The room was warm, I was thankful for that. As my arms hung suspended just above my shoulders, I stood stark naked in front of what I thought was a window.
Four months ago, upon prompting, I began grooming my groin. A fine set of barber shears took care of the body hair while I routinely shaved my penis and scrotum with a three-blade razor. After some time, I must admit, consciously or subconsciously, I too often realized I was touching myself and enjoying the feel of completely bare genitals. Especially when I awoke at night. I think I am secure in my own manhood but the softness and sensuality of the experience provides an uninhibited personal pleasure.
I felt the cool air there while blindfolded and with a bite gag firmly in place; missing two of my five senses. Hearing, touch, and smell remained although all were starving for human interaction, especially because I knew it existed nearby.
Leather cuffs were borne on my hands and feet although only the arms were restrained from above. I think the leg bounds were either meant to keep me off guard or, there were further plans this evening that I didn't know about.
To be honest, I didn't know about any of this. A text of "something new" intrigued me and I followed the directions as instructed only to find myself in a situation more precarious than I had ever experienced in my life. I was enjoying the intrigue but I must admit the strong pang of anxiety from loss of control.
I must have stood there well over twenty minutes in complete silence but honestly, I had no idea of time. It had escaped as my mind raced and searched for any stimulus out there.
Then I heard the click-click of women's heels on a wood floor. Almost simultaneously, a fragrance reached me and it had an immediate, evocative effect on my sensory deprivation. The footsteps neared as I turned my head slightly in hopes of attaining more information...
"Poor boy, you look so lonely." I heard her voice.
I was. I am. Please do something.
She fell quiet. I heard nothing. I know she didn't walk away; I would have heard her. I knew she was there; I could smell her. But with the discipline of a soldier, she stood there without a sound. One minute, I began counting in my head. Sixty, seventy, eighty-eight, ninety seconds...how long was she going to hold out in silence?
"It seems we've progressed because now you appear distressed." I hated.
"Have you ever heard of a restrained orgasm?" she asked.
I slowly shook my head no and only assumed it wasn't good.
"It's not what you think, I will achieve your orgasm but nowhere near you have known before and in a way that leaves you needing so much more." She continued.
Then, almost imperceptibly, I felt something just above my pubis. The softest of human touch on my skin deepening intimately within my groin. Soft, imperceptible, honest, real. It was as if she was searching, exploring for the greatest reaction from the slightest touch.
My breath caught as I searched or more input, more stimulus...was there something there?
As the sensation increased, I could feel the graze of her nails in the intercourse of human relations. A single touch provided the sincerity of coition. She scrapped the lightest edge along the bare skin encircling my penis as the increase of input immediately began filling my shaft.