*This is the first part out of a planned three. I am writing this as a Task for my Mistress. I am not a native English speaker but will do my best (Feedback or if you are willing to be a future editor is appreciated). The main theme of the story is definitely Femdom, but expect some different kinks compared to my previous story.*
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As I look into the full length mirror I am proud of the naked man looking back at me. I was not always proud over my body, it took a lot of time, patience and hard work. And i could never have done it on my own. Let me tell you about the woman who almost literally turned me into the man I am today.
When i turned 30 i was living in the suburbs of a medium sized town in my own townhouse apartment. I was single, and had been for a few years. My name is Carl by the way, and i work as IT support at a major American corporation. I am a few steps above "reboot computer and reset password" level but not much. Despite that i generally enjoy my work and what i do.
But back to the woman who would change both my body and my life. One day as i was coming home from work i ran into a woman carrying boxes into the door next to mine, it was the middle of summer and nice and hot outside and she was wearing a tight top and yoga shorts. And her body was stunning. I would have guessed her to be more or less around my age and beside the amazingly fit body with a nice tight perky ass she had a pair of impressive breast that held my eyes for a solid second before i looked into her eyes. She had her dark hair back in a pony tail and a cute smile that made her whole face seem to shine.
She was a rather stark contrast to me. Working at a desk and not doing any sports had not done wonders for my body, i was pushing 250 pounds and had not been able to find motivation to exercise for a long time. Despite feeling dejected about this i at least had my manners so i quickly stepped up and introduced myself.
"Hi, I'm Carl, you must be my new neighbor!"
"Hey Carl! Yep that would be me, Mary."
As she shook my hand and smiled at me i noticed how short she was, I'm no giant at 5"11 but she cant have been more than 5"2 if that.
"Welcome to the neighborhood Mary. What brings you here?"
"I separated from my ex a while back and have been looking for a place to call home and just found this. I work as a Personal Trainer down at the 24/7 SlimFit gym and should able to run or bike to work from here."
We chatted for a while longer before i helped her unload the last of her stuff.
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Over the coming year we became good friends, despite our differences we were both single and we found that we really liked spending time together. She was miles out of my league of course so despite my interest i never made any move. But try as i might i soon found myself developing feeling for her, and struggled with what i should do about them. She had never even hinted about wanting to be more than friends and after a year i considered her one of my, if not the, best friend i had. There was a large chance that confessing my feelings for her would only ruin our friendship and cost me my friend.
And then there was my sneaking suspicion that she wanted something... Special for her next relationship. A Friday night i found myself on the couch in her apartment, it had been a long week for both of us and was pretty late and more than one empty bottle stood on the table in front of us. We had just watched some Netflix show about a dating app and i was curious about her being single so decided to broach the subject.
"I used to be on Tinder, hated it! All those women, all the hope but just bitter disappointment. You Mary?"
She giggled and turned a bit red but it might have been the vine. "Not me! Tinder ain't the right place to find the kind of Relationship i want." She giggled some more and by now i was very curious.
"Now THAT you have to explain, what are you looking for Mary?"
She took another big sip of vine and answered. "Se-ce-ret! But i will tell you that I'm sick of men telling me what to do. Even some of my clients talk back to me and all i can do i smile and nod. Next relationship i get in I'm calling the shots."
After that she left to grab another bottle of wine and the topic died out but the conversation stuck in my memory. As i reflected on it later i found it likely that she was into some kind of kink, and judging by her words she was not the submissive type. I had explored BDSM a bit years ago and was familiar with most of the concepts, even if nothing i had tried had made me fall in love with it i was not averse to a bit of rope play or even prostate play.
As i lay in bed after another fun Saturday spent with Mary i realized that i could not continue like this. I had begun to physically ache for her, not just sex but to hold her and be close to her. And the thought of she finding another man and leaving me standing by the sideline watching was killing me. I might be in the dreaded friendzone but i had put myself there and had no illusions otherwise. Fail or not i had to confess to her that i was interested in being more than friends. I hated doing that to her, because if she turned me down (as i expected) I did not think i could remain as close friends with her and she would end up loosing one of her best friends through no fault of her own. But even so it had to be done.
Next weekend i was over at her place as per usual, tonight we had gone for beers over wine and both of us had done quick work of the first one and was working on our second one. Now was the time, i wanted some alcohol powered courage but did not want to be drunk.
"Hey Mary, would you go out with me?"
She did not even blink. "Sure Carl! Is there any event you want to go to?"
"No i mean like a date. Romantic date."
The smile disappeared from her face and it no longer revealed anything. I kept going.
"You are my best friend Mary but i cant help but want more. I have for a while now."
She looked away and was silent a few more seconds before finally answering. "Look Carl, you are probably my best friend and i love hanging out with you, It feels so natural and easy. Maybe i am even i a bit in love with you. I want to keep being friends, but you are not what i am looking for in a relationship."
It was what i had expected, maybe even better than expected. But it still hurt like hell...
"I understand Mary. I wish i could become the kind of boyfriend you want. I know you are into some kind of kink and i would be willing to try whatever if that is the issue?"
She looked surprised. "I... Yeah. I did not think you knew. That is one part of it certainly but not the only one. I'm sorry Carl!"
I sighed and put down the beer. "I understand Mary. I wish i could say we could just forget about this conversation and go back to normal but i think i need some time apart to get my head back on straight and let my feelings die down." I stood up and move to leave.
"What? No! I need you Carl!" She got up and looked almost panicked.
"I'm sorry Mary. I never entered this friendship planning for something more but i wont feel good hanging out with you until i get over some of these feelings." I keep heading for the door.
"Okay!"
I turned back in confusion. "What?"
"If you really want this lets try. I cant deny i have feelings for you, and if I'm loosing you anyways i rather risk it and let you know me than giving up beforehand."
I'm speechless. Over the Moon. Stunned. She is the one who is now composed and keeps talking.
"Leave. Come back tomorrow. I need to prepare things and there will be promises you have to make if we are doing this."
I nodded and left. That night it took hours and hours before i fell asleep. I have all these warm feelings rushing through my body, and i am horny as never before. I soon lose count of the number of times i cum before finally succumbing to sleep.
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As i entered her house i see her sitting on the sofa looking at me. On the table in front of her she had a few papers, face down.
"Come in Carl. Sit down". She gestured to a pillow on the floor across from her. I was a bit confused whats wrong with the sofa but whatever as i sat down and found myself looking up at her for once.
"Before we do this i want you to know this will not be like any other relationship you have been in, or likely even herd off. This will be formal. And there will be rules, agreements and contracts."
"Okay, I'm on board with that."
"Good. Now before we do this let me ask you, have you any BDSM experience?"
I expected something like this and simply nod before i elaborate. "Yeah one of my best friends about five years back was big into the scene and through him i got introduced to some interesting people... and things."
She raises her eyebrows. "Well, I'm surprised. Never would have guessed that from you. Maybe this will actually work. So what did you do and what are you into?"
Now i start getting a bit embarrassed and uncomfortable. "Look i did not do a ton of stuff. And while i enjoyed some things i did not enjoy them enough to go looking for more once my friend moved states."
"I need details. But why don't you start with some of you No's then if that is easier?"
"Blood." I answered immediately. "If anything we do causes bleeding I'm going to be nope'ing out of there. Watersports and the like was never really something that turned me on."
"Are you a Sub or a Dom?" - "I don't know truly, but i have taken on the sub role so far and liked it."
"Bondage?" - "Some light, it was fun."
"Pegging?" - "Never tried. But done a bit of prostate play and that was really good."
She leaned back and picked up a paper and read silently. After a while she looked at me and smiles.