They lay tangled together under the low, warm light of the bedroom--her body draped lazily against his, one leg between his, her arm resting across his stomach. The collar still circled his neck. His skin was warm from exertion, from her. The red marks on his ass and thighs had bloomed fully now--clear, raised outlines of every deliberate strike. He didn't flinch. He wore them like devotion.
They hadn't said much right away. She'd cleaned him up gently, slowly, then helped him into the bed. She'd kissed the spots she'd hit the hardest, not to apologize, but to show they mattered. That he mattered. Then she'd slid in beside him, pulled him close, and for a while, they just breathed.
But now, as their hearts slowed and their bodies relaxed into something resembling normal again, the words began to come.
"You okay?" she asked softly, fingers tracing small circles across his chest.
He smiled lazily, eyes still half-lidded. "More than okay."
She raised an eyebrow. "You sure? I did slap the hell out of you. And beat your ass."
He chuckled, a real, soft laugh that came from deep in his chest. "You did. And you were terrifying... in the best way possible."
She snorted. "Terrifying. That's flattering."
He turned his head to face her. "I mean it. You were everything I needed. I didn't even know how badly I needed it until you took control like that."
She took a deep breath. Let it out slow. "I wasn't sure I could. You saw me--I stood outside that door for a full minute before I came in. My hand was shaking."
"I didn't see you," he said with a smile. "I was blindfolded. Remember?"
She rolled her eyes. "Smartass."
He laughed again, and then a pause settled between them--comfortable, reflective.
"I felt... powerful," she said after a while. "That surprised me. Not in a cruel way. Not even in a dominant way, exactly. But like... I had this clear purpose. You gave me that. You trusted me with it."
"I did," he said quietly. "And I'd do it again. A hundred times over."
She nodded. "There was a moment when I saw your whole body shift--when I tightened the gag. Like you dropped into it all at once."
"I did," he said. "That's always the moment for me. When I can't talk. When I don't have to guide or think or--perform. I just am. And you... you knew exactly what to do."
"I followed the script," she said with a small smile.
"No, you didn't," he said. "Not completely. You became it. That's different."
They were quiet again. Her fingers wandered to the leather still circling his neck. She tugged it gently, like she had earlier when she led him to the bed.
"Did this... change anything for you?" she asked, softly. "Between us, I mean."
He turned toward her fully. "Yes. It deepened it."
He didn't have to elaborate. She felt the truth of it between them--just as strong as her own.
"I was scared I'd feel... awkward," she admitted. "Or silly."