I think I went too far this time.
My sexual adventures have occasionally gotten me into trouble, and this may be one of those times. My husband and I are driving home from a 2-hour session in a sex dungeon. I was tied in different positions and dominated, teased and fucked by a beautiful dominatrix and her equally beautiful male partner. I had multiple orgasms, but my husband wasn't so lucky. He was tied to a chair the entire time, and he only came once at the beginning of the session when the dominatrix straddled and fucked him. For the remainder of the time he was forced to watch me while enduring an endless erection without being allowed to cum again. Now he is mostly silent while driving, and while he doesn't express it, it is obvious that he is frustrated and angry with me.
I was introduced to the pleasures of bondage almost a dozen years ago. I was blindfolded and tied to my bed by a woman who played with my body, teasing and pleasuring me, before a man I never saw fucked me until I came. When they left, I was so turned on I masturbated to another orgasm. I was instantly addicted to the thrill of extreme sex, so I became a high-end submissive for a long time, selling my body to those with the means to afford me. After awhile I decided I wanted to have more control of my sexual experiences, and I transitioned into the role of professional dominatrix, which commanded even higher prices. I was good, I was satisfied, and I was becoming increasingly wealthy.
And then I met my future husband and fell in love. He was tolerant of my vocation at first, but it became obvious I could not continue as a domme if our relationship was to reach the next level. So I quit the sex work, bought a small business with my earnings, and married the love of my life. We settled down, our sex life together was wonderful, but my need for sexual excitement never fully disappeared. After awhile we began to experiment with bondage ourselves, and then eventually, slowly, I introduced him to the idea of having sex with others. I was slowly bringing him into my old world without him realizing it.
But tonight I think I went too far. Although I have had a lot of experience in dungeons, for my husband this was the first time. And probably the last. We finish the drive in silence, and when we arrive home he goes immediately upstairs and shuts the door to our bedroom. I am left alone to wonder how to make it better between us.
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Three days later, he is still brooding. All my attempts to talk about it are met with silence. He remains aloof and distant, ignoring me whenever possible, and needless to say we have not made love since that night. I want to give myself to him, but he refuses. A feeling of melancholy settles over me.
When I come home late in the afternoon and enter the house, my husband is sitting in a chair in the living room waiting for me. He fixes me with a hard stare.
"Go upstairs and put on the dress and shoes I laid out for you."
I look back at him, a small smile playing around the edges of my lips. He seems to have settled on a way to deal with the situation, and my sadness instantly evaporates, replaced by my eagerness to submit to him. I give him a quick nod and walk quickly to the stairs.
When I get to our bedroom, I am not surprised to see the little lavender minidress laid out on the bed. It is his favorite, one I have worn off and on ever since we met. It never fails to turn him on, and I smile broadly. The strappy heels on the floor are also not a surprise. I quickly strip out of the clothes I am wearing and stand naked in the middle of the room. My body is already tingling, my nerves alive, my mind racing with possibilities. I walk to the bed and pull the dress over my head, smoothing it down my thighs, then step into the heels.
When I look at myself in the full-length mirror I am happy with what I see. The dress barely covers me, hitting at mid-thigh and plunging between my breasts. My nipples poke through the thin, almost sheer fabric. There is no back, and the top of my ass is visible. It perfectly sets off my grey-green eyes and my long wavy hair. It is the sexiest dress I have ever worn, and it makes me feel both powerful and vulnerable.
For a moment I wonder if I should wait for him here, but then I decide he will enjoy the vision of me coming down the stairs in the dress and shoes. I walk out of the bedroom and move slowly down the stairs, fully aware of my body on display. When I enter the living room, my husband is still sitting in the chair, watching me. I meet his gaze and move towards him.
"Stop."
He fixes me with that same hard stare as I stand still in the center of the room.
"The rules are simple. You will not speak unless I ask you a question. You will do everything I tell you to do. Your body belongs to me. Do you understand?"
"Yes," I say softly.
He stands and walks toward me. He is barefoot and wearing only a button-down shirt and soft slacks. He stops in front of me.
"Take off my shirt."
I reach out and slowly unbutton the shirt. I put my hands on his chest and move them to his shoulders, enjoying the feeling of his toned pecs. I slip the shirt over his shoulders and it drops to the floor. I lightly touch his nipples with the tip of my finger, then move it down to his tight abs. I love the look and feel of his body, and I gaze demurely up into his eyes.
"Get on your knees."
I kneel in front of him, still gazing up into his face. There is no trace of a smile, but I am aware of the bulge in his pants close to my face. I mouth the words I love you and smile.
"You will suck my cock," he growls, "and swallow every bit of my cum."
I nod, still looking into his eyes. I reach out and touch his cock through the fabric of his pants, then put my hands on his hipbones and slowly slide his pants down over his bulge. His half-erect cock springs to life in front of my face, and I am reminded yet again how beautiful my husband is. I touch the tip of his member lightly, using only my fingertips, then finger his balls the same way. I continue to touch him, sliding his shaft between my finger and thumb while lightly playing with the tip with my other hand. I stroke hard for a moment, then continue with the light touching, alternating between the two as his cock grows hard before my eyes. I steal a glance at his face, but he is not looking at me.
When I see the veins start to throb, I take him in my mouth. Again I alternate between long slow strokes and hard quick strokes. I suck and lick his thick shaft, enjoying the taste of precum on my tongue. When I reach around and cup his ass cheeks, I feel him start to move and thrust, and I increase the pace until I hear him moan softly. I want to make him last as long as possible, but he puts his hands on my head and presses me to him. I decide to deep throat him, and I take the head of his hard cock into my throat. His hands twist into my hair as he thrusts into my mouth with a low growl. I know he is close, so I slow down to keep him aroused as long as I can, but he is in control. He fucks my mouth with a frenzy and he yells as he shoots his jism into me, stream after stream of thick creamy cum. I swallow every drop until he pulls out, then look up at him with love.
"Stand up and put your hands on top of your head."
When I do what he says, he steps out of his pants and kneels naked in front of me.
"Spread your legs."
I move my feet apart, my pussy barely concealed by the dress, inches from his face. He reaches out and strokes my legs, one at a time, slowly running his hands from my ankles up my calves and then my thighs, then back down again. He keeps this up, savoring my silky skin, loving the look and feel of my long lean legs. When he pulls up the hem of the dress and puts his tongue on my clit, I gasp. He licks my already wet pussy lips, tasting me, still with his hands on my legs. I settle into the sensations and push my hips against his mouth. My body starts to tingle with anticipation.
When he stands I am momentarily disappointed, but then he moves behind me and runs his hands up and down my hips, making me shiver when he kisses my neck and shoulders. He reaches around and plays with my hard nipples, fondling them tenderly, rolling them between his thumbs and forefingers. Then he reaches down and puts one finger into my wet hole, and I shiver again. I feel his cock pressed up against the crack in my ass, just the thin fabric of the dress between us. I start to relax into his touch, and think that perhaps he has finally forgiven me.
"Close your eyes and don't move."
When he moves away I am disappointed again, even though my body continues to tingle. I hear him leave the room, so I wait. I have never wanted him as much as I do now. I continue to stand in the middle of the room, hands on my head, eyes closed, wondering what he will do with me next.
It is a long time before I hear him return.
"Keep your eyes closed and come out to the terrace."