While I was sad to leave my job I was also excited about the new one I had got. It was better money, a better position and more responsibility. I really thought I had found the perfect job and it was with nervous anticipation that I rolled up on the first Monday morning. I was 25 now and ready to settle down to a proper career, having jumped from job to job for the past six years or so.
My induction was quick and within the very first day I felt that I belonged there, everything seemed perfect, then I met Marcia. She didn't really have a job title but seemed to be in charge of a whole heap of things. She did the wages, controlled the stationary, organised staff, dealt with discipline and grievances and covered a whole range of other activities. It amazed me that she had to deal with so much, but also that everyone in the company seemed to treat her with such respect, almost bordering on fear. Lee, a pretty sexy girl I sat across from told me that Marcia had been in the army before and was like that. I hadn't encountered her during my interviews, rather two blokes interviewed me, I got on great with them and a week later had a new job. So when, on that first morning I needed to get pens, paper and other stuff I was told to go along the corridor to Marcia's office and see her about it
Now I'm not usually a timid or nervous person, polite yes, and a little soft spoken, but generally pretty confident. Anyway, from the minute I knocked on the door and entered I was totally intimidated. I can't easily explain what it was, she just stared at me with almost open disdain and I felt like I shrank before her. She was a tall woman, very straight backed, in her late forties I guessed with dark brown hair that was straight and shoulder length and just the fiercest ice, blue eyes imaginable. I just seemed to freeze in her gaze, my mouth clammed shut as she stared right at me and it seemed to be the longest time before I stammered my request. I retrieved a pad and a couple of pens nervously and exited her office as fast as my feet could carry me. I stood outside her door feeling a shiver pass up my spine. What the hell was that? I felt so weird, but the really weird thing was that I was sporting the beginnings of a hard on in my trousers. I had been somewhat aroused by my first encounter with this woman!
For the next week or so I couldn't really escape thinking about my reaction to meeting Marcia. I couldn't understand my arousal, she wasn't good looking or sexy and yet just replaying the incident in my mind brought faint stirrings to my nether regions. How strange! Somehow I managed to evade Marcia for a week or so but when my leaving papers came in from my previous job I knew that I would have to hand them in to her and it was with a fair degree of trepidation that I went to her office again, papers in hand.
This time I knocked and waited until a clearly exasperated voice from within bade me to "Come in."
I cracked open her door and walked in and immediately I felt a change come over my demeanour. I had been laughing and flirting with the girls in the sales office only minutes before but just seeing the fierce features of Marcia reduced me to a bumbling, clumsy idiot and I struggled to stammer out what I was doing there. She turned her glare on me as I struggled to make myself clear and almost snatched the papers from my grasp. I nervously thanked her and stopped as I realised she was staring intently at me. Or rather not so much at me but at my crotch. I glanced down to see, to my horror, that there was a tent pole pitched in my groin! My God I had grown stiff again in her presence! I hurriedly turned and left the office, feeling Marcia's cold glare on my back. I really felt like a naughty child in her presence and it was turning me on. I was so confused.
So confused that I really went to great pains to avoid Marcia at work, which wasn't that difficult as she always seemed so busy with her work and spared no time for idle chit-chat with anyone seemingly. So I managed to put it behind me a bit but it was always in the back of my mind. Now, I'm a lazy bugger at the best of times and this job gave me access to the internet and being the idiot that I am I did a bit of surfing the net for various stuff, including, you guessed it, some soft porn (dumb I know and kids don't do it). All of which led to me being summoned to Marcia's office at quarter to five one Wednesday afternoon. She kept me waiting, which pissed me off because I didn't know what she wanted me for and it was after five before she called me in.
"Sit down Stewart. My you look nervous. Do I make you nervous?"
I just gulped and stammered no and concentrated as much as I could to not get stiff in this mean, old woman's presence.
"I'll cut to the chase Stewart, I'm a busy woman. It has come to my attention that someone has been using your computer to access certain web-sites that, aah the company wouldn't expect you to visit in the course of your normal duties. Do you have anything to add to that?"
I must have flushed bright red and acted and looked really guilty. I tried to stammer a denial but knew immediately that I was fooling no-one and the icy, crocodile like smile that passed over Marcia's mouth froze me in my shoes. She knew she had me. I knew she had me and we both stared at each other awaiting the others move.
Marcia gave a menacing chuckle and spoke with a gleeful malice.
"So I take it you don't deny it boy. No don't bother now, it's too late. And you do know you're still on probation here and this definitely constitutes an act of gross misconduct. I'm afraid you'll be sacked immediately. Still never mind. I'll tell the boss tomorrow. Good night."
I squirmed in my seat, not really knowing what to do or say. I had been stupid and found out and it was obvious this woman was enjoying my embarrassment and having such a hold over me. All of a sudden the daftness of my actions came to me, I would be fired, out of a job and the world would probably know why. I saw my future life flash before me, a blur of facing my parents, being evicted, living in a box and becoming a desperate hobo, my only comfort coming from a bottle. It was terrifying.
I finally found the courage to look up and try to meet Marcia's eyes. She was looking at me as imagine a cruel cat would spy a mouse just prior to toying with it and eating it. She seemed to be able to read all the desperate thoughts racing through my mind and, without taking those cold eyes off me, she stood up and moved round her large wooden desk until she stood to my left hand side.
"Of course, I suppose I could be persuaded not to forward this information."
A way out? Salvation? My heart leapt at the prospect of redemption. I swung my chair around to face her, my face showing some hope at this comment, perhaps I could get out of this mess yet.
"You could? Anything, you name it Marcia, I'll do anything to forgot about this and start again. Please. |t was just a stupid mistake, I promise."
My pathetic pleading brought a wicked smile across the older woman's face, she had me where she wanted me and we both knew it. When she addressed me her voice was even harder than before and the tremendous power and confidence of the woman made itself abundantly clear to me.
"Firstly, you perverted little worm you had better never call me by my name again unless I let you. You don't deserve to. You'll call me Mistress from now on. Understand?"
II should have seen where this would lead. should have stood up and told her where to go, I should have got out of there and taken my chances in the big, bad world. I should have but I didn't. What I did was and meekly and murmur.
"Yes, Mistress."
I felt like a naughty schoolboy and she was the strict Headmistress as I sat there before her. With my submission seemingly assured she demanded that I strip naked, saying that I should feel what it is like to be viewed as a piece of meat, a sexual object, just as I liked to view women on the net. This was patently a ridiculous suggestion and there was no way I would acquiesce. But I seemed to have problems actually telling Marcia my objections and as she drummed her fingers on the desk I realised that actually I was going to do it, and yes, my dick was hard again about it. My mind have given way now and I barely raised an argument as I stood up and peeled off my shirt and tie, then my black trousers and shoes until I stood before her in just my boxer shorts, and to my consternation I was obviously sporting an erection below the silk..
"Get them off too worm, I want to see the pathetic specimen that has been getting excited every time it's in my presence."
Trembling hopelessly I lowered my underwear under her steely gaze and stood before her stark naked and with a five inch long piece of man meat pointing up at her. She could barely conceal her contempt for me and was not slow in mocking my size.
"My god that must be the smallest cock I've ever seen! What is it, three inches? If that. No wonder you turn to porn. What a small waste of skin. Anyway, get on your knees, if you want to keep your job get down here and kiss my shoes, grovel to me. Beg me to let you keep your job!"
I sunk to my knees on the soft carpet, glad that my cock would be spared her withering gaze and words and instinctively bent forward and brushed my lips on the front of her black, leather shoes. I had never done anything like this before, never felt like this but this woman just seemed to have a mental hold over me that I couldn't fight or understand.
"Harder you worthless prick, kiss them, worship me! Show me your worth that at least!"
Hoping to satisfy her demands I increased the force of my kisses to her feet and as she demanded it I smoothly moved into licking them, before finishing by obeying her and licking the very soles and heels of her work shoes. She took great pleasure in voicing out loud what she may have stood in at lunchtime or in the yard. I felt so low and useless and pathetic but still mysteriously turned on, which Marcia brought to my attention as she stood back to mock me further.