"Do you love me?" He asked, with a mischievous smile on his face.
"I do, Sir." I replied timidly. I stared ahead and down to the floor in front of me. The only place I was allowed to look when in my collar. I could only just see him in my peripheral vision.
"And do you worship me?"
"I do, Sir, as my God."
His smile widened and I felt his presence move around me until he stood behind me. I could feel him watching me, appreciating my submission. I shivered as his hand found the back of my neck and squeezed it like a vice.
"Then it's time to pray." He said, his voice filled with menace.
He pushed me face first onto the cold floor, my hands were cuffed behind me, so I couldn't protect my face, but I managed to turn my head at the last moment to save my nose from taking the impact. It didn't help much as my head slammed into the floor, I knew what was coming and I craved it.
I heard his steps move away and towards the rack on the wall where he kept his tools. He paused for a moment, deciding on an instrument of torture with which to inflict his glorious agony on my body.
From my position, face down, ass up, I couldn't see which he chose as his steps came back towards me. I could feel my eyes welling up in anticipation of the brutality that was coming my way.
"Are you ready?" He asked, in a tone that told me that no answer I gave would stop him.
"Yes, Sir." I whimpered, choking on tears.
He laughed, the most evil laugh I have ever heard, a demon's laugh and he breathed deeply in and out.
Suddenly I felt like I'd been electrocuted. The pain across my ass took over my whole body as his tool cracked across it. Agony radiated up my spine and out through every nerve. My mind blacked out for a split second and rebooted as the second impact struck. I could tell from the pain which tool it was, his favourite. A large paddle made of cedar, with big rounded studs and thin, sharp needles in between them.
He beat my ass a third time and my mind began to leave my body, as it always did. The pain he gave me was like meditation for me by that point. It set me free from everything.
In those moments where I was being tortured, I could go anywhere I wanted in my mind. I began to feel myself being transported back, bright, vivid flashbacks to where it all began.
*******
So there I found myself, on that night that would change my life forever.
I walked into the bar alone and jet-lagged, it had been a tough week. I was away on business and missing my fiancΓ© terribly. We were so in love and I was due to marry her two months later. I walked over to the bar and ordered a beer. The barmaid was a pretty girl around my age she smiled and flirted with me but I only had eyes for my fiancΓ©. The barmaid seemed a little disappointed to not be making any headway, so I told her I was engaged, took my beer and sat down in the corner of the bar.
I was almost finished with my beer when he walked in.
I had never had any interest in, or feeling for another man, but I found my eyes drawn to him. Tall and well built, he typified the Alpha male stereotype. I wasn't attracted to him as much as slightly in awe of him. The way he carried himself was just so enticing. I found myself biting my bottom lip and shocked myself. Until that moment I would have been horrified to have such a subconscious reaction to a man, but it just felt right.