I originally started this story for myself and organized it as a simple linear series of dated entries. If this were a printed book, the dated entries would be chapters. I told a friend I'd been dabbling in writing and she asked to see it. She suggested should try to publish it.
Since I'd been inspired to write from reading Literotica, I decided to publish here. I'd planned to put those dated entries, as chapters, on Literotica that way. If you've been reading the story, you may have noticed that some of those entries are pretty short. I think the shortest is around 300 words.
To satisfy the Literotica 1,500 word minimum I had to group these entries into parts containing multiple dated entries.
I've been trying to break the parts such that there's a sex scene at or near the end of each part. But to make the parts of reasonable size some of them just don't break up that way. This, part six, is one of those.
But keep on! Hopefully the events of Part Seven will make it worth the wait. I'm submitting six and seven more or less back-to-back. Hopefully they won't appear too far apart.
Thanks everyone for reading, voting, commenting and giving me feedback.
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Wednesday, December 14, 2011, Submission
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Most mornings I'm up about an hour and a half before Katy. If she's sleeping with me, she usually wakes when I get out of bed. And, usually, I kiss her and tell her to go back to sleep. She's got time before she needs to get ready for work.
I threw on a robe, but didn't bother to close it. I went downstairs and noticed our clothes scattered around the living room. I'd pick them up later. The dress and my lingerie set would need to go to the cleaners. Again.
I went to the kitchen to start coffee. I was at the table, eating some toast and drinking coffee when Katy came in, nude but with all her clothes under one arm. She had my panties from last night in her other hand. She was sniffing them, then tasted them. My breath caught watching her. She heard me, then looked directly into my eyes and licked them again, slowly and sexily. My mouth was hanging open and I wasn't breathing. She smiled and tossed them back into the living room.
She got coffee and sat at the table. "I wondered about those last night. They were so wet I was sure you'd peed in them. But you didn't."
"No, that's just me being really turned on."
"I'm surprised you got so wet in such a short time."
I look at her in surprise. She looked back and said, "What?"
"Katy, you had me strutting around that living room for two hours, then another forty-five minutes after you started the vibrators. Of course they're soaked."
"Really? That was two hours? Amazing, it seemed to just take a few minutes."
She drank coffee, looking at me while she did so.
"Take off your robe, dear."
I stood, took it off, draped it on the back of the chair, and sat down again.
"You really are quite submissive, Virginia."
I was embarrassed by the comment. But my nipples hardened and my pussy stirred.
"Yes." I paused. "Do you want..." I trailed off, unable to finish the sentence.
She said "'Do I want to be your Dom? Your Mistress?'"
"Yes."
"Do you want me to?"
I said, "I'm afraid of pain. I was badly abused as a child. Maybe that's why I'm so submissive, but whatever the reason, I don't want to be hurt."
She looked puzzled for a second then said, "Being dominant, being a Dom, isn't the same as being a Dominatrix. Well, they can be, but they don't have to be. I don't do it that way. Oh, I can be a Dominatrix if that's what my lover wants, but I prefer that she just obey because she wants to, not because she afraid of a beating."
She stopped for a moment, then, "And for that matter, a Dominatrix doesn't have to use pain either, they just sort of stereo-typically do. And... Well... that's confusing too. If you're in the scene, even if you're beating your Sub, it's still because they want you to, but you're both pretending the Sub is being forced to..."
She trailed off to silence and looked thoughtful. She reached over and took my coffee cup out of my hand and took a sip from it. Then reached across and fed me some of hers. Finally, gave me back mine and continued drinking hers.
She asked, "What did you think of that?"
I stammered, "Um, I don't know."
"Did it turn you on?"
"Yes."
"See? It can all be terribly complicated. I don't know how I knew that would turn you on, but I did. Maybe because I knew it would turn me on."
I glanced down and noticed her nipples were hard.
She continued, "There are wheels within wheels. And it can be very complicated. I lot of people like it that way. But I like to keep things simpler than a lot of D/s relationships. Basically, 'Dom say, Sub do.' No threats, no pain, no anything. Well, unless we've worked out something we both think will be fun. If you disobey, we play out whatever punishment we've agreed to. The worst that can happen is we stop. Temporarily or permanently."
I said "Yes."
"'Yes?'"
"Yes, I want to be your Sub."
I had this "There, I said it" feeling. And although I certainly trusted her, I was still afraid of what she was going to do with me. Not "to me," I was sure she wouldn't hurt me. Had I just wrecked our relationship? Or taken it to the next step? And what about Ginny? Katy looked a bit surprised.
I said, "What do I do now?"
She looked at the clock and said, "So little time."
She stood and reached for her panties. Dressing in the kitchen, for either of us, wasn't unusual. But she stopped with them her in her hand. She tossed them to me. I caught them, looked at them for a few seconds, then looked up at her.