She Said Yes -- a Covid 19 story Ch. 07
By Pat Annon © 2021
(All characters are over 18 years old. They have no memory of anything that may or may not have happened before their eighteenth birthday.)
The chastity cage had a firm hold on me this morning. I woke to sunlight. We left the curtain open after recording yesterday. I sensed Julie's presence, touched the spot she lay.
It was much later than usual. I slept in. I had trouble getting to sleep last night. I got up twice to add lubricant to spots where my chastity cage ring pinched. It's better this morning, especially if I don't think about Julie naked in my bed.
By now Amanda is out on her morning run. For her everything is normal. Yesterday changed nothing. This morning, for Amanda, is like any other; for me not so much. Everything has changed.
Amanda, Amanda, Amanda. Damn. I always think about Amanda in the morning. Right now, I feel like Amanda has a firm grip on my balls. Most mornings I awake and my prick is hard. I associate Amanda with morning wood. I can't help it; it just is.
Most mornings, thoughts of Amanda lead to jerking off. With this fucking cage on, I can't. I can't come to full erection. I can't masturbate. I can't do what comes naturally. Most mornings, after I ejaculate, I can stop thinking about Amanda. My day starts when thoughts of Amanda stop. How do I stop thinking about Amanda without release?
When my prick tries to get hard, it moves the cage and stresses my balls. I try to adjust the chastity device for comfort. My prick is locked in because my balls are trapped. Shaking and pulling on the device proves it will not come off. I try gently pushing a testicle back through the ring, but no dice.
I can picture Amanda out jogging along the lakefront. I picture those keys, wet with her sweat in early summer heat. Right now, my prick is wet with too much lube and pre-cum mixed. I see the moisture through the clear plastic. Those fucking keys are with her, not with me. Would I be able to keep from masturbating if I had the keys? I think not. this proves I need Amanda to keep them. I trust her to keep me on track.
I'm on my back, legs apart, hands on my cage. If I had the keys... But I don't... Shaking the cage feels good but brings on a renewed partial erection. My prick is trained to respond to my hand. The physical and psychological pressure is intense. If I had the keys, I could get relief. It would feel so good to get a hold of my prick and work out the kinks. I have to stop thinking this way. I used to get control of these thoughts by beating off. Now what do I do?
Amanda told me only a little part of me was locked up; I'm mostly free. But I'm not. Without the freedom to masturbate, I can't think about anything other than Amanda. - God, she is beautiful. - I love her feet. Amanda has long toes. The second toe is longer than the big toe. I know. Sometimes in a session she lets me kiss and suck on her toes while massaging her feet. But this is not what we do now. Instead she has locked up my prick for my own good.
She told me the keys are as important to her as my cock is to me. Well, right now my balls are pretty insistent that they are important. I'm choosing to honor Amanda's desire in spite of my ball's complaints. I will not beg for release. I know she cares about me.
I can picture those keys on her necklace, on her chest, between her breasts, maybe under her sports bra, next to her skin. Those keys are the connection, the physical union between us. Amanda has me by my fucking balls. And this morning it feels right -- it hurts -- but it feels right.
Key and lock linked, like sex, makes one out of two. The lock incarcerating my prick, remakes it in a hard shell, limiting it, not letting go even for a second. I can feel the shape of my prick formed in plastic, but not my prick. The lock awaits the key, the insertion and turn of the key by Amanda.
The key, inserted into the lock, makes possible release, climax, orgasm. Amanda has the key, the part that is inserted. I have the lock, the part that waits for the key. I'm the one with the key shaped hole. Amanda is the one with the phallic key.
While I am in this hard plastic chastity device, I have a continual connection with Amanda. A connection more intense than even kissing her toes. She, the key holder, is in control. I, imprisoned, am under her control. Key and lock the sign. Amanda is with me, holding this central part of me. She says I'm free. I am is free to wait for her. I'm free to think about her, obsess over her. I have no outlet, no cleansing ejaculation, only desire, only Amanda.
I can't feel my prick. It is locked away. Safe in its plastic prison, its unfeeling jail cell. I can touch the cage, not my prick. I visit the prison, not the prisoner. When I tap on the plastic I can sense it, my prick feels it. Like a code between prisoners, there is communication. I can touch a tiny bit of the prisoner through the hole in the cage, but it isn't at all satisfying.
Oh - My -- God! I want to jerk off. I want to get hold of my erection and feel it hard. I want to work it slowly until there is no holding back. I want to feel the contractions, the flow of semen, the mind numbing descent from a satisfying orgasm. I want to know the peace that follows when thoughts turn off. I want to feel my cock, but all I have in hand is its hard plastic shell, and my balls stretched tight. I have to think about something else. Amanda is my every moment. I need a distraction.
Every morning of my adult life I have been able to get one off either in bed or in a morning shower. But not today. Before today I didn't treasure the opportunity. I enjoyed it. I never imagined missing it. My prick must wait till Amanda has time this afternoon to unlock it.
She said she would. She also said I could choose to stay locked. But why? Why would I choose to stay locked up like this? Amanda wanted me to try it. I tried it. She was happy last night when I chose to continue our experiment. I like making her happy. But two days?
This morning Amanda holds the key. By holding it, she has hold of my prick. And somehow, at this very moment, I would not have it any other way. I willingly give my ache, my want, my desire to her. I might as well. She has the only key fitting this lock. God, these feelings are complicated.
I rolled over and pressed my imprisoned prick into the bed in exactly the spot where Julie's hips had been. The cage doesn't give way. My balls do. They adjust to new pressure.
I can feel my balls. I can't feel my penis. So strange. Every other morning it's the other way around. I don't spend much time with my balls while masturbating. The penis is responsive, I ignore my testicles. They are just there, providing.
My cage presses into the bed sheet where Julie was yesterday morning. Yesterday I watched her struggle in Amanda's bindings. Now, here am I differently bound. Lying in the same place where Julie's breasts were compressed, now my balls compressed. I think about Amanda binding us, Julie with rope, me in a cage. Amanda connects us, Julie and me.
Last night Julie came over. She was wearing a gorgeous summer dress. Anyway, I thought it was gorgeous. Light cream print, spaghetti strap, long skirt, hiding, yet revealing the body beneath. The midriff close, not tight. Her breasts framed by the fabric gathered above and just below. The back dipping low enough to make it obvious she wore no bra. The dress, with a scalloped hem freely draped from her hips, full enough to float as she turned.
How is she so sensual, wearing a summer dress as if it were an accessory, an eye-catching addition to her presence on the room? The dress moves in a reflection of her. It exudes comfort, grace, confidence.
I remember the swirling of her dress as she entered, turning, almost skipping, as she went past me. I opened the door at her knock and allowed in this floating nymph. She was full of energy: bright, alive, enthusiastic, free. I was none of the above: locked, confused, questioning, wary.
"I brought popcorn," she said, "Amanda suggested I might come over instead of spending the night alone again in this covid lock down. Are you up for a movie, or would you rather play chess? I love The Queen's Gambit." She put the bag she carried down in the table.
"I've never played chess. A movie is fine."
Her confident attitude made Julie's physical presence larger. She filled the room. I couldn't look away. I smiled when I noticed her bedazzled wedge sandals.
"I have an idea. Let's go sit out on the balcony and watch the sunset. I know its warm out there. Amanda said she put a bottle of wine in the refrigerator. Would you mind? I do so love the sun."
Julie's skirt flirts a glimpse of leg beneath. Why is it that a little hint is far sexier to me than a whole leg uncovered? Her dress falls from her knees as she puts her feet up on the lower rail of the balcony. Up here, the noise of the city fades. It blends into a dull roar. What is left in the evening heat, is a woman completely at ease where she is.
"Oh, this chardonnay is nicely oaked. I like an oaky Chardonnay. It is sure of itself. It is what it is. I like it."
What I liked was bringing the wine to her. What I liked was sitting near her. What I liked was... What I said was, "That's a great dress for a warm evening like this."
"Why, thank you. I do like it. I don't wear much under it. If people on the street below could see up here, they'd get an eyeful." She winked at me and smiled.
"That's the thing about dresses and kilts," I responded. "You never really know what's underneath." I returned the smile.
"Ha! You are kind of cute. I can see why Miss Amanda likes you." She sipped her wine and cocked her head, looking at me. "I've been amazed at how placid you are while Amanda and I make videos, even when you were spanking me. You did a good job of that, by the way. I really enjoyed it."
"It was my pleasure, Ma'am. Blindfolded made it a bit more difficult. I really couldn't tell what was going on."
"Have you not seen it? Amanda edited it and sent me a copy for my approval before posting it. I liked it "
"I haven't. Amanda said she would show it to me. But Amanda can do as she will from my point of view. I trust her to know more about these things than I do."