Numb
Bdsm Story

Numb

by Jimbob44 17 min read 4.4 (10,100 views)
bondage blindfold narcissistic personality disorder ice play
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Author's Notes: This story has been posted to Literotica.Com with the full knowledge of the original author, JimBob44. No part or whole of this story may be reprinted in any other format or on any other web site without the express written consent of the original author.

Any and all persons engaging in any sexual activity are at least eighteen years of age.

This story has been edited by myself, using Microsoft Spell-Check. You have been forewarned; expect to find mistakes.

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"Let me have your cookie I'll be your best friend," the little girl wheedled.

Terri stared at the girl for a long moment. The smile faltered slightly under Terri's impassive scrutiny. Finally Terri picked up the contested cookie and took a bite.

It was oatmeal raisin. Terri hated raisins. She smiled at the defeated look in the girl's eyes.

"I don't want you for a best friend," Terri announced, putting the disgusting cookie onto the school lunch tray again.

Eleven years later, Terri could not even remember the girl's name. She could not remember the girl's crestfallen look. Neither that girl nor that moment in time held any significance for Terri.

She did not remember Tucker, the adorable Yorkshire puppy Santa Claus had brought to her. The puppy had been under the Christmas tree, big red bow around his scrawny neck. He whimpered and whined, little tail wagging furiously when nine year old Terri came down to see what Santa had brought for her.

"Now, this is your responsibility," Mother had declared. "You need to feed him and make sure he goes outside to do his business. And..."

Terri grew to hate Tucker. Tucker was constantly piddling on the floor, which garnered a punishment for Terri. When he wasn't piddling on the floor, he was snuffling piteously at his empty food dish, his bone dry water bowl. Threats of bringing Tucker to the Animal Shelter earned little more than disinterested shrugs from Terri.

Terri was the head cheerleader for two of the three years she was in high school. She was the Homecoming Queen. She was Senior Prom Queen. She was the valedictorian of her graduating class. Carelessly flinging her knee length white-blonde hair back out of her sparkling blue eyes, Terri shrugged off the numerous awards she received.

"Narcissistic Personality Disorder," one psychiatrist diagnosed.

"Spoiled child syndrome,' a trained psychotherapist declared.

"This is what happens when you give a child everything she wants," her paternal grandmother sniped.

"Maybe she's autistic?" her mother offered.

"Maybe you're just looking for excuses?" the paternal grandmother snapped. "I love her. Lord knows I love my granddaughter. But lord! I don't like her."

"Well, then maybe you need to leave my house," her mother snarled.

Sex was met with the same detached disinterest; she enjoyed climaxing but did not enjoy the clinging nature of her partners. Her dildo was infinitely more satisfying and she did not need to pretend any interest before sex nor did she need to make any excuses to leave after sex. This detachment was the same whether her partner was male or female.

She even pulled a few trains on fraternity row. She also tried a few gangbangs. During her first gangbang, Terri discovered she did enjoy anal sex. She did not enjoy how quickly her three partners lost stamina; two hours and forty nine minutes later, all three young men were claiming fatigue. With a sneer, she slowly wiped her hand across her drooling pussy and licked her fingers clean of their combined juices. Then she dressed and left the fraternity house.

"God damn, Double Downer that is one freaky bitch, huh?" one young man complained, wearily dragging his tired carcass from the soiled bed.

"Fucking beautiful, though, huh?" Chris 'Double Downer' Downesagreed.

She tried sex with a black man. As a cheerleader, she attended most of the college's sporting events. One of the tight ends caught her eye and after a victorious game, she went off with him to a hotel room. There would be no fumbling in the back seat of a car for her.

He was shocked; actually, he was outraged when he discovered that their one night of very passionate and vigorous fucking did not link them romantically. Her comment of 'you were good; just not great' was not meant to be a scathing commentary, but it was extremely cutting to his ego. The fact that she made this statement in front of the milling cheerleaders and several of his teammates made the flippant comment all the more cutting.

She tried a Latino as well. Ricky Lopez was a star player on the school's soccer team. Small, quick and agile, on the field he was truly a force to be reckoned with.

Ricky could not believe his luck when the gorgeous blonde cheerleader graced him with a smile. Happily, he followed her to the four star hotel, the finest and most expensive lodgings in the college town. Her kisses were hot, full of promise. He gazed adoringly at her 34DD breasts with large light brown areolae and hard nipples, He looked hungrily at her tight curls of light blonde. When she turned, displaying an ass sculpted by years of gymnastics, Ricky babbled his undying love.

Terri laughed happily as Ricky lay her on her belly. She laughed and moaned as he slobbered, babbled, licked and fingered her tight anus for several moments before thrusting his cock into her rectum.

She reached down and fingered her clitoris while Ricky hammered her anus. She managed to climax just after feeling his warm spunk shooting into her bowels. Then, to her shock, Ricky again feasted on her ass, licking and sucking on her sloppy anus. He repeated this vulgar act twice more before declaring he was done for the evening.

Three days later, Terri had to threaten to tell Ricky's heavily pregnant wife of their episode for Ricky to accept that there was no future with the beautiful blonde cheerleader. Another cheerleader, watching Ricky slink away did comment that the soccer star did love the booty, though. She and Terri shared a giggle. Then she and the brunette cheerleader shared the brunette's bed for an afternoon. The brunette dropped out of college when she realized Terri did not return her feelings of love.

Drugs also garnered the same detached scrutiny. Terri drank to the point of vomiting. Then she was done with excessive drinking. Smoking marijuana produced no lasting results so she decided the coughing and hacking simply was not worth it. Cocaine did produce a very pleasant euphoria but the effects of the drug too was far too short lived for her taste. Practicality dictated that, even with her multi-million dollar trust fund left to her by her maternal grandfather, it would soon prove to be too expensive to achieve and maintain the desired effect.

Her grades were perfect; even with the hectic schedule of being a cheerleader, Terri managed to stay fully invested in her studies. She also sat in on many study groups, absorbing information like a sponge. After her first semester, her grades dictated that she was eligible to live off-campus. Terri decided to remain in the dormitory, although she could not explain why. It certainly was not that she feared being alone or lonely.

Close to mid-terms of her second semester, Terri went to an impromptu fraternity party. She smirked; very few parties on fraternity row were actually planned out. Most were simply spur of the moment gatherings.

"Hey, got some shit really fuck you up," Cozy said, sidling up to her as she sipped her cup of potent jungle juice.

"Oh yeah?" Terri asked, feeling quite relaxed after her third glass of jungle juice. "Not that crystal meth, is it?"

She'd seen the damages crystal meth could wreak on the body, particularly the face of the user. She had no desire to lose her beauty over a cheap, fleeting high.

"What? Shit, girl, shut your face too. Think I'm going have shit to do with that?" Cozy spat, indignant.

She didn't know Cozy very well; Terri wasn't even sure what his real name might be. But his pretended outrage caused her to smirk.

"Okay, so sorry. So what you got?" Terri asked, waving away a hopeful suitor that approached them.

"What can brown do for you?" Cozy asked, parroting the UPS commercial as he showed her a plastic bag with some powder.

"Yeah, sure, what the fuck," Terri agreed. "Clean needles though. I'm not picking up whatever the fuck it is that you got."

"Absolutely," Cozy agreed, guiding Terri to a small half-bath located next to the kitchen of the large house.

Terri tied off her left arm with the rubber strap. She watched as Cozy prepared the needle. Her blue eyes danced in the flickering light of his disposable cigarette lighter.

Hey, fucker! You fucking mind? We're busy here, huh?" Cozy spat as the bathroom door burst open.

x.x

Her jaws ached. There was an odd taste in her mouth and to her embarrassment, she could feel drool dribbling out of the corner of her mouth, dripping along her chin onto her throat and her chest. She moved to wipe the drool from her face.

"Ack! I, oh!" Terri grunted, realizing she could not move her hands.

At first, her fogged brain tried to decipher; was this an odd symptom of heroin use? Did heroin cause one's limbs to become incapacitated? Another attempt brought fuzzy realization to her mind; her wrists ached, burned where the binds cut into her flesh. Her shoulders ached from strain.

She twisted her head, trying to see. Her vision was blocked; only specks of dim light pierced her optic nerve as she attempted to see.

Her sense of smell was not hindered; she could smell a male aroma. The smell of sweat, of harsh soap and detergent; only a man would use such soaps on his flesh and on his clothing and bedding.

Her wrists and shoulders burned; apparently she was suspended by her wrists above her head. Futilely, she tried kicking her legs. She realized her legs were bound, bound far apart from each other. And, she realized that she was nude.

"Help! Help!" she cried out but the gag in her mouth only allowed a grunting sound to escape.

A strong hand gripped her by her hair. She could feel his nude body behind her, could smell his aroma. She could feel his coarse chest hair rasping against her back and right side as he stepped close to her.

"Heroin? HEROIN?" he hissed in her ear. "Oh, because we've heard such wonderful and positive things about heroin addiction, right?"

"I, I just, I just wanted to see, I just wanted to know what it felt like," she sobbed but her words were just grunts and mumbles.

"Oh, I know. Nothing can ever touch you, touch the great, the perfect Terri," the voice mocked.

Terri tried to place the voice. He had no discernable accent, no inflection or modulation that would give any indication of his identity. She was sure she knew his voice though. Perhaps a previous fling?

"I, I have money," Terri babbled, a real panic setting in. "Let me go and I'll pay you. Pay you whatever you want."

"No, no, nothing. Nothing ever touches Terri. Certainly nothing ever adheres to her. She has no affinity for anything or anyone. She has no empathy or attachment to anything or anyone," the voice said, releasing his tight grip on her hair.

She gasped and jerked; her captor had suddenly placed an ice cube directly onto her left nipple. She shivered and grunted, attempting to twist away from the cold, wet ice cube. He followed her movements, slowly rubbing the ice over her hard nipple, around her tightly crinkled areole.

She screamed into the gag; he'd removed the ice and replaced the ice with his warm, wet mouth. The contrast was sudden; she felt as if her entire areole was being seared.

"No, no, no," she begged as he again applied the ice to her nipple. "Please. Please, I, I have money. I have money. I, I'll pay you. Please."

After the warmth of his mouth, the ice was a burning sensation on her sensitive nub. Again, she twisted in her confines, trying to avoid the brush of the ice. And again, he maintained steady contact with her flesh, dragging the ice slowly back and forth, back and forth.

"Aieeegh, I, oh, oh God!" she cried out as his searing kiss gripped her nipple.

"Oh, Terri, Terri, Terri," the man crooned. "You should see how wet you are."

"Of course I'm wet, you imbecile; ice melts," Terri thought.

A finger suddenly thrusting into her exposed pussy brought home his words. His thumb brushed against her hypersensitive clitoris and she bucked. He finger fucked her for a moment, then abruptly stopped. She whimpered, thrusting her hips in a futile effort to come in contact with his finger. She was so close, so close to achieving climax. His amused chuckle irritated her to no end but still she bucked and grunted, trying to gain contact.

"No, no, my little pet. I paid five thousand dollars; you are going to earn every penny I paid for you," the man growled.

"What? Who? Who would dare to sell me?" Terri angrily demanded but her words were just grunts and mumbles.

"Yes, your dad was only too happy..." the man continued and Terri's blood ran cold.

For the first time in her life, Terri felt the icy fingers of fear gripping her. She had never had a good relationship with her father; in truth, she tolerated his existence. The few times he tried to ingratiate himself into her life, Terri had steadfastly rebuffed him. Selling her to this deranged lunatic would be her father's ultimate revenge. Even her mother's money would not be sufficient to rescue Terri before this madman wrested what he believed was his due from Terri.

"I knew that would happen," the voice chuckled when Terri forcefully emptied bladder and bowels.

She could hear her waste splattering into a metal bucket underneath herself. A slight tremor of shame did ripple through her; she was taught that such bodily functions were very, very private.

He cleaned her. She tensed, waiting for the immature taunting, the scatological comments. None came. And because he did not react the way she believed he would, she felt even more shame overwhelm her.

"That is a pretty pussy, though," the man said, deftly fingering her again. "How many boys, men have fucked this pussy? Fifty? A hundred?"

"God damn it!" she shrieked into her gag when he again ceased just before her climax.

"Oh, I bet it is much much higher," he said, cruelly flicking her clitoris with his fingernail.

"Aieegh! I, oh, oh God!" Terri screamed in climax even as white dots of light flickered painfully in her blinded eyes.

"Two hundred?" the voice taunted, again flicking his fingernail quite forcefully against her clitoris. "Three hundred? Of course, none of them meant anything to you, did they?"

Terri again screamed in climax, bucked and thrashed as much as her bindings would allow. After a third painful climax was coaxed from her, she hung limply from her bound wrists.

"Oh. Oh please, please don't..." Terri begged, jerking awake as ice was once again applied to her flesh.

"Such pretty breasts; they're damned near perfect," her captor's voice crooned. "Look how those nipples stick out; so proud, so ready for leather."

"Ready for..." Terri mused.

A white flash charged before her eyes. Terri jerked and bucked in her binds a millisecond before the actual sheet of pain radiated from her left nipple outward.

"I knew you would love this," her captor chuckled. "You squirted; you actually squirted."

"Jesus fucking Christ, I bet I did! Jesus; am I bleeding here?" Terri babbled into her gag.

She'd been angry before; someone would not act in accordance with Terri's wishes. And, in those fits of anger, Terri would enact her revenge. There was no forgiveness in her heart; even after her revenge had been secured, Terri would excise the offending party from her life.

This, however, was rage. And after the rage burned for a moment, Terri then felt a true hollowness. There was no revenge that could be had here. Terri had no idea whom her captor might be. She was bound, helpless, at his mercy. And, just like herself, this captor did not seem to have any mercy.

Another white flash crashed into her consciousness. Again, she bounced and grunted, thrashing in the small amount of room her bindings afforded her.

"I knew you would love this," he said proudly as he thrust three fingers into her pussy.

"Are you, you, you're insane! You are completely insane! I, how, I do not love this, you sick bastard," Terri screamed into her gag.

Suddenly, she stopped babbling. She realized she was hunching herself against his fingers. She screamed out in need when he stopped fingering her pussy. She babbled her protest as he again applied ice to her nipples.

"Oh please, please," she begged.

She tensed when the ice stopped caressing her left nipple. She held her breath, waiting, waiting for the 'swish' sound, the sharp and blinding flash of pain, the raw aftermath of the blow.

"Please, please touch me," she sobbed out.

Still no whip came down upon her left nipple. There was no touch, no blinding sheet of pain embracing her.

"Aieegh! You, you mother fucker! You fucking bastard!" Terri screamed when the ice began caressing her right nipple.

Back and forth, back and forth he went with the ice. Slowly, the ice melted, causing rivulets of cold water to drip from her nipples, over the curve of her full breasts, dripping onto the floor beneath her suspended feet. Some of the water trickled down, warming slightly as it travelled long her compact belly. Soon, some water began to seep into her neat triangle of blonde fur.

"Aieegh! I, oh God! Oh God!" Terri suddenly shrieked when the blinding pain struck her left nipple.

Before she could draw another breath, another slash of pain seized her right nipple. Terri shrieked, bucking and thrashing against her binds.

"Let's see," Terri heard him mutter from beneath her.

"Please... Please touch, please, please let me finish," Terri weakly begged him.

Of course, the damned gag muffled her pleas. The gag had kept her scream of painful orgasm trapped in her raw throat; Terri wondered if she would ever be able to speak normally again. She felt him fumbling with the stiff rod or stick or whatever it was that kept her legs spread apart.

"What? What? What are you doing?" Terri demanded as her legs were suddenly swung upward

She bent at the waist as her legs were hoisted up. Soon her feet were above her head and she was bent double. Suddenly, her wrists were released and she screamed as she swung upside down. She swung back and forth, back and forth for a few moments and felt quite sick to her stomach as she bobbled like an unsteady pendulum.

"Oh! Oh no, oh please don't," Terri sobbed out as ice began to travel along her inner folds.

"Oh God!" Terri bucked as the ice brushed slowly, maddeningly over her clitoris.

"Aieegh! I, oh God!" Terri shrieked as his warm mouth followed the ice.

His mouth was scalding as it encircled her sensitive nub. When he flicked his tongue across her clitoris, Terri bucked and grunted in orgasm.

Twice more, he used ice then mouth on her most tender of parts. After her third orgasm, Terri attempted to protest when he stuffed the ice into her pussy. The cold was extreme and she shuddered as the ice filled her tender opening to overflowing.

"Here, hold that for me, will you?" he said, chuckling at his insane joke.

""Asshole! You, you asshole," she blathered, attempting to reach her hands upward.

He had fastened her wrist restraints in the same manner he'd fastened her legs. Apparently there were hooks on the floor of this space, wherever they might be.

She heard the swish. Her mind heard the swish but did not register what that swish might mean.

The sudden explosion of raw, searing pain caused her to orgasm. The intensity of the orgasm caused her to black out.

"You shot that ice almost to the ceiling," he chuckled when she came to.

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