My story is not typical. I was married five years ago we didn't have children. My wife was very attractive and I love her strong and passionate. We had every day, cunnilingus and sex two to three times a week. I was under the impression that she enjoys more when I kissing and licking her down than during sex.
Then she got a wistful look on his face, I was under the impression that the days she wants to tell me something.
One day, I poured the vodka to she and me.
"Tell me what's on your mind. Something's bugging you?"
"Why would you think that?"
"I've known you for a long time, and you avoid having sex with me.
"I've got a lover, he's an alpha bull." I poured another Vodka. I didn't say anything.
"Say something," she said.
-Because of him, you're avoiding sex with me?
-Yes. He's a much better lover than you.
-Go to him, I got in the car and drove long into the night. She was sleeping on the couch when I came back in the morning.
"Are you okay? I was worried about you.
"Is a Bull care too? Cold shower I need now. I called the boss and told him I was sick and I'll come to work tomorrow. When I sucked down smelled coffee.
"Why aren't you with him?
"I worry about you.
"I'll be fine. Then her phone rang. -Yes, he's here. He is ok, I'll call you back.
"How much time do you have for me? I asked her.
"I love you."
"Me or him?"
"Both in different ways."
-Leave me now I want to be alone I told her and lay down on the couch. I fell asleep right away.
... No, No ...I don't know when I will come to you. I worry about him, he's in shock.
It was night when I woke up.
"What time is it?"
"Nine
"You are still there?"
"Do you want to I go?"
"Do what you want."
"I expected anger, rage..."
"Sorry to disappoint you."
"You do not disappoint me."
"Pour me a Vodka."
"You didn't eat anything."
"Pour me a Vodka."
"OK"
"Now you tell me what you want, or let me guess." She is quiet.
"Let me think about it. You want both of us. You live here, You'll be seeing him from time to time or permanently. I'll lick your pussy and he will fuck you? Did I hit?"
"Yes, that's what he wants."
"What do you want? Same as him?" She did not say anything.
"I'm going to bed, tomorrow I'm going to work," I told.
"What do I do?" I didn't say anything.
I dreamt that I make love with my wife. I wake up, I was in her and pulsed. She sat on my face.
"Clean up her and lick me to orgasm." I needed that closeness with her. I felt much better.