My name is Tom, my wife Emma and I had been married for about 15 years before my eyes started to wander a bit. I will admit I screwed up big time. I had an affair with a young woman named Christine from my investment firm. The details of that aren't really important but what followed after Emma finding out was a winding, twisted journey that led me to my current state. I used to be powerful successful businessman, definitely a bit of an introvert with a somewhat kinky taste in bed. What I am now is a bit more complicated...
Emma and I lived in a nice 4,000 sq. ft. home in California, we had a dog, decided mutually not to have to have kids, great friends and I was a very successful investment banker. So why I decided to throw that away I to this day on a fling I cannot fully answer. I was able to retire in mid-40's due to my success and sold my firm. I think in a lot of ways it was boredom that led to my dalliances but at this point it really doesn't matter.
One day I walked in the door after a day at work and was greeted by Emma sitting in our living room with pictures of my affair spread all over the table. She must've suspected something and hired a private eye to follow me I thought. This wasn't your typical affair, the pictures presented me in a dog collar on the floor being led on a leash and being spanked with a long wooden paddle among other things.
" I have certain needs that I just never felt comfortable fully exploring with the woman I loved. This meant absolutely nothing..." I blurted out.
Emma's eyes burned a cold blue, a blue that showed the hurt and pain.
" YOU SON OF A BITCH!! ALL THESE YEARS ITS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OR YOU WANT. WITH OR WITHOUT YOU THAT ENDS NOW!" she screamed.
Her intensity caused me to freeze.
"All these years of putting my life on hold so you could pursue your career from city to city. All to see you run off with some bimbo. I NEVER said no to any of your desires. I refuse to let you turn me into some shrew always wondering where you are or what you are doing."
"Emma, I never meant to hurt you and the last thing I want is to lose you. I screwed up big time I will admit that." I choked through tearful eyes. I did mean it, deep down I wasn't sure why I did what I did.
"There's only one way I see of getting through this. You want what is in these pictures? You're going to get it and so much more than you bargained for but on my terms. TRUE SUBMISSION, not just playing at it for an afternoon or two.
I blushed as I recalled the tight plastic cock cage we used to lock on for an afternoon of teasing and fun. We got it to dabble with but other than a day here or there the thought of wearing a cage and the desire to submit for me was fleeting at best.
"I'll take your reaction as a yes, well that game is going to become your reality. I want control of my life back, TOTAL control. The only way I see a way forward for us is you are going to listen to me 24/7/365. I simply sat back and fulfilled your dreams for fifteen years and look where that got me. Ultimately I do love you and hope after a while we can return to some semblance of normalcy. Honey it will be demanding and degrading for you but this is the only way we move forward. I understand this is a big commitment so I had a contract worked up...."
"A contract?!" I shouted as Emma dropped what must have been at least 25 pages in front of me.
"It's either this contract, or a divorce contract, the choice is 100% yours but if you agree the number of choices you have going forward will be few and far between. It won't be enforceable in court in any way so think of it as a terms of continued marriage contract. Any talking between now and when I grant you permission to speak again and the lawyers can figure this mess out."
My mouth went dry as I read through her "terms".