Chapter 3: The Decision
Keisha remained kneeling on her bed for a long time after Alexis left, absorbing all that she had learned, contemplating how she felt about it and wondering what it all meant. The following week Keisha concentrated on her classes, working especially hard in Psychology. She had sent an email to schedule a meeting with Professor Sage and he had responded letting her know that he would get back to me soon. 'Soon?' Keisha thought, she had emailed him on Monday and had not heard from him all week. If she failed his class it could lower her gpa; not enough for her to lose her scholarship, but she was not yet taking my course classes and she knew that they would be more challenging, so she had hoped to maintain as close to a 4.0 gpa before starting her core classes.
Keisha was not exactly avoiding Alexis, but she was keeping herself occupied, too occupied to go out. She also spent a lot of time over the next week researching; she found it was amazing how much information there was available on the internet regarding BDSM. Although she found she had to weed through a bunch of misconceptions. She soon learned that there was much more to BDSM than just wearing leather and using whips and chains; there was a whole lot more to it.
The more I researched, the more intrigued I became. I had to admit that when Alexis commanded, and that is exactly what she did she commanded me, to kneel on my bed I was turned on. But more than that, aside from being turned on, I felt something. What did I feel, complete, not really but that was the best way I could rationalize it to myself. It was like there was something missing, that I did not know was missing. And now that I knew something was missing, I had a craving to fill that spot.
The research convinced Keisha that she was submissive, and that being submissive did not make her weak. In fact, much of what she read indicated that in many cases the submissive was in many ways as strong or stronger than a Dominant. She also learned that there were a lot of sadistic fuckers out there and that she would be very careful who she submitted to.
Keisha trusted Alexis, she had been there for me. But was she ready to meet her Master? How could she submit to someone she did not know? Maybe she could schedule something like dinner, so she could to get to know him? But still, how long does it take to trust someone like that? But Alexis had started a craving in Keisha, and Keisha knew that she had to explore it more. How else was she to meet a Dominant? Yes, she would talk to Alexis and tell her she wanted to learn more and meet her Master. Keisha was nervous about everything, but yet felt content now that she had reached a decision. Alexis had gone away for the weekend and would not be home until Sunday afternoon; Keisha decided she would talk to her then.
Keisha had seen Alexis's Dom once, but just and outline as it was dark. But he had a broad back and looked strong. Then Keisha started worrying, what if he did not like her. Well she though it could be a her as well, a Mistress. What about a Mistress? Keisha had never been with a woman and until recently never thought of it. But now, she had fantasies of being with Alexis and Keisha had a few fantasies over the week remembering the feeling of when Alexis had commanded her to kneel. But wait, Alexis distinctly said her Master didn't she? Keisha found her thoughts bounced around a lot lately, her perceptions had changed considerably in the last week.
Keisha began to now worry as much about the fact that he would not like her as much as she did about how she could trust him. After all she thought, she was not a blonde "goddess" like Alexis. Why would he settle for her after Alexis? Alexis had long blond haired, blue eyes, tan skin, and was tall and athletic. Keisha was relatively short, had dark hair that always seemed to be a mess, dark skin, she had a soft curvy body. In fact, in many ways she really kind of the opposite of Alexis.
Sunday afternoon, lying on her bed reading different versions of the submissive' s oath to her Master, or the slave's oath. There were so many names for it, but they were all similar. Respect him, obey him, don't embarrass him, trust him. There were also oaths for a Master to his sub, or slave. What was the difference between sub and slave? As Keisha's mind wandered, she is startled by a door slamming shut next door. Alexis must be home; Keisha just sat there feeling her confidence fade. Drawing her knees up to my chest and sitting in the corner of my bed, my back against the wall. Keisha realizes her once again and that she was listening and wondered what she was listening for.
Alison's door opens and closes again, is that him, is she with him right now? Keisha's ear presses against the wall firmer as she listens intently, not hearing anything. Keisha is startled and jumps as there is a knock at her door. Her heart pounding as she answers the door; as Keisha slowly opens the door and see Alexis on the other side, Alexis pushes the door open and bounds into the room. Alexis walks across the room and opens the window shade.
"You have been in here studying all weekend haven't you Keisha?" one of her hands on her hips and a bag in her other hand as she glares at Keisha. Keisha nodes and Alexis walks over and sits on the end of the bed handing Keisha a fork. Keisha takes it, looking at Alexis questioningly. "Get over here, Mom made pies, and I convinced her to send one home for my crazy friend that never leaves her room" Alexis says with a grin.
Alexis opens the bag and pulls out a pie tin with a homemade apple pie in it. She grins at me as she sticks her fork in and takes a bite. Keisha giggles as Alexis gleefully chews on a bite of "her" pie. Keisha slides across the bed and takes a bite, "Wow! This is amazing!"
Keisha can feel Alexis's leg touching hers as they sit there eating and finds herself wanting to touch more. Alexis asks Keisha about her weekend, and Keisha about hers. As they talk they move on the bed with their backs to the wall sitting close and start a movie on my laptop and talk. Hanging out just like they had a number of times before, but this time Keisha is very aware of each and every touch, of the fact Alexis is not wearing a bra, of how smooth Alexis's skin is, of so many things she had never thought of before.
Once the movie is over, Alexis glances at her phone and says it is late and it is time to go to her room and get some sleep. As she walks to my door "Alexis?" I call to her and she turns to look at me. "Can I meet him Alexis, can I meet your Master? You know, maybe go to dinner and get to know him a little?" She smiles at me as she responds "I will ask him" she runs over and gives me a hug.
Chapter 4: The Meeting
The rest of the week is back to normal. Going to class, studying and hanging out with Alexis. But Alexis does not say anything about him, about meeting him. Keisha begins to worry, wondering if did not want to meet her; maybe Alexis showed him a picture and he said no. Keisha was afraid to ask. Keisha starts thinking about how she would go about finding herself a Master or maybe a Mistress.
Thursday morning Keisha received an email from Professor Sage, it states: 'Keisha, I understand that you were going through some personal trials at the time you took this test, and your previous grades suggest that you are a much better student than this test suggests. Come to my office Friday afternoon at 5:00 sharp so we can discuss this.'
Keisha pays extra attention in Psychology on Thursday and Friday, taking thorough notes. She is determined to prove to him that this test was a fluke that she deserves a better grade. Keisha stays up late Thursday studying reviewing for the test she failed, in the hopes that he will allow her to retake the test or make it up somehow.
Friday fly's by, I spends all her free time studying psychology, preparing for the meeting. If he gives her a chance, she is determined to ace that test! Then it is time, dressed in a tight black skirt with a white blouse, she wants to look professional she walks to his office. She finds herself at his door at 4:55. I stand at his door staring at my watch and knock as soon as my watch changes to 5:00.
I enter his office and we discuss my situation and am somewhat alarmed to see Alexis at a table across from his desk working on something. I guess it should not surprise me much, I knew she was a Psych major, but I did not realize she knew him that well. Dr. Sage says that he will allow Keisha me to take another test and that he will let her have the grade from the new test. Keisha received a D on her first test. He warns her that the new test is much more difficult and that if she agrees she cannot get the D back. Keisha feels prepared and decides to take the test.
Dr. Sage tells me to take a pen and directs Alexis to lead me to a study room down the hall for the test. Ahsley gives me a hug as she leads me into the room and whispers in my ear "You got this Keisha, you will do great!" She then tells me to come back to his office when I am done to collect my purse.
Keisha finishes the test in 45 minutes, checking everything over once again and walks to Dr. Sage's office and knocks at the door. She hears his footstep walking across the room and the door cracks open. Once he sees it is Keisha, he opens it and Keisha enters the room. Keisha hears the door close firmly behind her as she notices a woman across the room. Keisha blushes as she realizes that the woman is completely nude with her hands bound and strung over her head. A rope from her wrists is connected to the ceiling and she is forced to stand on her tip-toes with a metal bar attached to her ankles forcing her legs apart. Her head is looking at the floor with blond hair around her face concealing her identity.
Keisha is shaken from a daze as I hear Dr. Sages chair creak as he leans back; she did not even notice him walking across the room. Keisha turns to look at him and realizes he is watching her, she feels like he is assessing her. Keisha starts backing towards the door, her hand reaching for the door knob when she hears his strong voice "Come here Keisha."
Keisha suddenly recognizes that voicer and her head turns to the blonde. Her head turns my way and sure enough it is Alexis; Dr. Sage is her Master. Keisha slowly walks arcoss the room as directed by Dr. Sage. She reaches for her notebook as she takes a seat, in the chair across from his desk from him. Glancing at Alexis, seeing she has a ball gag in her mouth and there is spit/slobber dripping down her face onto her chest.
After a long silence you spoke Dr. Sage speaks in a calm but commanding voice "Did I tell you to sit?" Keisha jumps from the chair, everything tumbling clumsily to the floor. As she bends down to pick up her bag and paper he speaks again "Leave it." Keisha's eyes fill with tears, as she feels that Alexis' Master seems to hate her. She glances up and sees him stand and start walking around his desk towards her.
