You are kneeling blindfolded in a room, waiting for me to return, it's not cold but you shiver, your skin is pricked, you can feel goose bumps, particularly in your inner thigh, your sides and around your nipples. You keep your hands clenched together behind your back, trying to maintain the perfect posture, because you know today is special, and you don't want to disappoint me. At the same time you are terrified at what is about to happen, you wonder whether you are truly ready, but you know I will be there to stroke your hair and cuddle you afterwards.
The carpet feels rough and unfamiliar; it's a hotel room, which just adds to the strangeness of the situation. You vaguely know the layout of the room, bed to your right, arm chair to your left facing you and bed, and a mini bar in the corner. On the other side of the bed is the bathroom. On the bed are laid out all the toys and equipment we occasionally use to play, except the most important one, which is the collar around your neck.
You can feel its weight, and the coldness of the steel where it has been off your skin for too long. but over the weeks and months it has come to feel like security, the surety of knowing that I am close at hand to watch over my little one.
The door opens, it creaks for what seems an eternity, and two sets of footsteps come into the room, you are relieved, having worried that perhaps Master would test you further by bringing a group to play with and use you. You feel a tug on your chain and you stand, knowing that you are going to be inspected by the new party. You feel my hands spreading you, bending you, prodding you, and you begin to blush, knowing that someone is seeing your most intimates without you ever having seen any of them, it is silent, and you wonder at the lack of talking.
You feel my hands leave you, and you hear footsteps move away from you, towards the bar, the clink of ice into a glass, and the swish of a liquid, and you hear someone seat themselves in the armchair.