The next day, I'm at work -- at my 'public' job that is, in a local antique & second-hand book shop. It's only a few days a week, but that suits me fine.
The truth is I don't need the money; Amber earns more than enough for me to live very comfortably. What I do need, is a cover story for when my parents want to know how I'm paying rent.
Besides, I actually love it here. The place is so quiet, I spend most of my time either working on my own book or reading the ones on the shelves, escaping into one fantasy world after another.
The only one I can concentrate on today though, is the one I was in last night, and more specifically - who I was with.
Sam Byron. Mr Casual Sexy Swagger to Overwhelmingly Arousing and Competent Dominant in the blink of an eye. Truth be told, I've hardly stopped thinking about him all day.
I'm usually so good at filling in a client's back story, but he's a puzzle and I can't figure him out. What does he do? How can he afford to be staying at one of the swankiest hotels in town? How can he afford - me?
And why bother? He's easily the most handsome man I've ever met; he could walk into any night club and have a queue of willing young women throwing themselves at him for free; fighting each other off to get his attention, to get their hands on that body, to feel those lips on theirs.
Oh, those lips. I shiver with pleasure as I remember his mouth expertly manoeuvring the cold hard ice between my legs...
'Earth calling Jess!' my brother's voice brings me back to reality. Crap. How long has he been there? I hope I'm not blushing.
'Hey James!' I smile, trying to pull myself together, 'What are you doing here?'
'I was in the neighbourhood visiting a client, so I thought I'd take my little sister to lunch. If you think this place can do without you of course -- looks pretty hectic', he mocks, the place is, as usual, empty.
'Ha-ha.' I answer in an unimpressed monotone. 'Actually, you just missed the mid-morning chick-lit rush, it was pretty intense.' I lie, punching his arm playfully and grabbing my bag. As I lock up, he continues teasing.
'Oh! Lucky you've got a responsible big brother to make sure you get a decent meal to keep your strength up then!' it's a dig at my perpetually empty cupboards at home -- I know there's no malice in it, but I can't exactly tell him why I don't often eat at home, so I follow his lead,
'Yeah, but a decent big brother would take his hard-working little sister somewhere really swanky to feed her up', I reply with an elbow to his ribs,
'That's do-able!' he counters, 'Where do you fancy? The Savoy? The Dorchester?'
'I was kidding you idiot -- Tapas at Tina's is quite fancy enough for me.' I reply, smiling.
We head for our favourite restaurant that's around the corner from the shop, just as we do every time my big brother treats me to lunch.
As we slide into a booth, Katy, the waitress who's been taking our order for over a year now, greets us with a smile.
'The usual guys?'
'Please.' James replies, 'Jess will have a side of caviar too though.' I scowl and stick my tongue out at him,
'The usual will be just fine thanks Katy -- ignore my idiot brother!' I smile at Katy.
When our food arrives, James is in full flow, telling me all about the case he's working on. In all honesty, I've zoned out -- he's a hot shot lawyer and he's brilliant at what he does, but this one's all corporate bureaucracy - not exactly thrilling to an outsider.
'You know, we've got so much on, we could really do with some new admin assistants in the office.' He continues and I roll my eyes.
'Not this again J -- I've told you; I'm not looking for a new job, and I'm really not a 9-5 kind of gal anyway.' I know he's just looking out for me, and it's sweet, but there's no way of telling him his little sister already earns far more than even the best paid legal admin assistants.
'Okay, fine, fine.' He holds his hands up in defeat 'The offer's always there though, okay?'
'Noted.' I smile, willing him to move on.
'So, how are things with you anyway?' he continues between mouthfuls of garlic bread.
'Good. You know, the usual, uneventful.' I hate lying to my brother, but it's so much easier than the truth.
We make small talk and enjoy our lunch. When James gets up to settle the bill, the door chimes and Katy springs to attention as new customers arrive. When I notice who one of those customers is, I feel a blush rising up in my cheeks. Sam Byron just walked into Tina's Tapas.
He's looking utterly divine in a tailored charcoal grey suit with a white open neck shirt. His dark hair is as floppy and untamed as it was last night and I find myself picturing his head between my legs...
He's casually glancing around the restaurant as Katy checks for a table when he looks over in my direction. I try to look away, but I'm a second too late, he's seen me. Shit. He gives me a slight nod of recognition and I return a small smile. It's only then that I notice he's not alone.
The woman he's with is well dressed and very elegant, but definitely in at least her fifties. I feel a pang of -- what -- jealousy? How ridiculous. As James gets back to the table, I grab him by the arm and head for the door.
'What's the hurry?' he asks, grabbing his coat
'I just need to get back to the shop!' I lie
'Okay, okay, I'm coming. See you later Katy!' he calls back as I push him out onto the street.
'Uh huh, bye you guys!' she waves, most likely distracted by her devastatingly handsome new diner.
'What was that all about?' James looks at me questioningly as he walks me back to the shop.
'Nothing, I just have loads to do this afternoon', I smile. 'And justice won't do itself, so you should be off too.' I smile sweetly. I need him out of here so I can process the jumble of thoughts whirling around in my head.
'Too true little sister, too true. I'll see you at mum & dads for Sunday lunch though, right?'
'Uh-huh, I'll see you then.' I hug him briefly and smile brightly, willing him to get on his way.
When he's gone and I'm alone, I flop down into the floral armchair behind the cash desk and breathe deeply. Just as I'm starting to calm myself down, I hear the bell above the door that signals a customer arriving; typical. I open my eyes and come face to face with a vision of sparkling blue eyes and dark floppy hair.
'Sam!' I blurt his name out without thinking.
'Amber.' He smiles down at me impassively, hands in his pockets, head cocked slightly to one side. In his stylish suit he looks more groomed and polished than last night, but still with that effortlessly casual swagger.