A story brought about by conversations in various chatrooms. I've put it in the 'bdsm' category because there is no equivalent to the chatroom I got this idea from.
It's not for those who hold dear the respect for uttering 'No.' After all it's a fantasy. Perhaps it's a woman's view of just desserts.
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'OH FUCK! ... You've just made me cum!'
I'd typed the words but it seemed like it was for real, at least the scenario felt real, the orgasm was very real. The evidence was the incredible arousal of all parts of my body, and the shaking of my lower half. I squirmed on my stool. I was in the kitchen of my home, typing with difficulty, breathing so fast and suddenly feeling the slight horror at what was happening to me.
Of course it was fantasy and a fantasy world I'd been sucked into by Adam.
Adam was a guy of 48 from Yorkshire in the UK who I'd been chatting to on 'Lit' for several weeks. Not everyday but most days and it all began with me venturing into the 'Consent-Non Consent' chatroom.
I'd rejoined Lit last year after some years of being single again following my divorce. I'd been rediscovering myself these last couple of years and had added some pretty out of character things to my cv!
It had become a routine that on mornings when I hadn't got an early start I'd take my shower, probably masturbate with the shower head and come downstairs to have breakfast before the day started in earnest.
This particular morning I'd woken from a dream that resonated with me. As all dreams seemed to be, it was completely mixed up, random, but involved my ex husband, his best friend and me being kidnapped and held in a cottage by the sea where I used to have family holidays. Weird, but I was on the verge of orgasm and in a hot sweat. I needed the relief and the reality of the hot shower to meet the day head on.
That particular morning I'd had a wonderful orgasm, but I wasn't in a rush so I put on my bathrobe and went downstairs to have a leisurely breakfast. I chuckled to myself as I ate my toast and made my coffee. Logging on I looked at my ratings for the few stories I'd written before going into chat. I had my favourite rooms but for some reason I was in one of my daring moods and decided on the consent/non consent room. It was a fantasy of mine to be confronted by a situation that spelt danger.
Without typing anything in the room conversations I immediately had three PMs from guys on the list at the side of the screen. Then Adam, who had made various comments in the room about 'wanting a younger woman to role play with,' sent me a PM.
'Hi Louise, how are you today? I'm Adam, 48, in the UK. Would you like to chat?'
For some reason I replied.
'Good morning Adam, I'm fine, how are you?'
'I'm good too, what brings you to this room today?'
The reply made me stop and think and I almost baled out, but then I engaged in the conversation and found myself revealing more than I should.
'I'm not sure,' I began although I really knew inside myself, 'I guess it's the feeling of being trapped, losing control of a situation.'
'Has that ever happened to you?' Adam was asking.
'Not as such,' I replied honestly, 'although I've said no at first to someone before changing my mind.'
'Like you're teasing?' he suggested.
'In a way I suppose,' I was thinking back to a couple of occasions when I had been flirting and my bluff has been called.
'Tell me.'
Adam clearly wanted more detail and I guess this was the way some guys get off. Who was I to deny him, he seemed an okay guy.
I launched into describing a situation a few years back, soon after my divorce and with someone I'd met through work, and how I'd gone back to his flat having had a meal in a local bistro. I'd been in a 'throw caution to the wind' mood and would probably have slept with him anyway but when he launched into an immediate clinch I told him to slow down a bit.
I guess he thought I owed him something for the meal and the way I'd teased him in the restaurant was coming home to roost. I should never have worn those stockings and heels and shown too much thigh.
'Describe what you were wearing,' Adam was clearly building a picture so I told him in detail.
'I'd taken some time getting ready,' I revealed. 'I wore my favourite dark maroon jersey dress, it clings to my curves and just has a suspicion of cleavage in the neck.'
'You said stockings and heels,' he asked impatiently.
I was smiling as I typed away on my iPad.
'I had black bra and panties and a black suspender belt with my almost black stockings and I have a pair of maroon coloured heels.'
'You must have looked really sexy.'
I was imagining his mind working overtime.
'Yes, I really did, anyway we'd hardly got inside his flat before he made an effort to kiss me.'
'But you stopped him?'
'Not as such, I let him kiss me but without giving too much back. Then I tried to breakaway. I thought we might at least have coffee.'
'What did he do?' Adam wanted all the details.
'He pulled me to him, trying to kiss my neck. I could feel him pressing himself against me and he was clearly aroused.'
'I kept telling him to slow down, I wanted to talk some but he was intent on having his way.'
'When he suggested 'I'd been asking for it all evening' I knew that I was getting into dangerous territory.'
'Was he being rough?'
I wasn't sure if that turned Adam on or not and even online I'd adopted my teasing mode.
'Not totally rough, but he was running his hands over my breasts and moving them down over my bum. I made a decision not to resist and then it all went sexual.'
'You mean you had sex?"
'Indeed, we had sex, there and then, without too much foreplay and in front of the large glass floor to ceiling windows in his lounge.'
'Fuck!' was Adam's response, I'd clearly whetted his appetite.
There was a brief pause during which I let him think, and then he added, 'If that was me, I think I might have slowed down and enjoyed you more.'
I decided to add to his apparent arousal.
'The whole thing surprised me, I had the best orgasm ever!'
'Fucking hell!' his response was obvious and he carried on.
'Louise, goodness, you're making me feel very horny. You mean you enjoyed it?'
'Yes I did, the way he stripped me to just my stockings and suspenders and had me on the sofa exposed to the world, or at least the block of flats opposite. When I thought about it afterwards it had all felt so crazy.'
'Oh my god Louise, I'm so bloody hard here.'
We'd now clearly strayed into the zone of online sex. He was aroused and I was feeling the same way too. My reminiscing combined with my night of weird dreaming had made me feel quite moist and tingly between my thighs. In a moment of self revelation I admitted how I felt.
'It's made me feel a bit horny too,' I could hardly believe what I was typing.
'Go on... touch yourself,' he suggested.
Adam was instructing me to do what I desperately wanted to do. I propped my iPad up on its holder and thrust my left hand inside my bathrobe. I'd got nothing on underneath after my shower and immediately I felt the slick moisture of my pussy.
I managed to type, 'I am,' as I spread my thighs and ran my finger tips up over my clit.
'I have the stiffest cock ever,' Adam typed back, 'I'm going to stroke it Louise, and I'll imagine you're stroking it too.'