The balcony door was locked, there was no point trying to pull it open again. The patio light was on, the switch was inside so there was nothing I could do about that either. I just sat on the patio chair and hoped no one could see me. There was not much else on the baloney aside from the two patio chairs and table, anyone looking up would have clear sight on my illuminated body, wearing a white onesie with red shoulders, paired with red and white striped over-the-knee stockings.
Marlene had given me a six-pack of beer, she was kind and understanding in that way at the least. I had finished them all. The only time she opened the balcony door was to take the empty can that I handed to her while on my knees.
God, I hope no one saw any of this! Useless to worry about, I couldn't change anything and people had certainly seen me. I had been looking at a group of boys that passed by on the sidewalk below across the street that had clear line of sight, holding my breath hoping they wouldn't look up. One of the boys looked up and immediately burst into laughter, poking one of his friends and pointing in my direction.
I didn't exactly enjoy doing things like this for Marlene, but she could do other things to me no one could and if this was part of the trade it was well worth it.
Still, I lived on a busy street, surrounded by other condominium complexes. There was no way a number of people wouldn't see me, even if it was nighttime. It was approaching midnight and I had been out here for almost 3 hours.
I didn't know what Marlene had planned for me when she asked me to put on this white onesie with red shoulders. It was roughly patterned with shooting stars, red skateboards, and hot dogs, with a large red fire truck sewn over the chest. I thought it would be cute for a baby and laughed as I put it on, pulling the striped socks up as high as they would fit afterwards.
Once I was dressed, she abruptly pulled on my ear, dragging me out to the patio as I obediently followed. It was about nine o'clock at the time, and already dark. She closed the door and locked it, and after pulling on it for a few minutes, I realized I was more concealed if I just sat down in the patio chair. Marlene came by a few minutes later with my six-pack of beer, but that's when she turned the light on.
I drank all the beer without thinking much about what comes after, but now I really needed to pee.
The street was still busy, cars frequently drove by, some occasionally honked or flashed their headlights and I knew they were directed at me. People were always on the sidewalk below. At one point, I could have sworn I saw someone standing across the street with their cell phone out, taking a picture pointed my way. The surrounding apartments had many lights on in the rooms, I was certain some of the tenants saw me in the odd times they came out on their balconies.
I couldn't very well pee in the corner standing, or anyway that would show a visible stream. I could probably already get evicted for being some pervert on his balcony in a onesie at night, but it was hopefully something people would just laugh at and not complain to any authority. Peeing, or any nude exposure, that could get me in serious trouble.
I couldn't afford much more than the traditional, plastic patio chairs. They didn't have any holes or strips cut out of them, so I contemplated peeing while sitting down here in one. The pee wouldn't drip through and there wouldn't be any chance of anyone seeing it. I didn't want anyone to see this, whether they would report me or not, it would just be too embarrassing.
Sure, Marlene might have a heart attack laughing at me when she saw, but I was pretty sure at this point she had planned this. She knew giving me those beers that I would just drink them all without any foresight. She was probably prepared to take pictures again, hopefully she wouldn't send these ones to any of my friends and family.
I was still debating what my bathroom options were when I felt something warm and wet between my legs. A pool started forming in the chair around my bum. I had one final thought towards if I actually wanted to do this, but realized I couldn't stop and the pee started flowing. I was committed now.
Marlene had given me a pair of panties to wear. They were designed for women and terribly small, they pressed tightly on my genitals. My penis was squeezed under the tight panties and made the pee come out slowly.
The red and white onesie was thick cotton and very absorbent, it swallowed the pee from the chair and my back and tummy were wet. Pee kept flooding into the chair and overflowed. It ran along my thighs and rolled down my legs, filling my thick, cotton over-the-knee stockings.
I don't know how long I sat there peeing, watching people as they passed by on the sidewalks and street below. It was the longest pee I had ever taken, coming out so slowly, squeezed against my panties. After several minutes, I think I was finally done. I couldn't really tell. I wasn't drunk enough (Marlene made sure of that, limiting me to six beers) but the panties she gave me were just too tight to properly feel my penis.
It wasn't until this point that I realized all the lights inside were off. Did Marlene go to bed? What the fuck, it was getting really cold now! While the pee was warm coming out, it quickly cooled and was freezing my legs now. I know she liked playing crazy games, but this could be dangerous, if it got any colder I could get pneumonia. There was only one thing I could do: knock on the balcony door.
I knew she wouldn't like it. She wanted me to man up more and endure more pain and suffering in our kink relationship. I tried my damnedest. She was the best thing to happen to me and I really wanted to give her the same satisfaction that she gave me.
I knocked on the door. Quietly at first, but when there was no response after I knocked a few times every minute or so, I started pounding repeatedly on the glass pane. I heard stomping indoors and lights turned on. In a moment, Marlene was at the patio door. She didn't look happy.
The door slid open and she growled at me, "What exactly is the problem?"
"Marlene, it's too cold, I need to come inside." I explained.
"It's not that bad out." she said, putting her hand to her forehead in a sign of frustration.
"Yeah, but I peed myself." I confessed.
"What?" she seemed upset. "In the new onesie I bought you?! And the panties?!"
"Yeah, I need to put these in the wash." I stood up, thinking she would let me back inside.
"Sit back down!" she tried yelling quietly.
At times like these I was never really sure if she was actually upset or just playing along, either way, I started getting an erection. I quickly sat back down.
"No, stupid, not in the pee covered chair, sit on the floor." she instructed.