I can admit it. I was in a pretty bad situation, and I didn't have the first clue what to do. The funny thing is, if you had told me how it was going to work out, I would never have believed you. I guess it's one of those things that you would never suggest that ANYONE should try, but on rare occasions, it works. Before I tell you what happened, and how it turned out, I think you need a little backstory.
15 years ago, I had finalized my divorce on December 15th. I stayed home for the most part, until new years, when a friend informed me that he was taking me out, like it or not. So, I went with him to a bar, and almost immediately ran into a stunning little brunette, who was sitting alone at the bar. As we started chatting, I noticed my friend give me a sly wink, and head for the door. My first thought was that he had secretly set me up, but when he winked as he left, I saw the look of confusion cross her face, and knew that wasn't true. I turned back to her, and offered to buy her a drink, which she accepted shyly. The bartender brought her rum and coke, which she promptly spilled all over the bar. The way she tried to sink into her stool in embarrassment was absolutely adorable, so I smiled, and purposely dropped my beer, to put her at ease. At that moment, I saw the worry, and reservation melt away, and we spent the rest of the night laughing, drinking, and dancing.
I can clearly remember being amazed at my luck. newly divorced, and suddenly finding this amazing woman, Over the next year, it seemed that everything just fell into place perfectly, and on our 1 year, 6 month anniversary, we were married. I had never in my life met anyone as wonderful as her. we never fought, we fell into bed together at literally every opportunity, and we seemed to think alike on almost every issue. It didn't take long after our wedding, though, for me to notice that something was off with her. Normally, she was sharp, quick-witted, and funny. but more and more often, it was like this fog would fall over her, making her slow, slurring, and lethargic. She seemed to be sleeping more, and was becoming hard to wake.
One day, she called me, in a total panic. She was talking a mile a minute, and I was having trouble understanding her. All I could make out was that she had wrecked her car, that she wasn't hurt, and that she was being arrested, and the phone cut off. I tried and tried to call her back, and only got voicemail.
Needless to say, that was one of the longest nights of my life. When I picked her up the next morning, she quietly admitted that she had been taking pills since before we met, and that her tolerances were through the roof. She cried, and told me that to even get high at all, she had to nearly overdose. I took her home, and was amazed that she simply quit. cold turkey. This strong woman has literally not taken a single pill other than aspirin in the 2 years since her arrest.
Here is where my problem comes in. almost immediately after her arrest, she withdrew into herself. she didn't want to talk, and had zero interest in sex. I assumed that it was her going through withdrawal, and gave her space. Unfortunately, not only did things not get any better on that front, she has taken to being very outspoken about not wanting to be touched. As I said before, this had been going on for the last 2 years.
A month ago, we went out for my birthday. The entire day was her idea. we went to several places I had mentioned wanting to see, to a movie, out to eat, and to a park overlooking the river, to watch the sunset. As we walked up to the front door, I was feeling quite a connection with her, and slipped my arm around her waist. She immediately stopped dead in her tracks, and flinched away.
"You know I don't like to be touched." Then she pulled her keys from her purse, and marched to the door.
I truly don't know what came over me in that moment, but I walked up behind her, and in one quick move, slipped my left hand under her elbow, and grabbed her right arm with the same hand, As I leaned into her, pressing her against the door. I felt, and heard her gasp, but she simply stayed still, silently breathing as i held her there. I lowered my right hand under her skirt, and pulled her panties to her knees, where I stepped on them, pulling them to the floor. I slid my hand up the back of her dress, and caressed her ass (slightly less than gently), then slid my hand around to her breast. I pulled my mouth to her ear, and whispered.
:
"step out of your panties. now."
I waited a moment, and when she didn't move, I tweaked her nipple, and got a shocked squeak in reply, before she quickly stepped out of the lacy underwear. I bent down, picked them up, and slipped them into her mouth, before turning the key, and guiding her inside. Keeping my hold of her breast from underneath the hem of her dress, I discovered I could easily guide her anywhere I pleased. I tested this by turning her back towards the glass door, before running my hand up, and gently slipping it around her slender throat, and pulling her head back to look at me.
I could hear my voice as I spoke to her, and it sounded more like a growl than a human voice. "I've told you time and time again, that I want my wife. Yet you continuously find reasons to push me away. Well, no more. as of now, you belong to me. You are going to do as I say, when I say, and how I say. If you learn to behave, we might go back to the way we used to be, Do you understand?"
She looked back at me, and shook her head, as the tiniest, mousiest whisper slipped from her lips. "Yes.... yes sir. I swear I will be good."
I took the hand that was holding her neck, and curled it around, grabbing the neckline of her dress, before pulling, and tearing it from her body, leaving her in front of the door, nude. I walked her out the front door, and left her standing in front of our house, on the dark porch as I spoke. "You will stay here, you will not move a muscle. I will be back when I think you have learned what it feels like to be ignored." With that, I walked into the house, and shut the door. Thanks to our SING electronic doorbell, I could clearly see her shudder, as I turned on the porch light. I checked the doorbell numerous times as I showered, shaved, and poured myself a drink. Finally, I opened the door, stepped outside with my drink, and lit a cigar. She turned her head slightly, and whispered to me, as I sat down.
"Please. Im so sorry. I understand. Please don't make me do this anymore. I will be good, I promise.."