on him, joyfully I would add, when he moved his arm and took hold of the back of my head. He pulled it down to his cock and slipped it into my waiting mouth. That was the first time a man had "forced" me to go down on him. They usually begged. The difference was not subtle and I loved it.
I started slowly licking and sucking his cock, but he preferred to hold my head and fuck my face. That was new to me too and I loved it more than him pulling my head into position. You'll forgive me if I assumed he was going to shoot his load quickly leaving me to finish back at my place, but he wasn't my usual date. After a couple of minutes, he pulled my head back, leaving a long trail of saliva between my mouth and the head of his cock.
I now assumed he was going to jerk off and give me a facial. That was never high on my list of satisfactory ends to a blow job, but if he wanted to shower me, I was OK with it. Do you get the sense that I was OK with him doing anything at that point?
Well he didn't jerk off. He stood up, now really towering over me as in my sitting position I was below his still hard cock. "Strip," was his one word command. I was unbuttoning my blouse before he finished the word. I think he liked looking down on me as I did as he ordered. The blouse was easy. I had to stand to remove my skirt. After I did, I reached out and started stroking his cock to make sure it stayed ready for me. He looked down on me and said, "the bra and panties too."
I'd almost forgotten them.
When I was naked, he positioned me on my knees leaning over the back of the couch. He still hadn't asked if I wanted this. I suppose it was obvious. I felt the head of his cock rub against my labia. I tried to raise up as much as I could to give him a better entrance angle. When he pushed into me, I suddenly realized what the other boys I'd been with lacked. Experience. Experience and leverage from being 16 inches taller than me.
That night I came harder than I ever had before. I had no need to finish the job when I finally crawled into my bed hours later. Tony had worn me out. I didn't realize it that night, but when I woke up sore the next morning, I came to the realization that he had fucked me the way I needed to be fucked. It was something I couldn't ignore.
I called him that morning and told him I wanted to see him again. He told me he would let me know when. I knew he wasn't a great conversationalist, but I didn't expect to be a one night stand. But I decided to give him a few days before getting upset enough to dump him. Yes, I wanted him to fuck me again that much.
By the time he called three days later, I was extremely horny and didn't question him when the entire conversation consisted of an order to be at his apartment at 10pm that night. Although I hated myself for showing up, it didn't last long when he ordered me to my knees and started taking his pants off.
Round two was even better than round one. It didn't take me long to realize I was addicted to his cock and the way he treated me. He would call and I would drop what I was doing to rush over and fuck him. A feminist I was not. But a girl with a happy pussy? That I was.
You may be expecting me to tell you that he shared me with his friends or even another woman. But that didn't happen. The kinkiest thing he had me to was agree to always wear a skirt with no panties, except at the gym. Soon not wearing a bra was added to my standing instructions. Fortunately my girls were firm enough to not really require support. He liked having me available whenever we were together and away from his apartment. There I just stripped naked as soon as I was inside the door. Even if we didn't fuck, he liked having me naked while he remained clothed. It was a power trip for him and one I found I enjoyed.
Was he seeing other girls? Probably. But his cock was always hard for me and at least on those days when he called me, he was dedicated to my pleasure. That was good enough. College isn't for lifelong commitments and he made my body purr. But all good things must come to an end. The school year ended, my grades having slipped because I was fucking Tony so much, and he graduated. We talked a few times over the summer. OK, we had phone sex because I missed him and he liked the sounds I made when I came. But it was obvious a long distance romance wasn't in the cards. At least I'd learned what I wanted when I went back to campus in the fall.
Chapter 02
Summer was not as spectacular in the bedroom department as I had hoped. I was back under the yoke of my conservative parents so I wasn't going to be bringing home any studs to ravage me. In fact, pickings were rather slim in general in my town. I had a few quality hookups, but let's just say I was looking forward to returning to campus for my senior year for more than my classes. The first two nights back at school found me in the gym looking for Tony's replacement. But there was nobody I saw that interested me. Actually that isn't 100% true. There was one guy, a little shorter than Tony, who was lifting weights. He checked all my qualification boxes, but he had a tall, beautiful blonde with him. She was obviously his girlfriend. Damn. I didn't have the self esteem to try to lure him away from her.
Night three found me at the student union catching up with some friends. We talked about our summers, our plans after graduation, our boyfriends or lack thereof. Just typical girl talk. It was great to catch up with them after three months apart. Our conversation was waning and I was preparing to head back to my dorm. Yes, I still lived in the dorm for economic reasons. Just as I was getting up, a student janitor (I lived in the dorm so I didn't have to work) walked by pushing a garbage can.
He was OK looking, but normally I wouldn't have given him a second look. Then he said, "You're Renee, right?" I was taken aback. I didn't recognize him from any of my classes. Why did he know my name?
"Um, yeah," I responded cautiously. He held out his phone. It had my picture displayed on the screen.