I take a moment to appreciate what I am seeing right now. My girlfriend is completely naked, completely wet and completely eager. Her hands tied to the bedhead; her legs spread open. A sweet aroma permeates the room. It smells like sweat, love and sex. And this last one hasn't even been had yet.
My girlfriend at the time, let's call her Bibi, was always very conservative. She was this small, cute as hell, little creature of joy and happiness and I loved her to death because of it. But on the sexy side of the equation things weren't that perfect. You see, I have always wanted to be a dom. I wanted to do things to Bibi that I shouldn't be allowed to. I wanted to command her, to have her be at the mercy of my very will, for brief, sweet but intense moments. However, none of us had ever acted out our respective roles of my fantasy. I was too scared to bring this up and potentially break something so perfect as what I had with her, and she looked so tiny and fragile, almost as if she would break if I touched her too hard. She was also extremely shy. Most of what we had done up to this point was what most people would call the most "vanilla" kind of sex. Always on the bed, always missionary, always in the dark. I didn't want to hurt her feelings and I didn't want her to feel any pressure to change. But I was getting bored.
Strangely enough, one evening after we had a few beers at a local bar, we started talking about sex. She asked me if I had ever had any fantasies. Well... I had actually. Quite a few... I told her some of the things I sometimes fantasize about. Maybe pulling her hair, maybe pinning her down, maybe having her on a leash or writing things on her body... But I brush those off as "just fantasies"...
-Well, maybe we could try some of those... - she said with this impish smile showing.
I was bit taken aback; I really didn't see this happening.
-Nah, don't worry about it, they're just fantasies, you really don't have to go along with any of that.
She's looking at me intently, as if she is plotting something in her head. Then she slowly leans in towards my ear. She told me this:
- How about this: Tonight, I'll let you do whatever. You want. With me.
My eyes widen. Something starts burning within me. Passion, love, lust, desire, hope...
An emotion that could only be described with a mix of those words.
- One condition, though: if I say 'stop' everything stops.
- Are you serious? Are you sure? Is that really what you want?
- Yeah, why not? We have known each other for such a long time already... I trust you. I know you won't do anything to hurt me. Besides, I know you want this, so I want to do this for you, because I love you. And it will be a good chance for us to do something fun and dif...
At this point I could no longer keep my lips away from hers.
Once we got home and put our stuff down, she got her shoes off and sat on the bed.
- So... What do you want to do me?
- Are you sure you want to do this?
- Yes, I am. So, what you want to do to me?
My switch was turned on. She was into it, she trusted me enough to let me loose on her. All that was really missing was me trusting myself. I took a deep breath.
- Strip.
The voice that came out of my mouth was of a lower pitch, it was grave and commanding and it even caught me a little off-guard. I think she was a bit startled as well but she didn't back down. She unzipped her jacket and threw it on the desk.
- Slowly. I want you to feel your clothing brush against your skin while you take it off.
She grinned and slowed down. She started taking off her shirt much more slowly. She knew what I was getting at. Her shirt started teasing both her belly and my eyes. And both wanted that damn shirt off.
She then moved on to her pants.
- What about your bra?
- But, the lights are still on...
- And?
I was teasing her. I knew she was feeling shy, after all, we had always done it in the dark. I was already expecting this, so I had an idea.
- How about this? - I ask as I grab one of my scarves.
- What about it?
- How about I take this and I cover your eyes with it - I say as I start to wrap her head with the scarf making sure not to cover her nose in any way.
- I can't see a thing with this on. This smells so good. Smells of you.
- Can you take your bra off now?
After a few brief moments of hesitation, she finally musters up the courage.
- Ok.
She undoes her bra and lets a pair of the most perfect tits loose after a long day crammed inside that bra. I had sometimes caught glimpses of them either in the dark or when we're done and she's dressing up, but to see them in all their full, round and bouncy glory, I was completely stunned.
- Are you looking at my boobs?
- Yes.
- Ah, this is so embarrassing...
- Do you want to stop?
She shook her head negatively.
- Then your jeans are next.
She gets up and starts undoing the zipper and pulling her pants down.
- Don't forget to pull them down slowly.
Now with her bare breasts exposed she wanted to hurry up with the undressing part but I was enjoying this way too much to let that happen.
- Do I have to take my panties off?
- You know what, since you have been such a good girl, I'll let you keep then. For now, at least.
I knew why she didn't want to take them off. Apart from her general shyness, and although she was trying to conceal it as best as she could, I was able to see her panties getting slightly moist while she was taking off her pants. With a blindfold on she can't tell what I can and can't see, what makes it really hard to hide anything, whatever it is.
- Instead, let's do this: Stand. Put your hands forward. Good girl.
I was really starting to get into this dominant thing. I grab the belt of the softest robe I had laying around.
- Here, feel this. What does it feel like?
- This feels nice, is this micro-fiber?
- Well, yes. It is also a robe belt. And I'm going to tie your hands with it. And you are going to tell me if the tie feels uncomfortable in any way at all.
- Ok. Listen... If I did ask you to stop you would stop right?
- If you asked me to stop, I would take everything off of you and make everything stop before you even finished saying that word. Do you want to stop?