It was nearly ten months since he had begun to serve her. He was kneeling on the floor between her legs. She had told him to look her in the eye. She had noticed that he was still active on the kinky dating site where they had met. She wanted to know if she was enough for him. She asked him why he still visited the site. He looked down from her eyes and told her he was no sure why he kept going to the site.
She knew he was lying. It was the first time he had lied to her. She was hurt. She wasn't sure what to do with this. For the time being she decided not to do anything, just put it aside. She would think about it and decide what to do about it later. That night they proceed with a more or less normal session. But things were not the same.
Two nights later, he was again kneeling at her feet.
"Mistress, I have to tell you something," he said.
She gave him permission to speak freely.
"The other night, when you asked me about being on the dating site, I didn't tell you the truth."
"Why not?" she asked.
"I was afraid."
"What were you afraid of?"
"I was afraid to tell you the truth because whenever I tell you something about my desires or fantasies you take those things and twist and turn them into reality in a way that is always more intense than my fantasies. I was afraid to tell you why I was looking on the site because I was afraid of what you would do with that information. I was afraid of where you would take me. I was afraid it would be to a place I couldn't handle. It would be too intense."
"Do you not trust me?" she asked.
"I do. But I was still afraid."
"So, what is it? What is so ominous that you couldn't tell me?"
"I look at the women on the site, and I fantasize about you sending me to them. You know, like Sir Stephen did to O in The Story of O."
"Why does that scare you?"
"I am more frightened of what you would do with that information . . . what you would make me do."
She chuckled and smiled. But on the inside, she had mixed feelings. She was still hurt that he had lied to her and hesitated to share this. But another side of her, her competitive side, saw this as a challenge. In a way, she felt like he was daring her to come up with a scenario, a scenario neither one of them would forget.
That night she punished him by thoroughly spanking his ass until it was painful to the touch. Then she impaled him to a large dildo and tied him to the chair. She left him in this position for longer than she ever had previously. He was whimpering and begging for mercy before she released him. When she finally untied him, she had him worship her asshole while she used one of her favorite vibrators to work herself to multiple orgasms. He was afraid she was going to demote him to "ass licker." His fear was increased a few nights letter when she told him to rent a hotel room for the weekend after next. It felt like a step backward.
He was slightly relieved when she summoned him for a session at her apartment a few nights later.
"I have been thinking about what you told me, the reason why you keep looking at the dating site," she told him.
"I have decided that from now on anytime someone says to you, 'I put a spell on you.' You will respond, 'I am yours to use as wish.'"
She had him repeat it several times. Then she spit in his face. She told him not to wipe the spit away. She told him to sit there kneeling and think about the ramifications of what she had just told him. It gave him chills. He wasn't sure where she was going with this.
Finally, the weekend came. He was in the hotel room naked on his knees with his spandex mask with only a hole for his mouth on, as Mistress had directed. There was a knock on the door, and as he got up to answer the door he heard an unfamiliar female voice say, "I put a spell on you." He opened the door knelt down and said, "I am yours to use as you wish."
That weekend eight different women knocked on the door and recited the magic words, "I put a spell on you." He opened the door and said to each of them, "I am yours to use as you wish."
Camille was the first. As soon as she entered the hotel room she pulled his hood off. Some of the women would leave it on, but Camille wanted him to see her. He recognized her from the dating website. She was one of the dommes he had fantasized about serving.
She took out a small, maybe seven-inch long, leather slapper and set it on the bed.
"That's all I brought," she told him. "Are you disappointed?"