It's always too long between sessions for us. I may be reconciled to that, but it doesn't make it any easier for me. There are others that I play with (as you know, I like teasing you with the knowledge), but you are the only person that I indulge in pony play with. It's not that no-one else would allow me to harness them. There are very few submissives that would deny me what I ask for. But I don't want pony play with them, I want it with you.
In the last few minutes before you arrive, I'm shaking and wet. And then the doorbell goes and - bam - I'm not shaking any more. Wet, sure. Excited, certainly. And a little angry.
I press the door buzzer and you're in. Open the door to my apartment, standing slightly behind the door as you come inside. You're in your usual fuck off world clothes, looking, despite your age, like a student. Taller than me, thinner than me (much), blonde hair too long for fashion, blue eyes. All cheekbones and chin, hard angles in your face and body. All bone and muscle and bodily denial. The contrast is delicious, of course. When you're here, it's not about denial - unless it's about teasing and denial.
We hold onto each other for long enough for the pounding in my heart to ease a little. Always too long between sessions, you know that. Sometimes it's because you're too busy. Sometimes it's because you're trying to stay away. Sometimes because it's the control that you get to exercise. But you're here now.
I'm as tall as you in my boots. Laced up over my pvc catsuit, made to measure to ease over my hips, to hug my arse and show off my breasts. I love it, it heats me up just to put it on. My long hair is down, down to the middle of my back.
I'm torn, wanting to talk to you, to find out everything that's happened to you since I last saw you. But there's something more urgent that I have to do. Both my hands in your hair, inhaling your scent. You go very still. I'm kissing your lips, hard, still it's not enough. My hands tug your hair, down, and you go on your knees quickly. I want to come, how I want to come, but I want to tease you first.
"Clothes off"
Still on your knees, you tug off that disreputable t shirt, slide off your shoes and trousers. Nothing on underneath, ever. Almost a pity, sometimes I could enjoy another layer. But now you're naked and on my floor and very still.
"Say hello properly, slut", I growl.
Of course, I haven't defined what properly is. Is it kisses on those boots, or on the zip that covers my clit, that I'm almost desperate to unzip already? You settle for the boots, but make sure to rub against me, your shining blonde hair against the black of my catsuit. Beautiful. My hands go back into that hair, holding you still again.
"Come with me"
I tug you after me into my room, up onto the bed. On all fours.
"That's better, that's how you should be for me. Naked and on all fours. Although now you need to be harnessed."
Pony play.
You seem to enjoy it almost as much as me, if that's possible. I've asked you why, before. You tell me it's because of the humiliating way you're dressed, as well as the tail and the arse fucking that you get.
I know that I just love pushing that tail in. As soon as my fingers start rubbing gently on your arsehole, your cock starts dripping.
I've laid everything out on the bed. Your own catsuit, no sleeves so I can see your arms and feel the strength in them. All those useful zips too ... the tail of course. A large butt plug with a long horsehair tail, real horsehair I might add. A chest harness, with buckles and straps to easily restrain you. And a gorgeous bridle, with a leather blindfold built in.
I want you in the catsuit, but first I have to play with your arse just a little. My hands are dripping in lube already, my right middle finger rubbing against your arsehole and you're moving, just slightly back against me.
"Eager, are we slut?"
I know that you enjoy being verbally humiliated and teased as much as you enjoy the physical humiliation of the pony gear. And of course, the physical pleasure of the stimulation. One finger pushed into your arse, moving slightly. I want to use a vibe on you, use my fist on you. I want all sorts of things, but today it's pony play and that's what I have to focus on. Focus. Right. Deep breath. Take the finger out.
"Turn over and lie on your back, slut, show me that dripping cock."
You quickly turn and lie back down, legs down off the bed, hands down by your side. Eyes shut.
"I said, show my that dripping cock, hurry up and play with it for me."
Oh, just a touch of colour in your face at that. I love making you play with your cock, love that there is something that embarrasses you just a little.
"Hurry up slut, it should be hard already, as well as wet. It's just pathetic now."
Mmmm, loved that reaction. Your hand starts stroking your cock, it does get harder.
"Stop it."
You stop immediately, letting your cock bounce away from your hand. I pick up the thin rope I have on the bed and trail it up your thigh.
"As your cock is completely useless to me, time to get it out of the way before I harness you."
Tightly around your ball, around the base of your cock. I know you're better at this, I could ask you to arrive like this (and I do enjoy that too, knowing the anticipation it adds for you). But sometimes I too like to play with your cock - and it's the only real pain I get to inflict with you.
Your cock is starting to get red. By the time we've finished it will be purple and swollen and sore. If I could scratch my name on it I would. If I could brand or tattoo your arse with my mark, I would. Sometimes I want to hurt you so badly I have to step away.
Pull you back upright, turn you around to face the bed, my tongue in your ear, yanking you back just a little off balance.
"Get dressed slut. I want to see you in that catsuit. And leave the zips a little undone when you're finished."
Standing back, leaning against the wall, watching the catsuit go on. It's tight of course - not that you mind that - and against your hair and pale skin, it looks amazing. It makes you look like the fetish player you are. When you're done, I push you roughly back onto the bed, back on all fours again.