"Very nice, Richard, very very nice."
I looked up to see Mrs. Wilson sitting in one of my yard chairs, her hands coming together. With her position in the shadows, it would have been difficult for
us
to see
her
, but I immediately understood she had seen everything.
"Mrs. Wilson! What are you doing here?" My recent rage re-erupting at the invasion of privacy, my nudity momentarily forgotten.
"Don't get excited, Rick, at least, don't get excited that way. I have to admit what you just did was...terrible. And by terrible, I mean terribly arousing." She spoke as if there was nothing out of the ordinary in her being in my back yard- audience to what was for me both a shocking emotional and sexual experience. I realized I was stripped naked, physically and emotionally, my still swollen penis pointing at her. Any move I made, whether to dress or question her presence only seemed to point at my lack of control over the situation. Her invasion and presumption fanned my anger.
"Excuse me? What the hell do you think you're doing on my property, Mrs. Wilson?" I was now just a few feet away from her, fists on my hips, chin and pelvis jutting forward. Fuck her, I thought. It's my yard and if she wants to barge in she can deal with me naked and angry.
"Calm down Rick!" She took a commanding tone that scared me a little. "You and I don't know each other very well, but Marnie and I were more than acquainted with one another. She was a beautiful person, Rick. You two were very lucky." She stopped for a moment to let the words sink in. "I'm sorry about your loss; I know you and Marnie were very close, I know. I also know it must still be lonely around here, even after almost two years. Believe me, I know what it feels like to lose your life partner."
I was completely struck dumb by her change in conversation, the rage from her being there swirling with the warm glow from my conquest, the possibility Marnie and she had been friends - my attention was momentarily distracted.
"Sit down, here Rick." Her tone more conciliatory. "You may want to put some clothes on, by the way."
I complied, not sure why except the tone in her voice made it difficult to imagine arguing with her. She continued as I slipped on my shorts.
"I think I owe you an explanation, if not an apology. I rarely apologize, especially when circumstances take a turn beyond my control. I happened to be strolling this afternoon, when I heard the unmistakable sound of a whipping going on. Naturally, I had to investigate. Wouldn't anyone? But the sound of whipping is particularly important to me for several reasons. I had to be sure this was between consenting adults and not some poor woman being attacked. This was your first time?"
She looked me straight in the eye, without blinking or backing down. I challenged her, and then realized there was no profit in it - she was going to sit here all day until I cooperated. "Yeah," I admitted.
"Hmmm. Loren's too?"
I nodded.
"I had a thought about her. Is she okay?" The way she said it, I knew she meant more than just from the whipping.
I didn't have a good answer for her. I was concerned about Loren's mental health. The whole Elke thing and her really bizarre behavior. But then again, I was starting to question my own sanity. I shrugged and looked back at the willow.
"Concern for her health is only one reason I trespassed. Arousal was another: I have to admit the sound of her crying out was a welcome shot in the arm." She paused to let me get over my shock. "Do you think you're the first or only one to enjoy handing out punishment? Oh, Richard, the stories I could tell you..." She gave a laugh at my reaction.
I had stopped breathing. What was she saying? She was a dominatrix? In my own middle-class, arbored-street neighborhood? Mrs. Wilson? The number of times Marnie and I had been in the same room with her reeled off. A block party a few months after we moved in: her house, a century-old mansion she and her husband had purchased from the original owners. A Christmas party, at the Paulsens, just a few months after her husband had died. I tried to remember what she was like back then, but my memory failed me. And then...that was about it as far as I could remember. Apparently Marnie knew her better.
We'd see her in passing on the street or in town at a store or restaurant. I had always thought she was a very classy lady. She didn't put on airs, it wasn't that. It was the mere fact she had live-in help. A butler? Cook? and a...I don't know what, a quiet Japanese woman who I figured was her maid or secretary. Now I began to wonder.
"Is it Richard or Rick? I'm sorry I can't remember."
"Rick is fine..." I waited for her to continue.
"Where was I...oh yes. S&M, Bondage, Discipline, punishment, pain, power, release, amazing. Isn't it amazing?"
I started to answer and stumbled.
Yes, it was fucking amazing, but why would I tell
you
that?
"I'm sorry..." I gave my head a little shake.
"Oh! Now I've embarrassed you!" She laughed again. "Rick, that's rich! I have been sitting here watching you ravish that beautiful young thing, barely able to keep my fingers out of my cunt, seeing your ass tightening when you shoved that cock of yours into her waiting slit, and you're concerned about a personal question whether you
liked
it? Of course you liked it! Do you think Loren liked it? Did you see her? It's like you two were fated for each other."
Her hand reached out across the table in a welcoming gesture - an olive branch to offset the obvious embarrassment she had caused.
I resisted the urge to accept it, still angry at her intrusion. "Mrs. Wilson..."
"Call me Anna, Rick, please."
Our hands were almost touching but not quite. She had left hers open, the fingers uncurled. I was struggling not to start shouting again.
"Listen to me, Rick. I'm very serious now." She wriggled her fingers a little and I rested my hand on her palm. Her fingers wrapped around my hand, her other had come down on my wrist. "I could see the fire between you two. Isn't it amazing that next door to you is a woman who so badly needs what you are so seriously considering? And how amazing it is, that just as you two discover this hidden...passion...I happen to walk by?"
I just shook my head, looking straight at her, completely confused. I was beyond embarrassment, I was beyond anger at the intrusion or trespass, her summary of the situation was so radically different from mine, but hers was so much easier to accept. No guilt, no second guessing.
"Maybe I'm not being clear. Rick, I can help. This is what I do. It's how I make my living. I'm a counselor. Not so much psychological, but sexual."
I felt my lungs collapse, the air softly hooshwing. I looked down at the ground, my head shaking.
"Let me make it real simple for you: I can help you get the most out of Loren's needs. I can help you do it safely. I can help you have more fun than you can imagine.
"You'll be shocked at how far she will let you go if you approach it with the finesse I can demonstrate. Really."
My cock twitched at the thought of Loren suffering some incredibly twisted sexual punishment. I had my own ideas about what I could do with her. But the idea that Anna could show me the ropes, as it were, had its attraction. I'm a firm believer in on-going education, life-long-learner and all that. I looked at her eyes to see the humor twinkling there, and knew
she knew
she had already hooked me. I just shrugged and smiled at her, looking away.
"It's settled then. How about we start tonight? Would dinner at 7:30 be too late? Why don't you both come by around 6:30 for cocktails?" The words seem to rush together, faster than I could react to. She got up, her fingernails slightly scratching into my forearm, the sensation made me look up into her eyes.
"Okay...ummm, what did you say about this being your job...?" Sex work cost money. I'd never paid for it, but I knew the stuff she was into cost big.
She laughed again. "Exactly right, Rick, you're already scoring points! How about the first night's on me - a free sample - if it's to your liking we can discuss a plan."
I nodded and walked with her up the side yard returning to my work. My mind was in six places at once: whipping Loren, fucking her, the after-glow of my first fuck in years still echoing through me, Anna invading my privacy and the confusion about how she had talked me down. And the thoughts of what she might have in store for Loren...for both of us...at dinner.