Mid week blues hit me hard. And I have nothing to look forward to with the coming weekend to perk me up.
Today has been a normal day, nothing to truly whine about but then again nothing to make it good either. I pour myself a glass of wine and settle down at the computer.
I open my email and groan when I see the long list waiting to be dealt with. I quickly skim through and weed out the unsolicited garbage and the ones that don't need replies, then settle in to read the rest. I whip through the funny ones and either pass them along to those who would like them, send them to the trash or save the ones that truly tickle me.
Just as I finish replying to the last one a new email arrives in my inbox. I don't recognise the email addy but it seems familiar somehow and its subject line catches me. It has my sub name then: "Open me.. You won't be sorry" in bold letters.
I sit back, trying to figure out what is catching my eye about the address, something about it stirs deep in my memory but I just can't bring it to mind. I open the email and lean forward as I start to read. A few minutes later I sit back then scroll back to the top and start reading again. Then again for a third time. And for the third time I looked for the name of the sender but don't see anything other than a repeat of the email address. Is this for real?
Opening a new window I type a name into the search window and start opening links that come up and reading what is shown. Well the place mentioned is real so the rest of the email should be as well. I click on the "Contact Us" link and reach for my phone when I see a 24 hour "Call Us" option.
A couple of minutes later I am staring at the email and wondering just what to make of it. I had just had a booking, in my name, confirmed at an exclusive, high class, and extremely private retreat. The retreat has been booked for a private party for two weeks, the entire retreat had been booked and paid for, all I have to do is turn up.
I check the airline with the same results, my tickets are booked, again in my name, and paid for. So the link to deposit spending, and further travel/expense money, into my account must be for real as well. A very generous amount to more than cover the shopping list they have sent me, as well as transfers to and from the airport.
Well the shopping list tells me what sort of holiday it is and that more than perks my interest, but also adds to the mystery as there is only a very limited number of people who know my full name as well as my sub name.
So, who sent me the invitation and the tickets? I know something about the email address is familiar but my brain just can't place what it is. That annoying niggle when you know a name or a face but just can't place it is frustrating me. All I have to do is RSVP the invitation and activate the link to transfer money to any bank account I nominate.
I sip my wine and decide to have something to eat while I think about whether or not to accept this mystery invitation. I know I can get the time off work, I haven't had time off for nearly 2 years and things are a bit slow right now, plus they have been bugging me about using some of my holidays up.
Well, do I want to take up this offer that starts not this weekend but the one after? A two week, all expenses paid, break that revolves around my favourite activities? I am wary about accepting such an offer when I don't know the players involved. BUT... It is a change... Something different... and definitely something that would get me out of the rut that I am in.
Who knows what might come out of it, the contacts that might be made. I mull over the pros and cons as I make and eat my dinner. It has been far too long since I've played. I have 24 hours to reply before the bookings will be cancelled but I'm not going to need that long. The longer I think about it the more it appeals to me. Possibly because my mind keeps telling me I should know who sent the email and my gut isn't putting up any warning bells. I've learnt that I can rely very well on what my gut warns me of.
I clean up my plate and pots and head back into my study and the computer. I open up my email and read over the invitation again, before clicking on the link to accept the offer and input my account details. A few minutes later I receive a confirmation letter that tells me an account has been opened in my name at, what happens to be, my favourite, adult store. That the shopping list has been forwarded to them and that they will have selections ready for me to try on when I can get there. Also that the spending money has been transferred to my account.
My mind spins at how fast that had happened, almost as if they'd been waiting for my reply. I log into my online account to check and, yes, there is the deposit waiting to be cleared all the way through. Again, my brain tells me that I should recognise the name on the account, which is a slight variation of the name on the email.
I pick up my phone and call the shop the account was placed with {I love shops that are open till late} and find that they have to order a couple of the items in but will have them by Saturday so I decide to call in then and try on the various things and maybe select some others.
That night and the rest of my work week goes both slow and fast in an odd combination of drudgery and building excitement. I applied for my time off and was approved without delay that same day, so the biggest hurdle down. Sometimes the bosses could be pricks and knock back time off or stuff you around with it. I expect the lull in work combined with my long over due back up of leave had a lot to do with it. Then Fridays were usually our busiest day of the week and this one proved to be no different and that made the time fly by.
I was exhausted by the time I got home and was more than happy to curl up and watch a movie for the night and to ponder that this time next week I would be on a plane and winging my way to an erotic holiday. I went to sleep with all sorts of scenarios unfolding in my head and woke up Saturday morning stirred up and more than ready to play, with a week to wait.
I bounced out of bed and into the shower, exited because I would be getting to try on and pick out a variety of explicit and saucy play wear today. Items that are on the list plus, with my holiday pay and loading on top of the amount put into my account, I could afford to splurge on some of the things I've been drooling over for ages. Humming to myself I scrub myself from head to foot, dry off and wrap my robe around me as I go make myself some coffee and breakfast. I quickly eat my muesli then take my coffee to the computer and scan the mornings news reports before clearing out my overnight emails.
I watch the clock as I play a game. Waiting until I know the shop will be open and when the clock chimes 9:00am I shut the computer down and go brush my teeth and get ready to go. I am happy to see the salesperson is one I know and he has already put aside the items that are on the list, in my size no less, when queried he said my size had been sent to them.
Damn it! Who knows me well enough to know my full name, email and size? Who also has the money to pay for all of this? As I go into the change room to try on the things waiting for me my mind again goes over the puzzle of who is behind this. Something keeps niggling at me but I can't quite grasp it as I start to try things on.
A new, thick, padded, 3 ring, leather collar is tried for fit along with matching wrist and ankle cuffs, all lockable. The selected lingerie fits like a dream and plays peek-a-boo in all the right places as I move and they even have matching satin collars. The crotchless G-string aren't much more than strips of dental floss. The bras I had to swap the DD for E cups but the styles were right to show my breasts at their best. I stepped back into my undies to save the salesman from too much exposure as he helped me buckle the harnesses that had been requested, adjusting the straps so they sit properly. Once adjusted I only had to undo the ones at the front to be able to get in and out of it on my own.