I never had the confidence to type those dirty words. Sure, I knew sexting was a thing people did together, but it was never something I had the opportunity to explore. Until I met you. On social media, we would like each other's photos. Subtly flirting back and forth like most teenagers do. You were the first to message me, but why did you do that? I'll never know. Did you actually like me? There's no way you knew I was secretly imagining us sitting in our beds, texting each other naughty words until after midnight.
Do you want to try it with me? Give each other little commands & instructions to carry out. Will you tell me what to do? How to touch myself when I'm alone & no one is home to interrupt me.
It was my senior year of high school. My 18 year old self was so full of fantasy, but without much sexual experience. Yes, I had kissed some boys at parties, but they were never romantically interested in dating me. I can't forget that night we started chatting. Why did I suddenly decide to be so open with you?
Previously I kept those sexual urges to myself; pushing the feelings deep inside of me. Trying to forget all of my fantasies, but tonight I'll let you entertain me. Tonight are free to play to our game. We can tell each other what to do.
I ask you what you're wearing & you kindly reply. A simple T shirt & some shorts. You're not shy though. You text me, commanding me to remove my top. It's 8pm on a Thursday night, but we have class tomorrow. Tonight I won't hesitate. Tonight I want to make you proud, so I expose my nipples; letting the cool air shock my skin. My bedroom door is closed, but still I'm afraid of being interrupted so I cover myself under the bedsheets.
It's my turn to send the next text. I ask you if its fine to remove your shorts. You say I'm not being pushy enough, that I need to text you from a more dominating position. I always thought girls were supposed to just act submissive, but your willingness to play the sub sounds so fun. I tell you to take your shorts off now. Don't make me wait!