After those two words, the conversation took a completely different turn. He was talking about his past week at work and some anecdote with colleagues, while I mechanically replied, my mind in chaos. I've never been a fan of someone being above me, reading my mind, ordering me around. And yet... my body responded differently. Completely the opposite
"I don't mean to undermine your confidence," I cut him off mid-sentence, trying to take back some control. "But you act too relaxed, like you already know how this is going to play out."
He paused for a moment, with a slightly puzzled expression, then smiled. Slowly, and once again, almost too confidently.
"Because I do."
"Aha, so you're one of those fortune tellers who look into crystal balls?" I rolled my eyes as I set the glass down on the table. "Or, even worse, you think I'm so predictable, just like all the others before me, that you read me like an open book?"
The light in the room felt too dim, or perhaps it was just the heavy buzz from the alcohol already clouding my senses. I couldn't fully make out the emotions shifting across his face. It seemed like his smile had faded slightly, and his expression became more serious. I felt the atmosphere change. It became heavier. Denser. As if the air around me was slowly constricting.
"You're not too predictable," he finally said, his voice low, almost whispering. "But, you know, reactions speak louder than words."
His thumb gently traced my leg, slow but deliberate, as if testing the waters. His hand slowly slid under the hem of my dress. My body reacted faster than I could respond. My skin trembled under his touch, as if it had been waiting for this moment all along.
"I see you listened to my second request," he said smugly, more to himself.
"Are you going to tell me again that I'm a good girl?" I responded, trying to tame the growing tension between us.
"No, next time you'll have to earn that."
Damn it. Did this man have to jab at my weak spots with every single sentence? It was as if he'd discovered a new hobby--watching me stare at him, dumbfounded, unable to muster a single reply.
His touches became less gentle until he finally grabbed my thigh, digging his fingers into my flesh. I flinched, letting out a quiet, involuntary moan. Surprisingly, the pain wasn't unpleasant. On the contrary, each flash of intense, burning sensation pulled me deeper into a world inside myself that I had never known before. I realized--it wasn't pain. It was ecstasy. Erasing all the meaningless traces of past lovers. Losing myself and finding myself again, all in one breath.
"We both know you're not here to beat me," his lips were close to my ear, his breath softly brushing my neck. "You're here because you finally want to feel what it's like to give up control to someone."
He paused for a moment, letting the words echo in the silence, before adding with a smile:
"Someone like me, maybe?"
The words hovered in the air, pressuring me to say something. To snap back. To prove that I wasn't such an easy target as he thought.
"Very confident, I must say," the words slipped out of my mouth before I even thought about them.
He stopped kissing me, pulled back slightly, and fixed his gaze on me. I responded confusedly, straightening up. What was this now? Had I said something I shouldn't?
"You know what I love most?" he suddenly changed the course of the conversation.
"What?"
"Breaking and reeducating spoiled brats like you."
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"I hope you're comfortable."
"I don't think the goal is for me to be too comfortable, is it?" I retorted mockingly, when a painful tug of the rope interrupted me.
After the atmosphere reached a critical level, Mr. S and I ended up in his bedroom. Again, nothing spectacular, but he had a very charming lamp that cast red light and made everything around us look like red velvet.
Everything started off slow and gentle, kissing and caressing by the wall next to the door, but Mr. S quickly realized I wasn't the most obedient girl he'd ever met.
"Stop moving," he muttered between kisses, biting my lip, and I gasped loudly.
"Stop devouring me," I laughed and pushed him away.
Now, he was already without the hoodie he had been wearing, and I had a perfect view of his rather nice, subtly muscular torso. He wasn't too tall or bulky, but enough to pin me to the wall, which he did, fixing my hands above my head with his.
"I told you not to move," he snarled in my ear.
"Or?" I looked at him provocatively in the eyes. "What are you going to do?"