The sound of the phone ringing awakes us the next morning. "Wakeup call," Tim mumbles, and slips out of his side of the bed. I soon hear the sound of the shower running, and he is bustling about the room. "Breakfast meeting," he explains. "I'd love to spend the morning seeing what trouble we can get you into, but it will have to wait." With that, he is into the bathroom and I can hear the shower curtain opening. I get up and go to join him, but he politely rebuffs me. "Trust me, I'd love you to have you in here with me", he says, "but I know we'll never get out of here on time." Tim is dressed and ready to leave in twenty minutes. He takes me in his arms, he in a fresh suit, me still nude, and holds me for a moment. "I have plans for another evening," he mumbles into my hair, then kisses my cheek. "Remember what I told you to do last night. I expect you to have completed your task before we meet again." His reminder jolts me back to reality. I can only nod and look up at him. Tim picks up his bag and is out the door.
I hurry to get ready, the start of my own work day fast approaching. After a quick scan of the room for anything either one of us might have missed, I pick up my bag and open the door. I step into the hallway to see a somewhat overweight young woman with bleached blonde frizzy hair walking down the hallway towards me, a cup of coffee in one hand, a muffin and a keycard in the other. She stops at the door next to mine and smiles slyly at me, seeming to acknowledge she heard the activity on our side of the wall last night. I avert my gaze and head for my car.
The day at work is difficult. I'm doing my best to concentrate, but thoughts of what I had committed to do keep running through my mind. Could I go through with it? What would I tell her? How would she react? All of these compete with the thoughts that I do not want to disappoint Tim, and I actually might want to let someone else in on my secret...
I go an entire week before settling on a plan of action. Daring not to delay any further, fearing that Tim may call for me at any time. I call her to invite myself to her place for a drink and a visit Saturday afternoon; "my house is a little too crazy right now," I explain. Anne goes one step further and offers a lunch date at her house.
Saturday comes and I walk the short distance up the road to her house. During the summer, we see each other frequently, the warm weather encouraging short trips up the road to her house, or walks down to our house to use the pool; girls' nights out and shopping excursions are the norm. Winter tends to make us want to curl up in our own oasis' of warmth, although I check in on her frequently and make sure she is doing alright.
I step onto the glassed-in porch on the side of her house, and she is waiting at the door. She is no more than 5 feet tall to my five-foot four, her hair jet black and hanging in gentle curls below her shoulders as compared to my shorter brunette look. Despite my advantage in height, she is a bit heavier than I. Not fat, but well padded in areas men like to grab and hold onto. Her breasts seem to dominate her frame, 36DDs from what I have learned from our shopping excursions.
She greets me warmly with a hug and steers me towards her kitchen. A pot of soup is simmering on the stove, and freshly baked bread has just come out of the oven. A glass of wine awaits me at my customary seat at her table. We sit and catch up, our public lives shared with each other. We are both into our second glass of wine when I decide it's time to reveal my private life.
"Anne, can you keep a secret?"
She looks back at me with a mildly amused look. "A secret? You? Miss Prim and Proper? I most certainly can! What is it? Did you tear the tag off a pillow? Rich didn't put another one in the oven, did he?"
I laugh nervously. I had rehearsed several ways to start this conversation, but suddenly, none seem comfortable. "If I tell you, will you promise not to think badly of me?"
She begins to laugh, but sees the tortured look on my face. "Of course I won't! You're my best friend! How bad can this be?"
"There's this guy..."
Anne's face turns very serious. "You're not thinking about cheating on Rich, are you? Ohmygod, have you already done it?" The look on her face would make me laugh other days. Today, I'm just anxious to calm her fears and get it all out.
"No, no, I'm not cheating," I say quickly. "Rich knows all about..." I stop, unsure how to continue. Anne's face is still serious, but a questioning look has crept in as well.
"Look, I know you've always been more open about your sex life than I have," I pause to see if her expression changes—it doesn't. "But Rich and I have fantasized about me being...with..another guy for a while." I pause again to take another breath. "I've also wanted to be...how to put this...owned, I guess...do what somebody else says, whatever he says...Rich knows this guy... he works with him sometimes..."
"Does this guy have a name?"
"Tim."
"And...Tim...makes you do things?"
I nod.
"Sexual things?" Another nod.
Anne smiles. "Tres kinky! And Rich really is OK with this?"
"Tim has to ask Rich's permission before he can see me."
"And how long has Tim been telling you what to do?"
"Since early summer. I've seen him five times in all."
Anne's expression turns serious again. "You're doing this because you want to and not because you're being forced to, right? You're not in any trouble? You can tell me..."
"No it's my choice. It's hard to describe, but giving up control is a big turn-on for me...it's like I can't be held responsible for what he makes me do."
My friend's expression turns to one of sad amusement. "I think I know what you mean," she says softly. "Dennis and I used to play some bondage games. I loved being tied and cuffed. He could do whatever he wanted, and I couldn't stop him...can't be a slut if you can't say no, right?"
I nod and take another gulp of wine. Anne's face brightens a bit as she puts away that part of her life which is gone and resumes her questioning. "So, why are you telling me this? You've always been pretty reluctant to tell me much about your sex life."
"Because he told me to tell you," I respond evenly. "He likes to test my boundaries, I think."
"Has he found a boundary you aren't willing to cross yet?"
"No, he just seems to know what I'm willing to do, and goes right up to that edge. Or in this case, pushes me just a little bit past what I thought my limit was."
"So, what HAVE you done?" That sly smile is back on her face.
I laugh. "I don't think I'm ready to talk about that, yet. It was embarrassing enough to tell you this. You're not disgusted with me, are you? I really worried about offending you—you ARE my best friend."