A few weeks later.....
My life has really changed. I have gotten used to my new role as my wife's "good boy". Becky and I are now completely open about everything, I hide nothing from her. Each day when I get home Becky asks me if I need to "tell her anything". If not, she'll then ask me if I've done anything to deserve a spanking. If I've been good she asks me if I want to be spanked. The first time Becky asked me this I thought to myself, " why would I want to be punished if I've done nothing wrong?" It wasn't long before I was answering that question myself.
It had been about a week since my Becky had reminded me who was boss, not because she'd forgotten but because I'd been so good, then I caught myself doing the strangest thing. I was trying to figure how I could get Becky to spank me, this yearning had developed without my consent, I was much too embarrassed to ask for a spanking. I had snapped, this is when I realized I was hopeless. When Becky came home that night, she asked me the usual questions. When she asked me if I deserved a spanking I told her....yes. I lied to her and said that I had almost used my work computer to check out one of those forbidden internet sites. Much to my dismay, she didn't take after my ass like I had hoped. Instead, we went shopping. Becky said, "put on your shoes, we going to the hardware store."
Hardware? Together we shopped for all the materials and tools for me to fashion my own paddle. We picked out a nice piece of oak, a coping saw, sand paper, and some linseed oil. At the check out stand a young pretty cashier named Claudia asked me what I was building. I thought I would die right there. Before I could give her a generic answer, Becky piped, "he's crafting a paddle for me to use on his ass when he's bad. Right, Paul?"