"Please Sir? Please I need you."
"Need? Boi, no you don't. You want me. I'll think about it. Edge for me again."
I sigh and whimper in frustration as I set down my phone. You're right. I don't need you. But you've had me edging for the last five days. Usually, whether or not I masturbate is my choice, but not this week. This week, you have given me clear instructions on how many orgasms I have to give up for you each day. So far, it's up above 30 total -- I was an over achiever the first day, when I didn't know your plans for me.
I get out my massager -- a mini magic wand -- and bring it out to the couch this time. Sometimes it's nice to have a change of scenery. I throw down a blanket and slip my pants and underwear off. Leaning back against the arm of the couch, I turn on the wand and think of you. I am so horny, so constantly wet already that the first touch of the massager makes all of the muscles around my cunt tense up. It's as if they're asking, "This time? We get to orgasm this time, right?" I know it won't take long to get to the edge.
I start imagine what I'd rather have happening right now. Your boot pressing into my chest or cheek. Your hands gripping my throat, punching my legs and ass. Your cock forcing its way down my throat, or slamming harder and harder into my cunt. Imagine feeling you filling me as you hold me down by the wrists and throat, staring down at me. I can feel how close my orgasm is. I tell myself, "No. You can't. He said you couldn't, and you won't." I imagine begging you to cum, hearing you tell me not to. Your voice goes so cold, so hard when you're being authoritative. Every muscle in my body is screaming to release. But I cannot. I switch off the vibrator, my body shaking with the effort of holding back, my eyes tearing up in frustration.
I pick up the phone to let you know that I did as you said. I snap a picture of myself, my pussy red from frustration, and shining with wetness, and send it. "Thank you Sir. I'm so desperate now, and I want you. Please may I cum?"
I wait for the response. There's quite a delay -- I know you don't have plans tonight, so you're probably engaged in your hobbies. Taking some quiet time. I wish I were less horny so I could do the same, but all I can think of is bratting you into pinning me down with your body and forcing your way inside. Fucking you so hard that all I can feel is pain from your cock pounding into my cervix. Then fucking you harder. Having my face shoved into the mattress while you bite down on my shoulder hard enough to bruise for days, while you grip my hips so tight you leave clear finger marks.
A buzz from my phone. "No. Again, boi. I want you desperate. Make sure you're using your hands too. When you're done, I want to know how many fingers you were able to fit in that greedy cunt of yours."
I pout at my phone in frustration, but lie back again. My poor cunt is already throbbing, and the slightest touch is almost too much. I start with the vibrator on low. Slide in two fingers to start, and slowly work them in and out. I close my eyes and imagine you're there, watching me. Telling me how much you enjoy seeing me fuck myself. My hips start to rise up to meet my hand. I slip my index finger in as well. All three fingers curling up to stroke my g spot. But I want to do more for you.
I stand up, setting down the vibrator, and lean my weight onto the couch with my other hand. I can reach farther back this way, hand between my legs. My hand pumps in and out, not going far each time, but moving fast. The heel of my hand rubs on my clit. I feel so full already, but I'm also soaked, and relaxed. I slip my pinky in too, up to the knuckle. I moan, rubbing on my hand. I imagine what I would look like to you right now, trying to fuck my whole hand for your enjoyment. I press up on the rear wall of my vagina to create more opening -- a classic fisting trick -- and imagine you telling me how sexy I look when I'm eager for more. Telling me to keep going. Slowly, with some deep breathing, I slide my knuckles inside. I've never felt so full. I start frantically rubbing my clit with my thumb, feeling my orgasm get closer. I almost never cum with a full cunt, so I push myself closer to the edge than I normally would.
It surprises me, when my legs buckle, and my cunt starts to clench. I was so overwhelmed by sensations that I didn't feel my orgasm coming. I feel wetness running down my legs as I cum, my body so overwhelmed from the amount of edging that I squirt. I cry out. It feels so good, but I'm overwhelmed with disappointment that I let you down. That I came without permission. As I recover, I slowly start to remove my hand from my cunt, one millimeter at a time. My fingers are sore from being crushed when I orgasmed, and sticky wet from being inside me.
My phone buzzes unexpectedly. "Fisting? That's ambitious, boi." I freeze. How did you know? Another buzz. "I admire your dedication but I'm very, very disappointed in your follow through. You came without my permission." My heart is pounding. How could you possibly know when I hadn't told you yet. Buzz. "Look up. If you're going to masturbate in the living room, you should put thicker curtains on your side window." I look to the picture window that faces my driveway and see your shadow outside. I run to the door and unlock it.
"Sir, you scared me! I thought you were staying home toni-"
You slam me into the wall, knocking the wind out of me, and close the door behind you. One hand goes to my throat and pins me to the wall. The other reaches down to explore between my legs. "So wet. So warm. I understand that at a certain point edging becomes an exercise in futility. But I'm still disappointed that you couldn't hold back for me, boi." My excitement at seeing you turns to shame quickly. "So instead of rewarding you with orgasm after orgasm, which was my plan in surprising you here tonight, I'm going to take what's mine, and you're not going to cum. No matter what. Not until I say. No begging. Understood?" I nod. "Good." You drag me over to a hair and sit down. "Take off my boots."
I sink to my knees. Your boots are not looking their best. I haven't done leather service for you in too long. I stroke the leather, lean forward and kiss the toe as I unzip the side. It's dirty, but I don't care. I need you to see my subservience now, since I've disobeyed you. I feel your other boot gently come to rest on the back of my head, keeping me bowed low. "I'm not angry. You know that, boi?" Your tone is gentle, reassuring.
I fight back tears. "You're not, Sir?"
"No. It was an error. Tonight will be your penance, and then, you'll be done. Okay?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Good. Take off the other boot." You lift your foot off and I remove both boots, setting them neatly down. I can't lift my eyes to you, not yet, and you have to lift my chin. "Take off my pants. And then your shirt." You have your authoritative voice on now, and your eyes have gone blank. Your predator is here.
I scoot between your legs, my body relaxing a bit. It won't be an easy night for my body, but I'm sure to enjoy it. I carefully unbutton and unzip your jeans, and you stand slightly so I can slide them down. I look up when I'm finished. You smile coldly, stroke my chin. The slap is not a total surprise, but my whole cheek stings.
"Thank you, Sir." You tilt your head and smile. The second slap is expected, and I have to work not to flinch or stiffen. "Thank you, Sir."