James felt like he'd been watching the clock forever. The second hand ticked off moments that felt like little eternities and his office was deathly quiet, so quiet he could hear the rapid, nervous pounding of his heart. He couldn't make any sense of the spreadsheets on his desk, He couldn't focus, couldn't concentrate on anything but the ticking of the clock. His cock was rigid in his trousers. It was almost painful.
Fifteen more minutes. James did a shot of bourbon from the bottle in his bottom drawer, straightened his tie, pulled on his jacket, locked the office door and headed for the elevators. It felt like every pair of eyes in every cubicle on the floor was watching him as he left for lunch, like they all knew. He forced himself not to look at his watch. The elevator took forever to arrive.
It was cold outside, February cold, with traces of ice in the gutters and the parking lot bleached white with salt. The skies were gray and dull. He started his car and pulled out of the lot; he almost took off his wedding ring while he waited for a traffic light to switch from red to green, but couldn't being himself to do it.
When he pulled into the motel lot he parked beside her little red sports car, the only other car in the lot, and hurried up the steps to room 218. She'd given him the key when she brought him the spreadsheets that morning; fresh from her cigarette break he'd been able to smell the smoke over her perfume, and thought he'd seen her nipples poking against her white oxford shirt, her young, firm breasts cradling a dark blue tie.
"We're taking lunch at one," she'd told him, and then turned without waiting for a response; he could only nod, for his mouth had suddenly become too dry to speak. His eyes clung to the curves of her ass as she'd left his office. He couldn't have looked away from their hypnotic motion even if he'd wanted to.
Was he really going to do this? His hand trembled as he held the key up to the lock. Why? His wife, Emily, hadn't done anything wrong; he still
loved
her, he did, she was pretty and demure and attentive and didn't drink to excess, like he did – she didn't do anything to excess. She was... plain. Ordinary. Familiar. He had spent seven years with her, sweet years, but vanilla years. He knew Emily so well that even now, closing his eyes, he could see her as clearly as if she were standing right in front of him.
James barely realized he'd put the key in the door until he'd unlocked it and stepped inside. The motel room was dark. The curtains were drawn tight and the air smelled of cigarettes.
"Close the door," she commanded. "Take off your clothes."
There was no hesitation now as James hurriedly obeyed, almost without thinking. Despite her youth, her voice carried the weight of authority. It demanded obedience. He'd been obeying her for three months now, ever since she'd been promoted over him, stealing the job he'd been working his ass off for
years
to get only to have this little grad student steal it away. It still angered him, but he'd learned to deal with it. He removed his shirt so quickly he ripped off a button; he slid out of his trousers without bothering to undo his belt.
"Nice, Jimmy," she purred; she was close now. He could feel the heat of her body near his, yet he shivered. "Very nice."
"Caitlyn-"
"Miss Luna, Jimmy. Just because we're out of the office doesn't give you permission to call me by my first name." She ran a finger along his hip, over his stomach, up to his nipple, and gave it a brief squeeze. "I'm still your boss."
His eyes were adjusting to the darkness now; he could see her body, long and tall, slim in most places yet voluptuous where it counted; the heavy swell of her breasts, the roundness of her hips.
"You're trembling."
"Yeah," James admitted. His voice trembled as well.
"Get on the bed."
He did as he was told, slowly, telling himself he could still leave and knowing that he
should
leave, but he was helpless to turn back now. Caitlyn lit a cigarette. He saw her face in the brief glow of the lighter, young, cool, her pursed lips painted red, her impossibly blue eyes framed in black mascara and dark-blonde bangs. Hers was the sort of beauty men used to die for, and she knew it; every man in the department did as she asked and then asked for more. She owned them.
Just like she owns me, James thought.
Caitlyn smoked her cigarette, taking her time, as James lay naked on the motel bed. His cock was painfully hard, a thick iron bar. He didn't dare say a word, barely dared to breathe, even, as he silently pleaded for her touch. She looked down at him and grinned.
"Anxious?" Caitlyn casually asked as she blew a jet of smoke into the air. "You're begging for it. You need me to tell you what to do."
No he didn't – he thought he didn't; he'd always thought himself fiercely independent; he wasn't one to let other people push him around;
he
made the rules and his wife followed them without complaint – yet James found himself nodding.
"You need me to control you, Jimmy," she continued. "You think you want to be in charge, but only because no one's ever shown you how wonderful it is to give in, to submit, to surrender to someone who'll take care of you."
"Yes," James admitted softly.
"You don't have to pretend to be a man here, Jimmy," Caitlyn murmured as she crawled into bed with him. "You can let go. You can give in." She swung her long legs over his waist, straddling his stomach, pressing her ass against his cock. "You can be my little boy, Jimmy. You'd like that."
"Yes, Miss Luna," he quietly said.
"Submit to me, Jimmy." She leaned over him, her elbows on either side of his head, her round breasts barely inches away from his face, as she slowly rubbed her firm ass over his cock. "Tell me you're mine, Jimmy. Surrender to me. Be my servant, my slave... be my little boy and you'll never have to worry about anything again." Her voice was heavy and commanding, the cadence of her words matching the rhythm of her body as it slid against his shaft.