Once more I find myself on my knees in exactly the manner that Sapphira Delatoise has decreed that I should present myself, her tall athletic figure, shaped by the corsetted leather leotard towers above me, her long finely muscled legs, their length exaggerated still further by the stiletto heels of her black leather boots underlines her stately dominance. I am becoming increasingly aware that this micro-management of my life is part of some bigger plan that she has for me as since her arrival on the scene the whole dynamic has changed noticeably. Arianne de Vries whilst undoubtedly a sadist seemed to be considerably less interested in the psychological control, preferring to concentrate on the discipline and punishment elements. Now I begin to consider that my purchase from Gert may have been so that she could make a gift of me to her younger lover. Sapphira I believe sees this as some kind of experiment in human behaviour, I am effectively to become a Pavlov's dog, trained to react instantly to her every whim.
My body is still weighed down, restricted by the slave irons and the heavy chains that have remained a constant reminder throughout the day of exactly what my position and status is in relation to my mistress. And I think that I am starting to see them now as being more symbolic of her ownership and ability to control me than a mere impediment to my movement, although they have certainly been that also, making every movement a real effort. We are approaching the end of the day and I am awaiting my evening feed, already I am beginning to think of myself in terms of an animal and his trainer. I have absolutely no doubt that this is her intention with regard to me. My food tonight will most likely consist of yet more of the bland porridge style mush that is already well on the way to seeing the re-emergence of the outline of my rib cage. After a week I judge that I must have already lost a couple of kilos.
Sapphira now held a can in one hand, a fork in the other. The pungent meaty smell reached my nostrils as I saw for the first time that it was dog food that I was to be given. I watched in horrified fascination as she carefully scooped just over half the contents of the can into the stainless steel feed bowl that she then placed in the centre of the coir mat in the corner of the kitchen by the AGA. My dilemma was now quite a simple one as she stepped back and said. "Please yourself boy. If it isn't eaten then it goes in the bin. Still, there is always tomorrow night, I would imagine that by then you will be hungry enough to eat anything. Of course I can't promise that your dinner will be quite as appetising as tonight."
This was quite obviously a threat, Sapphira was still ramping up her level of control over me. Either I submitted to her spiteful little game and ate the food or I refused and was punished by the withdrawal of even this meagre meal as well as the prospect of having still worse fare to come. The dilemma that faced me had, like every aspect of her plan, been carefully and cleverly prepared and implemented. It was a trap that was in plain sight but which I had no option but to walk into. I reasoned with my growing hunger now clawing at the inside of my belly that dog food couldn't be much worse than the dirt that I had earlier been forced to lick from the soles of the Frenchwoman's stiletto heeled boots. She tapped the shaft of her right boot lightly with the splayed tip of her black riding crop to demonstrate her growing impatience as she looked down upon me at her feet. "Well boy, you have until I count to ten to begin your dinner - or else you will lose it!"
Sapphira in this mood did not invite being toyed with, she now held every card, the entire pack in fact. Her triumphalism at having me exactly where she wanted was virtually palpable now, I was the beaten boxer on the ropes slumping under a barrage of blows with no prospect of either the bell or the referee stopping this uneven match. I was here only to suffer as much pain and humiliation as she decided to give me. I moved my face cautiously towards the food bowl. The pungent odour of the dark brown meaty chunks assaulted my olfactory glands, their repugnant appearance reminded me of faeces and made me recall her remark as to the consequences of me not eating what I had been offered. I pushed the idea of her doing that to the back of my mind. Surely even the mentally sadistic Sapphira would not resort to such depravity? I opened my mouth and held my breath, taking a small amount of meat into my mouth and immediately swallowing it so as to avoid experiencing the taste.
I told myself that this wasn't so bad as long as I didn't breathe as I ate. I went back for a second mouthful. Then there came the sound of Sapphira's laughter cascading down around me. This was quickly followed by the feel of the sole of her boot pressing down with increasing weight upon the nape of my neck as she forced my face down, grinding me deep into the dog food. The pressure increased as I struggled, her boot holding my face into the concave hollow of the bowl as the brown meaty mess covered my face. Trying to protest only resulted in more of the disgusting mixture entering my mouth, making me gag and choke.
Eventually she did relinquish the pressure and remove her boot from my neck. I lay on the floor beside food bowl, coughing and spluttering, the dog food now spread across my face. "Look at all this mess you have made." She snapped angrily. I heard myself weakly apologising as if it had somehow been my fault. I stole a glance at her face, her even, pristine white teeth exposed now in a smile of sheer pleasure as she savoured the imbalance of power between us as my abject capitulation ceded what little ground I possessed to her overwhelming force. A frisson of fear ran down my spine at this glimpse of her real character and the delight she took in knowing what her unbridled control might do to me.
The damp dish cloth, coming direct from cleaning pans in the kitchen sink was pushed roughly across my face, removing most of the meaty detritus. Sapphira sat on a chair, her long booted legs parted, either side of my squatting form. Her slim, elegant fingers with their neatly painted crimson nails were resting on the tightly stretched black leather that covered the prominent venus mound of her pubis. The bright steel tag of the zipper was between her index finger and her thumb. Gradually, as she applied more force the interlocking metal teeth of the zipper parted one by one.
The bare pale pink flesh of her labia lips was gradually revealed as I now found myself looking directly at her sex. It became clear that the act of subjugating me beneath her boot had been for Sapphira an intensely stimulating one. She ran a fingertip across the pussy lips, glistening with wetness as a direct result of these wanton acts of cruelty that had evidently served to turn her on so greatly. With her other hand she clipped a short leather leash to the ring of my collar. Slowly she began to tug me towards her until my head was between her thighs and I inhaled the delightful, musky aroma of her femininity, now sodden with her intimate juices. Her index finger brushed across the little raised pink nub of her clitoris.
The pain of my cock as it attempted to achieve a full erection inside it's steel cage reminded me of the times when I would take Debbie and bend her over the end of her sofa, spreading her legs to reveal her moist pink vulva before plunging balls deep into the woman as she struggled helplessly, wrists bound behind her back, taking her doggie style over the end of her sofa. I reflected on how much things had changed for me by the intervention of these two women in my life. It would have been wrong to have said that I was enjoying this treatment, but it was nevertheless a challenge. Maybe I was like a mountaineer, frozen and desperate but nevertheless experiencing something that the vast majority going about their everyday lives could never comprehend.