Dear Shoeblossom
I was so nervous when I got out of the Uber. I had been e-mailing with Tish for some time and had been so enthralled by the details of how she trained her husband, Guapo.
Apparently Guapo had been the child of nobility, or rich parents anyway, and had been sent to the U.S. to study engineering, but after his discovery in some femdom escapades, he’d been invited not to return home.
So he was working as an engineer of sorts for the Kansas highway department, and had met Tish and confessed his interest in the world of BDSM; and she’d taken to it with alacrity.
Now I also live in Wichita; Kansas; and it is the biggest town in that state, but at the time I exited the Uber I was a little horrified that I’d chosen to visit what I perceived to be a midwestern hovel.
Tish had detailed how, after Guapo had told her of some of his fantasies, she’d met with his professional dominatrix who had taught her to order Guapo to hold his ass cheeks open to receive her strap-on, and how, if he was kept chaste for long enough, he could be trained to only masturbate to orgasm while she anally raped him.
She’d told me how she’d gone from having to force his semen into his mouth after he’d jerked off...and he’d been so grossed out by it--to having him lick it out of her hand and then from the floor.
“You can add sugar to the creampie, and it’s more enticing, semen with sugar, Paxon.” she’d written me...”that gets him more enthused about eating his sewage.”
I had been really aroused by the idea of chastity, and cock and ball torture.
I’d gone to a prostitute friend of mine who would lock me in a humbler, the wooden trap that kept my dick behind my legs and forcing me to the floor...
Beryl, my friend would rub my locked penis from where it was protruding from behind in the Humbler until I was overwhelmingly excited, and then ice it down till I was limp again, and start the whole process once more.
Sometimes, as I couldn’t see what was going on behind me, Beryl would attach clothespins to my trapped penis and testicles and knock them off with a ruler.
Imaginative Beryl often put Ben Gay or Icy Hot, or even habaneras peppers on my genitals...and scream as I might, there was little I could do.
But of course I’d always been fascinated by the idea of a “regular” woman doing these things to me.
Tish knew a great deal about it, and during Skype sessions she would display Guapo, sometimes with his head and hands locked in a Colonial pillory...
Or having his legs tied behind his head while she sat on his face and urinated in his mouth! I had been so horny, witnessing Guapo’s humiliation, and finally Tish had invited me to come visit.
Tish had felt I should have some “skin in the game” so she’d asked Beryl, with whom she had a separate correspondence to find me a good, strong chastity cage.
“You can sit in that for four to six weeks before I see you, and it will make you more interested, I hope, Paxon.”
And of course, as many have discovered before me, the chastity fantasy is not the same as the reality.
After about two and a half weeks, I was calling Beryl and weeping, but she told me that she’d sent the keys to Tish, and if I wanted out now, I would have to go to the hardware store.
And of course, online, Tish kept contacting me, through Skype, to see if I would do stuff like lick a cucumber, pretend to go down on the cucumber, stick the cuke up my ass and then lick my waste off it.
Tish insisted that I take a picture of myself in my apartment showing the time, ensuring that I didn’t go out at night during the month before I went to visit her.
She wanted me in the house, and sometimes she would send visitors!
Twice she’d sent a male hustler who had whipped my bare ass...
I understood of course, because she was trying to teach me discipline, and I’ve never had much of that.