Author's Note:
This is Part 2 of Taming Kit, told from Jake's point of view. If you haven't read Part 1: Lessons for Gia, I highly recommend starting there. This is a dark, emotionally charged BDSM scene centered around control, not intimacy. Please read with care.
FUCK.
I knew Kit was back in town. I knew she'd end up in my club eventually, but never in a million years did I expect to see her top.
Never, in the 15 years I've been in the BDSM scene have I lost control, but I came close tonight.
I've never had a submissive like Kit. From the moment she walked into this club 12 years ago, I was hooked. She was sweet and innocent, but filthy in all the right ways. She could take pain like no one I'd ever seen, and it wasn't long until we were exclusive.
We spent two glorious years together. I never pictured a life without her until I woke up one morning and she was just gone. I've spent the last ten years trying to forget her.
She's no longer the innocent girl I knew, the hot headed spitfire that needs to be tamed.
No, she's plenty tame now.
She was calculated and controlled as I watched her play. I used to know Kit like the back of my hand. I knew exactly how her skin flushed and her lips parted just before she'd lose control, and it was glorious when she did. Tonight, I saw that same blush rise against her skin. I saw her lips part exactly the same as they did back then, but tonight, rather than lose control, I saw a mask slide over her face. I saw her stuff that passion away somewhere deep.
Don't get me wrong, she was incredible. The girl she was playing with was obviously new. It takes discipline to play with someone so new and not take it too far.
I can feel my cock growing just thinking about it. The newbie was magnificent. I wouldn't mind playing with her myself, but I'd give anything to watch Kit with her again.
Kit didn't like women when we were together. Clearly things have changed.
I shake my head trying to dislodge the memory of the girl spread out on the bed moaning with each crack of the flogger, and the stoic look on Kit's face despite the catch of her breath each time the girl moaned.
I find myself scanning the room for Allison. I told myself it was over. Maybe I even meant it. Lately, I can tell she's been wanting more than I can give her.
She was there when Kit disappeared. Allison stepped in like she'd been waiting for her cue. She's every man's fantasy with long legs, perfect hair, and a pouty mouth made for sin. The front row always fills when she's on stage, and she plays it like a game. She knows what men want, and she uses it.
Maybe that's why I never wanted more with her. She was always too perfect. Too polished. Too practiced. One night turned into ten years of me using her to forget. She made herself convenient. Always there when I needed to lose myself in someone else.
I don't love her. I never did.