A few days later Rebecca and I walked to a local cafe and grabbed breakfast. She had helped me get my makeup off, and said I could dress down for public. By dressing down she only meant that I didn't have to wear my wig or a dress or skit, but my nails and toes remained painted and under my jeans and sweater was a thong, stockings, and sports bra. She felt, and I did too, that I wasn't yet ready for a full transition.
As we sat at the cafe we both sipped on mimosas. Rebecca and I talked but it really started to feel that not only were we roommates now, but friends. Like platonic girlfriends.
"So what do you think? About Mike I mean?"
"He seems like a nice guy. I mean... are you looking for more than hooking up?"
She looked at me and then stared off. I think she realized that I knew and accepted this new dynamic between us.
"He is definitely what I need in the bedroom. But he's also really smart and nice. And he's so fucking hot don't you think?" She giggled and grabbed my hands like we were old high school girlfriends.
"Uhh yes. Ya I mean he is."
"Well I know what part YOU liked. And I agree. He's probably the biggest I've ever had. But his muscles too. Did you see his thighs? And his biceps?"
I had seen them. They were very nice but I couldn't figure out why I did indeed think they were attractive. I just couldn't stop thinking about touching them.
"I did."
She whispered. "Didn't they make your clitty hard??"
"Yes."
"Like, a lot? Like you just wanted him to manhandle you?"
I hesitated. Then I thought, fuck it. "Yes- exactly."
She giggled. "You know...Mike has a friend who is..let's just say....into all types of people. He's handsome and muscular. Not as muscular as Mike but not bad. What would you say if I invited him over sometime?"
"That would be nice." I suddenly got very nervous but also excited.
"Cool. Mike thought Rachel would be into him but he's definitely not Rachel's type."
"Why not?"
"He's too much of a man whore. He fucks everything he can get his hands on. She just doesn't trust him."
We finished our drinks and walked back. After we entered the condo she asked me to take a shower and wash well. Usually that was code for washing my ass extensively. I wondered if she had something planned?
I did as she said. She then told me to go ahead and get started on the laundry and to start with her gym clothes. Just as I was about to start washing them she came up to me. She picked up a dirty gym thong and put it in my face.
"Smell this and listen. I want you to start wearing a butt plug daily. I'm going to put it in this time, but then it's up to you to do it every day. And I'll be checking."
I was sniffing and my cage was hurting against my swelling dick. "Ok. I understand."
She bent me over and I kept smelling her thong. She pressed the lubed plug against my hole. Very slowly she applied presssure. It was huge. And pink.
"I bet you'll love this. But it's also so you're prepared. One thing about Mikes friend is that he has a decent sized cock. So we want you ready."
The thoughts running through my head were spinning so fast. She wants me ready? And who is we? Her, Rachel and Mike? What the hell was this plan? I was about to find out.
"There you go. Relaaaaax. Let mommy push it in. Breathe in slowly. Open up for me."
It had been a long time since I had anything other than my finger in my ass so it was very tight. I kept sniffing her thong. I felt her hand rub my back as she pushed the plug in. Then she grabbed my cage and rubbed her hand over it.
"Come on. Be a good girl. I know your tight boy pussy can take this. Come on. Open up for me. You have such a nice smooth hole. Oh my god Carl is going to love it!" As she said that she gave the plug one final thrust and it was all way in.
"Oh!!! Ahhh god!" I moaned. It hurt but instantly felt so good.
"Gooood girl!!! Such a good sissy bitch! Now I want you to walk around and do a few squats. I need to make sure this isn't going to fall out. If you do a nice job I'll unlock you."
I did as she said and it didn't move at all. It felt good and I was so turned on. But I was also scared. I wasn't ready to be with an actual man. I wasn't ready to be fucked. I wasn't ready to do anything with a man. Yes it turned me on and I masturbated to it all the time and I loved the videos that Rachel had for me.... But...I felt it was all moving too fast.
"Rebecca....uhhh, I mean...I don't know. I don't think I can really meet this guy. I don't know. I feel like I'm not ready."
"Oh little one! I know you're scared. Come with me into your room. Get on all fours and face the wall. Let me explain something to you."
I did as she said. She unlocked my cage and set it aside. Then her tone completely changed. Like scary change.
"Do you think for one fucking second I'm going to listen to any of your bullshit?? Do you know how fucking angry I am? And how angry Rachel is? You're a huge fucking disappointment." Then she walked behind me. SLAP! SLAP!!
"Ahh!" I yelled. Her slaps on my ass were painful. And I was confused where this was coming from. I had done nothing but please her, especially the night Mike had been over.
SLAP! SLAP! God it hurt. There was no playing, it really hurt.
"Oh yes, I spoke with Rachel late last night after you had fallen asleep." Then she walked to my nightstand and opened the drawer. She pulled out my hidden key.
"Do you think you're smart? Do you think we wouldn't know? You fucking [SLAP!] stupid idiot! We know everything you do and we know everything about you, you fucking dumb bitch!" And then she slapped me again. My dick was very limp. SLAP! SLAP!!!!
"Turn around and sit. Get off your knees. And fucking listen." Her voice calmed a little. My heart was racing. I had no idea how she could have found the key. Up until that morning I had hidden it under a small portion of the carpet. There was no possibly way she'd know...unless...
"let me explain something to you JOHN." She used John. This is when I knew she was about to say something really serious.
"We own you. You're nothing without us. We know all your secrets. We know you're really a sissy slut that wants cock. We accept that, and we've supported you through all of it, but dont you ever EVER try to hide something from us. Ever again. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? You dumb sissy bitch!"