I pulled into the motel parking lot and saw his truck. I parked next to it and got out, grabbing my bag. I checked my phone for the room number. As I walked towards the room, I knew that this was my last chance to escape. The simple action of walking into that room was symbolism of my full surrender to his desires. My heart was beating faster and faster with every step I took, my stomach turning over. I took a deep breath before knocking on the door. He opened it immediately.
I saw that look in his eyes. There was so much going on in them. Excitement and fear, nervousness and desire. He towered over me and invited me in and I nodded and entered. I looked around before sitting on the bed. I saw the ropes and chains entangled in the closet door, and I knew what he wanted. I saw his toys and I whimpered a little, looking back up at him to see that predatory look. The one that made my knees weak. He grabbed my waist and pulled me up close to him. I looked at him, helplessly giving him my permission to take me. He grinned and dug his fingernails into my back, causing my body to jolt and press against his. I whimpered as he dug deeper, my hands now pushing him away. He looked down at my hands and glared at me angrily and I realized my mistake. He grabbed my hands and said "don't you dare try to push me away. I own you and you know it". I whimpered as he dominated my body.
He pushed me to my knees forcefully, telling me to stay. I felt my heart jump as he grabbed the cuffs, and walked over to me. "Close your eyes and hold your hands above your head," he demanded. I did as I was told. I felt him slide one of the cuffs onto my right hand, tightening it in a sharp motion, then doing the same with the other. Connected them with a click, I felt my wrists clamp together. He then walked back over to the dresser and I heard him rummaging around in the drawers, trying to find something. I was curious. What could he be getting? I opened my eyes to peek, but then immediately I closed them in regret when I saw him looking at me. He stopped what he was doing and walked over to me. I knew the price I was about to pay for disobeying him. "Stand up, open your eyes," he ordered. I stood up with my head down.
"Do you know what you did wrong?" he asked.
"Yes sir, I opened my eyes," I said ashamed.