I fell asleep almost immediately when my head hit the pillow. The wet dreams I had kept waking me up. Jen suspended while I used a cat o' nine tails on her. Jen tied spread eagle on the bed while I teased her with feathers and vibrators. Jen cuffed to a wooden X while I took a crop to her. Patrice bent over the couch while I took a paddle to her. Where did that one come from? Jen waiting by the door on her knees handing me a leash attached to a collar around her neck. I liked the last one because this one seemed to be playing out to the end instead of waking me up. She undid my pants and started giving me a very sensual blow job after I ordered her. I could feel it as it seemed so real, with her brown puppy dog eyes staring up at me full of love.
That is when I grunted and felt myself erupt into her mouth. I opened my eyes startled. It was no dream. There was Jen coaxing the last drops of my climax out of my cock with her mouth and hand. When I moved startled, she looked up at me with those brown puppy dog eyes, licking her lips. The satisfaction was etched all over her face. The first thing I thought of, my ex-girlfriend never did that for me and it was rare if she did it at all without a lot of coaxing. Then she crawled up slowly and pulled my ear lobe.
"You woke me up like this because you needed your pain medication?" I asked in disbelief. Jen shook her head no then yes, I was so confused and still so sleepy that it didn't sink in. I went to the bathroom first as I had to go. I washed up a little and got the two painkillers and a glass of water for her. Then went off to get the pen and pad. I looked at the clock, it was 8 AM. Some sleep is better than none I guess, at least it was Sunday morning.
Jen wrote, "I woke you up this way because I wanted to. I woke you up this way because it has always been my duty. I woke you up this way because I was hungry for you. You said I could slowly eat what I wanted. I did need my painkillers and it was the best way to wake you." She wrote out as carefully as possible. I debated on how to wake Rick at first. I saw he was hard as a rock and I just fell into my normal role. The pain I was feeling would just have to wait. I had to show him I wanted this and I was willing. I wanted to show him my love and desire for him as well as myself.
Jen was getting a tad bit better writing left handed as she wrote slower. I had to give her credit, she had a sense of humor. I laughed at what she had to say or rather wrote. I helped her crawl beside me into my arms. I gave her a big sloppy kiss on the forehead. "What am I ever going to do with you?" I said whimsically with no actual meaning behind it.
Jen started slowly writing again, "Claim me as your slave, Master. It is all that I could ever ask." Jen was smiling as she let me read it.
I wanted Rick not because of gratitude, he is everything I searched for in a Master, any slave would. I had to find a way to make him understand that, I had to make him mine.
I read what Jen had wrote then looked at her. Those puppy dog eyes were begging me. I was still hesitant because of the situation. I thought I would put a little humor in it and she would back off maybe.
"For one, that isn't asking. Two, what makes you think I could be your Master?" I asked with trepidation.
Jen started writing again. She wrote "Will you please" in front of the her previous statement and changed the period to a question mark. "You have already demonstrated control several times with me and others, plus you have compassion. That is what I am looking for and need in a Master." She let me read after she was done.
Damn, Rick was right, I asked wrong and made it a statement.
I was stunned when I read her statements. After looking back over the last two days she was absolutely right about what she wrote. One simple statement summed it up for her. I thought about asking her about love. That would have been a stupid question, she would just point back to the same statement, that was love for her. Is it love for me? I thought about the last relationship and what went wrong. I thought about the definition of love. Everything turned up yes in her favor so far. Then I thought about marriage. That contract is a societal legal document that is about as worthless as the paper it is printed on anymore. Most don't see it that way including big business as they are the ones that reap the benefits. This relationship would have more upside in my point of view. I thought about everything I read. This isn't like Mr. Fifty Shades either, but is in a way, I might be like Ana trying to over analyze this. Though I thought she was the smartest dumb person in her analysis most of the time as she had trouble seeing the big picture. Jen isn't trying to change me, just make me realize what I can be. The answer is trust, plain and simple and she trusts me without a doubt. I have found an adorable lost puppy and mine to keep if I say yes.
"One last question before I answer. What about kids?" I asked wanting a clarification.
"I am on the pill, so I am safe in that regard. As for the future, that would be your choice to make not mine. Does that mean a yes, Master?" Jen wrote.
Then she looked up at me with a smile that no one could resist and eyes to match. Those eyes, damn, so mesmerizing I thought. I took the pen from her shaking hand, picked up the pad and wrote a big "YES" lengthwise on a new page and showed her. I saw her mouth a "Thank you, Master" then grabbed me with her left hand to hold me tight and kissed me. Jen was crying after the kiss.
"I am yours to command Master. Anything you desire." She scribbled on the pad joyfully
It is very nice to have someone in my bed to snuggle up with even though it was only a few minutes. Very comforting indeed, unlike the cold and lonely nights of the last month. Jen had never met me before but trusted me from the very beginning. Did she have a moment of sudden clarity from the bang on her head? I am still confused but will go with the flow and see where it leads. I have to, I already agreed I thought sighing to myself.
"I am going to take a shower. Care to join me?" I asked with a smile. She nodded a smiling emphatic yes.
"It would be better if you learned to order me instead of asking my opinion." She wrote. I looked at what she wrote and it clicked in my head, she wanted me to have total control over her. I left it to her choice and she didn't want that, she wanted to please me with what pleased me, that in turn pleased her. This could be harder than I thought since I am not used to barking orders quite like that even as a Project Manager.
"I am going to take a shower, join me Jen." I ordered.
"Much better and with compassion too." She wrote smiling.
I thought about what she wrote. Truthfully I didn't get it for the longest time. Was I supposed to use slave instead of her name? To me that was still with compassion. Oh well, I will figure it out sooner or later.