I can't believe the situation I'm in! My name is Anna and I am from a poor farming family here in Massachussetts. My father was given a small amount of land for his service during the Revolution but we still struggle to make it. I'm 18 now and I have a adequate breasts for child rearing and my hips have taken a nice shape over the last few years. Boys have commented on my blue eyes and fair hair all of my life. While in school, I have been harrassed by another girl named Becky. She would instigate whatever "friend" she could sway to do terrible things to me. But this time she has gone to far. I was in the general store the other day just wishing over the candy after I had purchased a few necessities. I spoke to Becky and her friend Tabitha but it was more of just a gesture as they were in the store at the same time.
After a bit I decided it was time to get back on home. I was not too far down the road when I hear Mr. Black, the owner of the store yelling at the constable "there she goes - there goes the thief!" I look around and there is not one soul in my general direction. Suddenly, I realized the constable was running towards me. I stood in shock still trying to fathom what was happening. It was then that I noticed the lump in the front pocket of my dress. The constable, (Mr. Harris - It's a small town, everyone knows everything about everyone) was right on me as I removed the small bag of nuts from the front pocket of my dress. By the time he grabbed me and removed them from my hand, I knew I had been set up again by Becky. In school it was just whippings but this was going to be a legal affair...
Well to skip the details of court and how I got here, it's the third day in the stocks which was my punishment. I get out of the stocks in a few hours. I guess I was just naive that I would have to spend three days in the stocks, sure they unlock me and allow me to attend needs at the outhouse; and then I would be free but with all that has happened I'm not sure what these changes will do to me and how they will effect me socially in this small town. I was a virgin up until the first night in the stocks. And since I know after Becky's visit early this morning that she did put the bag of nuts in my dress when I was not looking, I have a lot of vengeance against her. Also, what she did to me was very unpleasant. Oh, there have been boys that have come to court but not without an adult present. Anyway...let me tell you where it started on the first day and night in the stocks.
I was locked up at noon and the day was very uneventful. My father and mother had to work the fields so I had to report to Mr. Harris all by myself. He explained that he would be back for me several times a day so that I could relieve myself. He also whispered that if I was good and knew how to keep my mouth quiet that there were ways to relieve some of the soreness in my neck and legs that was going to be there from standing up in the stocks for the next three days. I wasn't sure what he meant at the time but I soon found out. So many things would happen to me over the next few days but his was really the only face that I saw during this time when something was happening to me...except for Becky, she let me know it was her this morning and got in my face to make sure I knew.
The day was slow and hot! The stocks wore on my wrists and neck and my legs really tired. A few caring souls did bring me water. And Mr. Harris showed up to feed me my measly meal which was not much more than some bread and mutton. Finally, my father arrived just after 8:00 and said he would stay with me to "protect" until he had to sleep for his work in the fields the next day. Mother had to take care of the other siblings - she never seems to stop working.
I really was not aware of what I needed to be protected from but I definitely enjoyed his company. If only I knew...It's not that I was not aware of sex, living on a farm etc. I kind of knew the mechanics and had felt my own desires which I fully did not understand - I just knew there were times when I wanted something there. And our house was such that we only had one bedroom with one bed that the family shared. I could never look but there were times when everyone had become quiet and the bed would just shake for a time. I would talk to my younger sisters and they had even figured out what mother and father were doing!
Father stayed with me beyond 8:00 that night but he had to get rest and I understood! He hugged me and rubbed my sore neck the best he could with the wooden stock around it. He wiped my forehead and cleaned the street dust from my face one more time before he kissed my forehead goodbye. He said he would try to have mother check on me in the morning.
After about an hour or two, it became hard to keep track, the town had become darker and very quiet. But I kept hearing a slight scuffle of feet behind me. Naturally, I could not look but it seemed to keep getting closer. Then flame torch that lighted the area went dark. I was not really worried until then. Just after that I heard a sneeze, now that sounded like Elijah who I grew up with but I could not be sure. I asked if it was him but heard no reply. Elijah always had eyes for me but I never had any interest in him, he was a year younger and just always seemed like a kid to me...It was then that I felt something hit on the board flooring. I immediately felt a hand on my shoulder..."who is it" I asked. But no reply as their feet went inside my feet and forced my shoes on both sides outwards. Then it hit me how vulnerable I was as I felt my dress being lifted up from the back and the cool rush of night air hitting my ankles. I threatened to scream but they still did say anything - the though of it being Mr. Harris hit me and then I thought screaming would not do any good anyway. The way he had been looking at me - I was just scared and nothing would come from my throat. The I felt one side of my knickers being cut away as the back of my dress was pressed into my back to hold it up. I begged for whoever it was to stop and tell me what they wanted. Then the other side were cut away and I was totally exposed from the rear.
Then I felt hands caressing my buttocks and legs, I began to cry and beg for them to stop. I had pushed up against the stock which was making my neck hurt worse and tried to calm down and relax a little. The hands were all over my legs as I protested but I could fight the feeling that they were making me feel warm inside. I thought I had to pee but no...it was different feeling developing.
Then I felt the hands reach around the front start feel through my moss and stroke my petals...I knew what this was about and got even more scared. There was nothing I could to stop whoever and I had become wet from the thought of what was about to happen. As the hand reached into me and stirred my wetness my knees buckled at the touch. I felt him pull his hand back and then I heard him breath in hard and I thought I heard the word "good" growl from his mouth. It was an animamlistic growl that hit a chord within me of a sound that only a male could make. I still was enjoying it - it just affected me that way. I had stopped begging realizing it was futile but I could not stop my tears.
I then heard what sounded like a lump of cloth hit the ground. Then I felt my dress being gathered and lifted higher and his knees being shoved between my legs to spread them. I felt fear as something hit my inner thigh and drew in a shallow breath. If I hollared now I would be ruined! Oh, why had I not yelled! I felt a wetness brush my inner thigh as I was probed with what was between his legs. I had not seen a man before and I could not see him now. I wanted to see what was there even with the fear I had. I felt his reach around the front of me and into my nest again and legs went out and oh it killed my neck before he caught me. Then it happened it slid part of the way in tearing at my hair a little but it stopped! Oh, the pressure, he was pushing harder, I tensed up! Then it was like a wall broke down, I felt a searing pain for an instant and then fullness of pressure as it went all the way in! It was so warm. Then he pulled out and it hurt some more - I did not want it to leave - I felt a trickle down my left inner thigh. Then he pushed in with a grunt and then again... I felt things start to move easier and it seemed it came deeper each time. I felt him lifting me by my hips... I wanted to buck against him but could not. (That's what I called it when I "buck" against my hand or my dolls wooden head - my parents never knew why I never wanted to give up that doll) but now I could not buck and I needed to press against something... I was breathing hard - what was happening - I'm being viloated and it can't feel this good....then everything stopped and I felt really wet inside. Whoever it was... I did not understand why were they stopping - why was it so wet dripping down both of my legs - my dress fell down - I still need to press against something - please I begged as I heard a quick scuffle of feet retreat behind me...I was so frustrated, I wanted more, who was it, I never wanted this to happen again but I wanted ...I had to finish...but I could do anything. I felt violated and I began to cry! I felt I wanted to hold on to someone ...anyone. I knew that I was not a virgin anymore. I had been raped!
Not knowing who to be angry at I focused on Becky and Tabitha. Becky had probably made Tabitha do this! She had always kept her hands clean getting her "friends" to do her dirty work. I even later found out that I was right about Elijah, it had been him. Becky told me on my last day in the stocks it was him and she had encouraged him by telling him how vulnerable I would be and she would tell people he was with her if anyone suspected anything. Then she said she hoped I was pregnant - I had not even thought about that until then as my stomach knotted up and I almost threw-up except for the seething hate I had for the moment for Becky. But this was still two days later.
My thoughts collected and I was calming down as I heard Mr. Harris approaching. I felt embarrassed - then I wondered if my knickers were on the ground and he would know. I was beet red I'm sure. "Hello missy!" - he always called me that! "you look quite flushed". I just kind of made up that I really had to make a trip to the outhouse real quick and was glad to see him. As he unbolted the stock I pulled my neck from it slowly and realized how tight it was and could not move. He stared at my dress and condition - I just knew he knew!!! I still had not gotten over the need to push against something...I could not wait to get to the outhouse and alone for for that reason and the embarassment. I was relieved when my knickers were not found on the ground. They were gone and of course that means I would be without them for the next several days.