Pathetic
I was sitting at my computer, working on some writing, when Jessica knocked softly at the front door.
I had been on a hot streak that day, getting some serious pages in on my latest novel, and finished the sentence before I responded.
“Yes?” I called. I saw the clock, knew who it was – she was right on time, a very good sign. She and I had only met recently, first on-line, followed a few phone conversations. This was our first face-to-face, and I half expected her to be late just out of the brattiness that plagues most submissives.
“Sir, it’s me,” she said quietly. “It’s Jessica.”
I pushed away from my desk and smiled to myself.
“Who?”
“Jessica from on-line!”
“Tell me what you are.”
There was a brief pause. When she spoke, her voice was even softer. “It’s your whore. Your fuckpig.”
“Oh, Jessica,” I beamed. “Hold on just a minute.”
I went into the bedroom and took a few things out of my ‘war chest’ the drawer under my bed where I kept my sex toys and weapons of flesh destruction. I took my time in setting them about the living room. I fixed myself a drink. I took a small glass plate from the kitchen and slid it under the chair.
I let her wait about five minutes before opening the door.
She was fidgeting, toying with her shoulder-length brown hair, looking back and forth nervously. A wide smile crossed her face when she saw me; a smile that went up into her eyes. I smiled back; her expressive eyes were quite a turn-on for me, as I looked forward to seeing them filled with lust and humiliation.
She wore a loose fitting dress and sandals, per my instruction.
“Hello,” she said brightly. “It’s so good to finally meet you.”
I stepped forward and hugged her lightly. I ran my hand along her back. She wore no undergarments, as per my instruction.
“Come on in,” I told her. I shut and locked the door behind me. She went to the middle of the living room, looking around at my place.
“I really love your apartment,” she said.
I walked past her, plopped down in my chair, and picked up my drink.
“Okay, slut, let’s see it.”
“See what?”
“See my new meat. Take your dress off.”
Your eyes tense up.
“Bitch, don’t disobey me.”
Slowly, she lifted her dress up over her head. She shakes slightly. This is so much for her, too quickly. She expected more of a slow build, I expect. She folded the dress over her arm. She hesitated only a moment before following my command to wad it up and throw it in the corner.
“Take off your flip-flops. You look ridiculous wearing nothing but your shoes.”
She slid her feet out of her sandals and kicked them aside.
“Hands on top of your head,” I snap. “And turn around slowly. All the way around.”
Jessica complied, eyes closed. Her breasts were large and heavy, succulent looking. Her ass, however, was big. Her belly sagged. She was a big girl, no doubt about it. This was something she had been honest about from the beginning, and it wasn’t a problem for me.
There were two roses tattooed on her back, and a blue flower on her foot. She had painted her cute, stubby toes the same shade of blue.
She was completely naked, save the red lipstick, the heavy black eyeliner (of course, per my instructions) and a necklace with a cross on it.
“You didn’t mention you were a cow,” I sneered. “Bend over and spread your ass with your hands. Are those stretch marks? Stand up and face me, you fat fucking piece of shit.”
Her cheeks burned bright red, her eyes still closed, her body still trembling.
“Awwww, what’s the matter? Are you a little embarrassed? You don’t like that I make fun of you? Well what did you expect? Your ass is fat, and you look so pathetic standing there wanting my approval. Open your eyes. Look at me.”
Her eyes are already wet. She has such low self esteem, feels shame so easily. I’m already having a blast. This will be too easy, I think.
“I’m sorry, Master,” she murmured. “I’m s-s-sorry I displease you.”
Standing suddenly, I moved over to her and grabbed a handful of her hair. Her back stiffened, her breath hitch. I slapped her left tit with an open hand, and then the right. I watched them jiggle and sway. I smacked them again and again, until her tits were pink and covered with finger marks.
“Did I do something wrong?” she squeaked.
“Shut the fuck up, cum bucket,” I chuckled. “This isn’t punishment. This is me having fun. That’s why you are here, isn’t it? To amuse me? Open your mouth.”
Her red lips part. I spit right in her face. She gasped.
“Is there a problem?” I whispered.
“N-n-n-no, Sir,” she whispered in return.
“Good,” I smiled. And then, before she knew what was happening, I raised my hand and slapped her across the face. She gasped again. I slapped her three more times, quickly.
That broke it. The tears started to run from her eyes. She wasn’t weeping, but the slaps had opened her up to let loose. Her eyeliner started to run.
“Tell me you’re a fat piece of shit who doesn’t deserve to serve me,” I snapped. “And get on your grubby whore knees to do it.”
Jessica sank to her knees before me. Her fingers grabbed the front of my pants legs, and she started sobbing and pleading.
“Please, Sir. I know I’m beneath you, I’m just a worthless fuck slave. I-I-I’m a f-f-fat piece of,” her voice tore “shit whore. Please let me serve you. All I want it to be your toy.”
“Get used to being on your knees. That is where you belong.”
“Yes, Sir.”
I sat back down in my chair and picked up my drink again. I kicked off my shoes; having intentionally not worn socks that day so my feet would sweat. I don’t have terrible body odor, but no one’s sweaty feet smell good.
“Crawl to me,” I commanded. She kept her head down and crawled over. “Wrong. Tits lower, ass up high. Back up and try it again.”
She got it right that time. “Now look at me. Open your mouth.” This time, she stuck her tongue out for me to spit on. I leaned in close, as if to kiss her, and then spit in her mouth. She swallowed dutifully.
I shoved her head down to the floor and stuck my toes in her mouth.
“Tongue bath. Lick them clean.”
I finished my drink as Jessica lapped at my feet like an attentive puppy. She made little pained moaning sounds every once in a while, and stopped only when I needed to spit. Normally I don’t spit so much, but using her as a receptical was proving to be a lot of fun.
I sent her into the kitchen to get me another drink, and took off my clothes. She knelt down before me. I had her turn around, her ass facing me.
From behind the chair I took out the butt plug with the tail on it. I lashed her ass a few times with the long beaded tail strands, then went to her mouth and had her lick the plug thoroughly before jamming it up her ass.
“That’s better,” I said, patting her head. “Looks more natural on you.”
“Sir?” she whimpered.
“Yes, pet.”
“I want to tell you what a sexy body I think you have. I am such a lucky whore to be here with you.” Her voice had steadied out a little, still meek and sad but not teary-eyed any longer.
I sat down on the chair and spread my legs wide, hooking the backs of my knees over the armrests.
“Put your mouth to some good use. Stop blabbing and get that filthy tongue of yours inside my asshole. You ever given a rimjob before?”
She knee-walked up to me, looking nervous. “No, Sir.”
“Only one way to learn.” I grabbed a double handful of her hair and jammed her face between my thighs, into my ass. She gagged a little, and then I felt her slimy tongue licking my flesh. She poked around my pucker gently, timidly. I pulled her hair more tightly, and mashed her face in deeper. “Tongue out, bitch. Don’t waste my time here. Lick my fucking asshole like it’s your dinner, because it is.”
Jessica, my pathetic little cumslut-in-training, started to slurp and lap. I could feel the saliva pouring from her mouth. She got her tongue a little way into my ass, trying as hard as she could. I let go of her hair and took another drink.