Another Story, Just for you. (Well, not anymore.)
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Author's Note: Though not posted in order, this is the last story I wrote for her. Unlike the other ones, this erotic story actually featured us. As before, I changed names around. I thought about taking out some of the kinkier/more personal shit, but I thought about it and I realized that raw, awkward, private crazy intimacy is part of what made this story so special for me. I suppose in all erotic fiction, the author is exposing some of their fantasies, and make themselves vulnerable by publishing them.
Again, nerdy LARP references abound. My apologies to those of you who don't understand the context. Even more apologies to those of you who do.
~ Tendermindholes
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I smile at you over my iced Tuxedo- a mocha made from both white and milk chocolate. It was my drink of choice at the Naked Lounge, my favorite local cafe, and I was looking at my favorite person. I smiled, sipping my mocha- and the sweetness filled my throat. As I looked at you, my eyes also drank in your own mocha sweetness: the one who I loved talking to, who I loved being around, who filled my heart with even more joy.
"So, there Zajika and Harmony were, we went to the club. Sooooo... Zajika fed off some guy who was on E and she started tripping, right? Harmony found out what happened and tried to scoop me up...and so then Zajika dropped to the floor and rolled around on the floor in circles. People were staring at us and so we wouldn't look weird, Harmony decided to get down on the floor and roll around with me. Oh my god Tim, we had like ten mortals doing that with us by the end of the scene. I think we hurt John's soul when he ran that for us. It was so awesome!"
I laughed, imagining Zajika, with her blonde and orange foxy-hued hair right aside Harmony with her own cotton-candy do, just pinwheeling around on the dance floor of some club. Though I sometimes winced at some of the stuff you got into with as Zajika (like I had any room to talk when I played Theo), or just have to shake my head at the drama bombs you could lay with your character, your adventures as Zajika always cracked me the fuck up.
I reach out my hand to lightly stroke yours. You start a bit, then relax- I've grown to find your fidgets like the rest of you, quirky and adorable.
More and more, you were able to relax around me. Like I mentioned before, you could always be a bit jittery, and I accepted and was happy about where you were at. Enjoying the progress we've made, I smile and drink in your beauty. That smile of yours, with your small, yet sensually full lipped and expressive mouth with those lips I loved to kiss, I looked at your skin- it was almost August and it was now so dark from the sun. You're beautiful at any shade, your skin a nice, smooth milk-chocolate complexion, I loved the way the light would sparkle off your lip piercing, and the way your black, wavy hair fell from from your brow, it is long enough to frame your all of your shoulders now.
"What?" You say, looking around a bit nervously,"Tim, you're staring again."
I smile,"I can't get over how beautiful you are."
You scoff, almost hiding a blush under your mocha colored skin,"You say that every time, you dork."
I smiled at her,"I mean that every time."
You inhale and sigh happy, looking down a bit,"Really...you really mean that?"
I loved making up new expressions every time you ask this question, and you do too,
"Does Petie make baby powder look like blush?"
"Is Theo Jealous?" You smile impishly- and then look down a bit nervously. It wasn't nearly the touchy subject it had been for a few weeks ago, but still...
"Of Archon Casper?" I smirked, pouring on the facetiousness, laughter in my eyes.
Your laughter is abrupt, bubbling forth from your beautiful mouth. I loved that sound. You have such a open laugh. "Just because he asked me out to New Orleans..."
"...and Zajika is a racist for not hanging out in poo-water." I finish.
"Fucking Theo..." You say, rolling your eyes in mock irritation.
"I know...that Zajika is a kinky bitch for it." You look around nervously and look down shyly, the conversation would be utterly, deliciously random- and all ours, if we weren't boxed in by hipsters.
"...Yeah." You happily confess,"Theo likes it too, right?"
"Theo is confused and pissy about everything...but the guy in the driver's seat absolutely adores our scenes."
"We are so going to dance together Tim- even if it means we just sway."
I nod, and look forward to that moment.
I sip my drink, and I get whipped cream in my mustache, you smile mischievously, taking your finger and give me that "Hey there stud", look, and start to lick it off your finger, and press it between your full, violet lips.
Smiling, a smile creeping across my face,"I love my mocha."
You look at me with those big, beautiful brown eyes of yours, those eyes that have become such a part of my world, and in that playful flirty tones of yours you tell me,"I know you do."
About to say something, your eyes widen as you see a squirrel running across the fence.
I love that look you get when you're distracted by "The Cute", so wide and open and honest. Wonderfully childlike on what is obviously a woman. You never have lost that sense of wonder, of play.
I remember when we were at that buffet I showed you, and we saw that cute little Asian kid, the one who couldn't have been more than 3 or 4, and you waved, and pointed him out to me. I waved too, and I smiled at him as he waved back. I'm building up a stockpile of moments like that with you in my mind, adding yet another gem to the treasure chest of the wealth of love I have for you.
I love how you are with children, a natural- and I greatly look forward to seeing you with ours someday.
I'm so busy watching you, I don't realize how quickly I finished my coffee. Your fruit drink is almost half-full and I watch you absent absentmindedly play with the straw.
"I'm hungry!" You say abruptly. Your mind often dances from spot to spot- only when you're sad, angry or stoned does it stay in one place for long. It's a nice contrast to the way mine worked. I tended to dwell, or overly focus on what I was working on.
"For what?" I ask, I already know what you want, but I liked asking you to see the enthusiasm in your response.
"BUFFET!" You exclaim, your expressive brown eyes wide and animated, people stared, perturbed for some reason by your exuberance.
"Do you want the rest of your drink Luba?" I ask.
"I dunno..." You look at me again."...buffet."
"It has pineapple in it Luba." I remind you very solemnly. I know how much you loved pineapples," And it's hot- this is nice and cold"
"Yes!" You look at me," Then Buffet?"
"Yeah- let me get something to take it with us..." You whine plaintively, as I pull it away you grab my wrist, spilling a bit of it, and you suck the straw. I stand there patiently, and you smile that innocent, yet wicked little smile of yours and you lick some of the little drops that have fallen onto the little web of flesh where my thumb meets my forefinger.
You can see my own flush and you grin.
"Baby Octopi Timmah?" Your eyes looking at me full of hope.
"Let's go!" I proclaim, "Could you hand me my backpack Mija?"
You grab it by it's handle, the weight almost causes you to fall over.
"How can you even lift this?!?!" You ask almost almost accusingly.
I chuckle, reaching out to take it from you with one hand, easily shrugging it onto my shoulders, and I chuckle "Because I have to, I guess."
"What do you have in there, rocks?" I let you walk in front of me and get the gate- just as much, if not more me wanting to watch your ass and hips swaying than politeness, you look back at me, catch me staring, you look back over your shoulder giving me a "naughty boy" look- driving the point home by swaying your ass a bit more.
My eyes leave the fullness of your ass, to go back to your eyes and I laugh," Heavier- books. That, and my flute, snacks for school, supplies, a few reading books- stuff like that. I can run with it, so it's not too much."
You shake your head at me like I'm crazy, but I can tell you like it.
It's later now, the sun is starting to set and it's cooling off. Summer evenings in Sacramento are wonderful cool and aside from the occasional offending dumpster, they smell sweet of blooming flowers and trees.
The coffee shop is on Fifteenth and Q, not very far from restaurant, only nine blocks or so.
We walk, leaning against me, our hands brushing against each other as we walked, you'll look at me and smile, then look away bashfully, I'll look at you and smile in return.
It's a nice night, and the iced drinks were a good refreshment. I had picked you up from the Amtrak station- it was your day off, but you had some things to do with your friend Peach earlier in the day. It wasn't bad timing for me, because I had school that day. However, neither of us had eaten and we were both hungry.
We're walking, leisurely. The buffet will be there, and though we're hungry- both of us have had such busy weeks that it's nice to just relax a bit...Though just being near you, being able to smell your scent you has me hard as a rock. I've done my best to hide it, to focus on the conversation.
"I've almost finished inking that comic." You let me know, pride on your face.
Waiting for the cross walk to turn green, I turn to you, nudging you along gently, "Oh?"
"Yeah, I'm so excited."
"I am too. Do all of us get a copy?" I ask.
"No, I'm gonna post it on the net, but you can look at mine!" Your eyes search mine for signs of approval.
"Right on, the price of publishing is prohibitive these days." I smile...,"Petie, Peach, Kevin, Norman and me in a comic book, we're gonna be immortal because of you!"
"Well, when I can I will.." You stop abruptly"Oh hey, what's that?"
"What? Oh down there, just a place in between two houses.", I ask, puzzled...you and your ADHD," What did you see?"
"I swear I saw a baby bird hopping along...can we look Tim, please?", Your eyes big and hopeful...and your grin big and shining.
It's a rather long space, about 20 feet, that happens in Midtown sometimes, and the bushes in front obscured us from the road a bit.
"I don't see anything..."
You kiss me full on the lips, your tongue searching my mouth, and your hand is on the front of my jeans.