Sir approached slowly, deliberate in his movements. I was convinced everything he did was done after careful consideration and with a distinct purpose. He was very much a man in control and his presence made me weak in the knees.
As he neared, I wanted him desperately. I wanted to serve him in whatever ways he desired, trusting that he would not ask anything of me that I could not provide, that he had calculated the risks and determined that the personal benefits outweighed the potential costs.
I lowered my eyes as he reached the doorway, key in hand. He gently raised my chin and our eyes met, our excitement palpable, my body vibrating from nervous energy.
"Eileen, do you know what is about to happen?"
I trembled as I shook my head, "No, Sir."
He scoffed, "Are you sure about that...?" He reached out and touched my face gently before asking, "What do you want to happen?"
I groaned. I hated those kinds of questions, asking me what I wanted, making me speak the filthy words describing my desires. True to form I mumbled nearly inaudibly, "I want to be used..."
Sir looked at the other man and asked, "Did you hear something?"
The other man laughed and said, "No, I didn't hear anything."