Miss FLR - Meeting Miss she takes charge
Reading all the info on FLR ended up scaring me. Level 1 seemed simple but still fairly equal. Just man off loading some things to her. Glad to.
2(moderate) and 3 sounded great and desirable. She runs everything including the social and sexual. Although I thought 3 would require me to set some limits. Otherwise ideas turned me on. Then I read about level 4. Descriptions vary but all made this level sound like borderline slavery and abusive.
Spent days buried in several forums. Majority of the threads utter bullshit male fantasy. My guess is some of the female accounts might be men. But did find some that seemed quite real. The level 4 ones almost all contained elements of hard BDSM and cuckolding. Neither of which I could embrace.
Janet was so right. I did join two cheap FLR dating sites. Total waste of time. Mostly Pros and scammers. Guess cheap membership means no screening.
Did not tell any of this to Janet. Over a month into research she brought the hammer down.
"Lucas it is come to god time. Do you trust me? Or do you want to find a new therapist?" Was shocked. Janet had become an integral part of my life.
"No please I trust and need you."
"Stop lying and omitting. In our first session we agreed on ground rules. Total openness and truth. You have violated those. Gave you several weeks to fess up. You have not. 2 minutes." I melted. Teared up. Couldn't lose her.
"Please. I'm sorry. I read all the sites. Did join two FLR dating sites. Mostly fakes and time wasters." Did not know what else to say.
"Good those are facts of your actions, and assessment of the dating sites. But nothing of your reaction and feelings of FLR basics and requirements. Tell me."
"Level 2 and 3 sound great and turn me on. Love the idea of the woman leading. 2 sounds easy. 3 might be difficult. Need to think about setting limits. Mostly sexual. Level 4 is way beyond anything I want." She stared me down for a moment.
"Wrong. If you need to set limits you have failed. Place your trust in her."
"But how will I know if she is the right one?" A small laugh.
"You are incapable and will not know. That's where I come in. And the head of the boutique dating service you are hiring."
Next steps were a blur. Joined that night. 5K USD for a year. 25K for a woman selecting me. 25K more if we are together a year. 100K if we marry! Was required to verify my identity and 200K minimum salary. Thankfully my career had put me above 250K for many years. They also required a female to vouch for me. Janet of course.
Service sent me an extensive questionnaire. 500 questions. Many were just yes/no or pick from 4 or 5 answers. Lifestyle questions. Some things or arrangements I had never even heard of. Incest? What the hell was that for? Almost a hundred about sexual experiences and preferences. Answers for preferences were: Need, Love to, For her. No place or answer for limits.
The Agency interview. One hour Zoom call. First 30 minutes covered my history and reviewed the questionnaire.
"Lucas. A few clarifications for you. I own the agency and all your identifiable information is available only to me. Until we match you. I consult with the woman. If she chooses to consider you she is provided your complete file. This allows her to do an independent background check. See your frown. We have done extensive verification of all the women and I have interviewed all of them personally just as we are doing now. Will not allow a woman who is wrong for you to select you. Trust us, or leave now"
"Thank you ok."
"Your commitment is to comply with her decisions. She will decide how to communicate. If and how you will meet. I will be available for any feedback you have. But you will date her if she desires and until she calls it off. Or upon success enter the relationship she wants with you. The nature and rules of that relationship are hers to decide. She will tell you what she wants you to know about it." I visibly gulped. No say whatsoever?
She smiled. "Janet and I spoke. We agree this is all best for you. You trust her and she has agreed this is all the best path for you. Lucas you are looking for a Unicorn. I am your only hope to find her. New York City is your main hope for finding a Domme partner. A male of your age and limitations is difficult to match. But we have 100s of female members in the Tri-state area. Understood and agreed?"
"Yes."
"Good. Money is now non-refundable. Agreed?"
"Yes."
"Say it."
"My 5K payment to the agency is non-refundable."
"Strip and stand. Need pics of your full body." Embarrassing as hell. She did not make it easy. Had me present my genitals for closeups. And my back and ass. Christ.
"Questions?"
"My one hesitation is the no limits sexually. Not sure I can handle hard BDSM or cuckolding."
"Lucas! You have no idea what you want or can handle. SHE will explore, test, and decide those things. Your small penis limits the women available to you. These women, most of them, still need a good live cock to satisfy them. To please and fulfill her you will embrace her sexuality and accept other partners she chooses."
"But what if she decides to have me participate with men?"
"Do it! Wrap your head around this quickly or you will fail. She directs and you obey. Your single focus is to make her happy. These women want loving obedience."
"Ok" said hesitantly.
"Lucas you have no real idea what it is like to blow or be fucked by a man. You will love it cause she wants it. Now, end it with your SBs. Immediately. Limit jerking off. You've had over 2 decades of unlimited orgasms. That will change dramatically. Start getting used to it."
Interview ended. I was in shock. The next day Janet peeled me off the ceiling. Gave me thoughts to work on. Had to be prepared, first match should come within the week.
It came several days later. Agency site email box just gave me a passkey. Used to validate any communication. Got a text with it followed by an online Google Meeting invite. "Be naked facing away from camera."
"Lucas."
"Yes Ma'am"
"Quiet. Speak only when I ask you to. Address me as Empress. Bend over. Spread the ass. Tight anus good. Are you an anal virgin? Real cock or strap-on?"
"Virgin Empress."
"Good. Turn. Close up of the dick and balls.... Pathetic little weenie. How many blow jobs have you had?"
"Um thousands Empress." The screen was blank. She was not showing herself.
"How many have you given? And eaten pussy?"
"No BJs Empress. Cunnilingus maybe 100 times."
"Disgusting selfish pathetic itsy-bitsy dicked male. Conversion is needed. Are you ready to transform?"
"Empress yes."
"Not going to waste time. Thousands of pathetic wimps like you. Must be ready for complete obedience and servitude. Existence is to fulfill my orders. Please me and mine. Begin as a Beta to my Alpha male slave." Photo appeared. 40ish muscular man covered in tats. Pierced nipples. A small metal box between his legs. Another photo of his back. Mostly tattooed writings across his back. Ass had what appeared to be brands. Fancy looking letters. Was stunned.
"Earn my presence by completing intake training. About 5 weeks taught by Alpha. He will be rewarded by using you for his pleasure. Has not had a pleasurable orgasm in 5 years. We tease him daily. Lot's of pent up needs." No fucking way. Branding? Tattoos I can handle. Go gay for her slave?
"Your selfish male ego says no. This magnificent alpha is very straight. But our first night together was at a Gay club. He manned the glory holes all night for me. Blew 40 men and swallowed all. Became a good cocksucker in one night. He did it just for my presence. My female partner is better. Grateful for any sex any way anywhere. Tortures herself just for my amusement." Fucking nuts.
"Wasting my time! Fuck off you little male turd." Meeting closed. Christ that cost me 25K.
Janet called within minutes.
"Lucas you failed miserably."
"Janet she is nuts!"
"You could not even fake trying to see her and her desires for 15 minutes? Learn and adjust. Maybe she was just testing you with extremes. Clear your mind. Listen. What does she want? Do it!"
"But how do I know?"
"She will know. The Agency and I will confirm for you."
Three women decided my transformation. The rest of my life?
Miss contacted me days later. Several emails on the site. Simple and straightforward.
- Are you ready to submit completely? Mind, body and soul.
- Ready to turn over complete control of finances?
- Embrace all my family as yours and be our loving pet?