Kyle was 36 and successful but had failed at marriage. He was a good guy, worked hard, and provided for his family over and above what most men could. But something about his marriage was just off. Eventually he figured it out it was a lack of sexual chemistry. What he sought and what his wife sought were very different, and eventually it simply was not enough for either of them.
Kyle wanted to have intense sex, with multiple kinks and enjoyed sharing his partners. Sometimes this was him and his partner inviting another man or men into their sex life for group fun, and sometimes it was Kyle watching his partner. Kyle was entirely straight, and was not sure why he enjoyed seeing his partner with another so much. Through online searches he found cuck porn, which was intriguing but certainly was not him. He liked the bull more than the cuck, but he was more in the cuck position. Close but no cigar.
He kept searching and began gravitating toward bdsm and dom/sub porn and dynamics and researched that. He realized that he was very dominant and that was part of the conflict with his wife. She could not be a submissive woman in a feminine role. Without her submission, he could not be fulfilled in the way he needed. He began realizing that what he enjoyed about sharing his playmates was that he could dominate them by giving them away and choosing their bulls. Then he discovered stag/vixen as a dynamic. A dominant and strong alpha husband who shares his wife because he wants to see her pleasure. Everything made sense. The marriage ended, breaking down somewhat amicably and Kyle began looking for his dream submissive vixen who would be his one and only love while also being committed to being the sexy vixen he craved.
With so many options to choose from as far as dating sites, Kyle was a bit overwhelmed. There were the normal ones that everyone was on, and he got on these just to experience it. Some were made for hooking up, and some were made for getting married. These were hit or miss. He would get a lot of responses, but mostly they seemed to be run of the mill women. Some were certainly beautiful, and most guys would have been happy to build a great relationship with them. But Kyle knew they were not what he was looking for.
Kyle stumbled on a few potentials. There was Kelsey the psychologist who was truly submissive, but simply not Kyle's type after about a month. Then there was Sarah who was a very young blonde who Kyle was very interested in and filled the submissive role well, but whose family and political concerns got in the way. There were some one night stands mixed in and those were fun but also not what Kyle wanted. Kyle wanted a real connection with a stable woman in a relationship, but he needed a woman who was sexually confident, experienced, and open to experimentation. Kyle knew that relying on regular dating sites simply was not going to help him find the type of girl that he needed.
He began looking around online for alternative dating sites. Then he stumbled on two, one designed for couples to find individuals to join as a third, and the other just a great conglomeration of swingers. These served the purpose of finding women with sexual experience and confidence, but most were already in relationships and only looking for guys, or "bulls," to join them for fun. Kyle of course enjoyed meeting these wives, some the husband knew about, some didn't. Some were great in bed, some weren't. There was Charlotte who Kyle flew to another city to meet and dominate while her husband was at home completely unaware of the happenings, or Kaitlin who came to Kyle's house while her husband was deployed in the military. Then there were others, like Amy, whose husband knew but didn't ask questions, and entirely single women like Cristina who were great but not the submissive Kyle wanted and were outside of an age range that could make a real relations work.
Then a popular social media platform launched its new dating profile app, and Kyle thought it couldn't hurt to try it out. It would mostly be vanilla, but maybe Kyle just needed to give up on his hope of the perfect vixen and just move on from his failed marriage. Again, it was so easy to get matches for Kyle. He was successful, mid-thirties, good looking, and enjoyed the gym. But most of the chats bored him. He stumbled upon one profile, of a woman named Emilia, whose profile picture honestly did not really excite him. But a couple of the other pictures in the profile were very attractive, intrigued Kyle matched and began chatting. He quickly realized that there was more to this particular match and decided to be bold and lay out pretty well what he was seeking and this unknown woman opened up that she was seeking something very similar. Kyle and Emilia began dating and became very serious but over the course of the next two months it became apparent that they simply were not a great match. Emilia was inconsistent and difficult. In bed, she was submissive but so submissive she did nothing for Kyle except lay back and let him do everything, and most frustrating to Kyle, who had learned that one of his biggest sources of pleasure was his partner's orgasm, Emilia refused to climax. She would fight against it, squirm away, and actually say "no" while shaking her head when she got close in order to lose the sensation. Not to mention the deep jealousy Emilia had which led to many disagreements and baseless accusations against Kyle of cheating. Eventually it became too much and Emilia's instability caused her to end the relationship.
Once again, Kyle was alone. Eight months into a separation, multiple failed, albeit short, relationships, and having come close to what he was looking for but not found it. Kyle was without much hope. Back to the same social media dating platform and the right swiping. Once again, there were many matches and chat conversations. But nothing really excited Kyle, as everyone was looking for vanilla marriage or frankly hated men in general. One profile came up of a woman named Jen who was a fiery redhead with tattoos that caught Kyle's attention.
Her pictures were stunning, but was she real? And she was probably just another vanilla girl looking for prince charming who would be boring to Kyle. But, with some hope but no a lot of expectation, Kyle matched with Jen and began chatting. Immediately there was some connection through the chat. Something about Jen captured Kyle's attention. She was different than most of the other women. Her confidence came through the chats even without actually being a verbal conversation. Kyle was very intrigued and the two of them began chatting all day, everyday.
Eventually one night Jen said something sarcastic and apologized by saying "sorry I am being a brat." Now Kyle very well understood that the term "brat" had a meaning in the vanilla world as well as the lifestyle world. But Kyle also knew that women looking for lifestyle play would slip terms into regular conversations to see a reaction. Kyle decided it was time to take a shot and see what Jen was trying to say. He responded "be careful using words that have special meanings to some people," to which Jen replied that she had used the term very much on purpose. Kyle now knew that this gorgeous woman who he was forming an emotional connection with also has the lifestyle component, at least at some basic level.
Kyle and Jen decided to meet up the following Saturday. On Thursday Kyle was on a business trip a few hours away and was driving back to his house while also texting wit Jen, and the way the conversation was going so smoothly, and they way that Kyle and Jen could so easily talk about regular vanilla things like favorite foods or musicians, and then also move into talking about sexual history and desires and fantasies finally overcame Kyle and he told Jen to meet him at a brewery that night.
Kyle had laid out his sexual desires to Jen. He explained that he wanted a woman with experience and confidence and few, if any, limits. Jen explained her past and she had more people on her list (she really had a written list of names!) than Kyle had ever encountered anyone having. Over 70 men had had this girl and something about that drove Kyle crazy in the best possible way.
Kyle did not know what to expect, but he had to meet this possible woman of his dreams. They went to a brewery that Kyle was very familiar with and that was near Jen's house. Kyle beat her there, because she was waiting on a grocery delivery which, frankly, Kyle thought was a bunch of bullshit that was going to lead to other excuses and a no show. But Kyle was happily proven wrong when his phone buzzed with a message from Jen that she was parking and wanting to know where to meet him.
Kyle walked out of the brewery's inside seating area to the outside patio where Jen was walking through from the parking lot. Kyle instantly was blown away. Not only did Jen live up to her photos online (something more and more people simply could not say) she was far and above sexier in person than she ever hoped to be in photos. Her body was stunning with a toned figure and she was wearing tight jeans that hugged her ass in all the ways that Kyle wanted to see. They sat outside and talked for a very long time, until the brewery closed. They talked about their past, their childhood, their families, their relationships, and minutes turned to hours without either of them noticing.
Very quickly in the conversation, Kyle found his hand under the table gripping and rubbing Jen's ankle and calf. And Jen found her hand resting on Kyle's wrist. They began holding hands and getting lost in each other's glance. As the brewery was closing, Kyle new that this date could not end so soon and told Jen that he wanted to take her out to another bar. They walked to her car first and when they got to her door Jen turned toward Kyle and Kyle took the opportunity to kiss her. Jen innocently, or perhaps not so innocently when Kyle reflected upon it later, said she had wanted to kiss him much earlier in the night.
They drove in their separate cars just down the street to a bar open until 2:00 a.m. and went in for a drink. They sat a table in the bar not caring who was around. They spoke openly, and not in whispers, about their sexual past and desires as their inhibitions washed away with the alcohol. Kyle was enthralled with this woman, who was the epitome of sexual confidence and experience. They both stood up to use the restroom at the same time and Kyle allowed Jen to lead the way, the entire time simply wanting to watch Jen's ass in those jeans.
As they entered the small hallway leading to the restrooms, blocked off from the rest of the bar, Jen stopped and turned and Kyle immediately grabbed her by the back of the neck and kissed her deeply. Kyle wanted to throw her against the wall and snatch her head back and sink his teeth into her neck. He wanted to rip her sexy red shirt down off of what he already knew were perfectly firm and perky tits and squeeze, caress, lick, suck, and bite all over her chest. He wanted to put her on her knees and use her mouth for his pleasure. But it was a first date, and so Kyle kissed Jen deeply several times and they both went into their respective restrooms. On returning to the table, Jen did something that nobody had ever done for or to Kyle, and something Kyle would never forget. She did not go back to her seat at the hightop bar table they were at. Instead she stood next to Kyle and in the middle of Kyle saying something that he would never be able to remember, Jen bent down and ran her lips and tongue all over the side of his neck.
