Things were becoming routine for John in his new relationship with Miss Sarah. He found at times it was almost easier having her tell him when he could and could not pleasure himself. The build up to the release was almost becoming more important to him than the release itself. His sense of self at the time of release was completely washed away and all that was left was his adoration for Miss Sarah. During the times when she would merely assign him things to do for her he knew he was working towards something and felt more comfortable realizing his identity. The only thing more shocking to him is how much he enjoyed being at Miss Sarah's beck and call. It was so pleasurable doing nice things for her and making her life easier. Seeing her smile and hearing her laugh made him very happy.
One night as John worked away Sarah sat at her desk in a short black skirt. Her legs were crossed and encased in black patterned stockings. Her short sleeved white blouse was buttoned up to a point where only a slight bit of cleavage was visible, and John was really looking. Sarah smiled as she noticed John looking at her with longing in his eyes. She stared at him seeming to ponder something for a moment before extending her arm and motioning with her indexing finger signaling that he should come to her.
Without hesitation John left his seat and walked over to Sarah's desk taking position on his knees in front of her. There was no longer a need for Sarah to tell him to kneel. He had been properly conditioned to know what he should do.
With a smile in her eyes she spoke to him," Oh little Johnny you are coming along so well," she removed her foot from one of her black heeled shoes and rested it on John's thigh slowly moving it up and down. "You are enjoying our relationship aren't you baby?"
John knew how he was supposed to answer and felt a little wave of pleasure wash over him as he answered, "yes Miss Sarah."
"Oh that's wonderful baby. I know you are going to need to spurt for me soon baby but before you do," she reached into her purse and pulled out a large manila envelope and placed it in her lap," we need to find out if you are truly worthy to be one of my closest slaves."
John had never heard her call him a slave other than when he was lost in his own arousal. He found another tingle of pleasure in being recognized by her as such.
"Little Johnny I want you to take this envelope home with you tonight. Do not open it until you get home. Once you find what is inside and read the instructions you may not speak to me again until you have made your decision." John felt dismay at thinking he would be without interaction with Miss Sarah and it apparently showed in his face," now don't worry sweetie. Whatever your decision you can still worship me just as you have been, but that will be as far as this will go." Sarah's foot moved up to his rigid cock and began to slowly slide up and down," but if you choose wisely baby," her voice dropping to a more sultry tone," then there will be no end to the pleasure I can give you."
John's whole body jerked at her last comment and he tightened his body trying to keep the impending orgasm from overtaking him without Miss Sarah's command. Suddenly Sarah's foot came off John's cock," take a deep breath baby, no time for that yet..." Sarah paused," well no more than that anyway," she giggled and John looked down to see a wet spot on his pants formed by his own semen.
"Now finish up our work here baby and go home and decide what future you want to have," Sarah tossed the envelope into John's lap. Sarah picked up her purse and stood up," you sleep well baby. We'll see what tomorrow brings." With that she walked out of the office as their shift had come to an end though John still had work he needed to finish for the both of them.
The work seemed to take forever as John stared at the envelope on his desk wondering what it held inside. There was something in there other than paper but he could not tell what. He shook his head trying not to dwell on it so he could finish and get home to open it. He thought about just opening it now but he knew if Miss Sarah asked him where he opened it he would not be able to keep the truth from her. She proved to him she had ways of finding out things he did not intend to tell her.
After what seemed like an eternity John finished his work and sped home. The streets were empty at the hour he got off work which made the drive go quickly even if not as quickly as he wished. He walked in the door of his home and flipped on the lights wasting no time in tearing open the envelope. Something black fell out of the envelope and landed on the floor and John looked at it trying to figure out what it was as he pulled out a sheet of paper which was the only thing else the envelope contained. He turned his attention to the sheet of paper which was a note from Miss Sarah:
Little Johnny you have come so far since the first night you realized how much more rewarding it was to serve a strong-willed woman like Me rather than dating those little tramps you were so used to dating. I want you to think right now how much it pleases you to please Me. Do you feel that baby? Yes you do.
John let the conditioned feeling pass over him, his cock tenting in his pants before he continued reading.
Now I am going to ask you to go a little farther. Deep down I know you want this baby. The next step is even more pleasurable. Perhaps you have already found the black, satin panties in the envelope. To go to the next level you need to wear them for Me. It may take a little time for you to decide to do so, but when you do you are once again free to approach Me and let Me know your decision. One choice is full of wonder, pleasure and mystery and the other is your continued servitude, but it is also as intimate as it is going to get. If you choose not to wear the pretty panties then you will never get closer to Me than you are right now.
The note was not even signed, it just ended. John looked down at what he now knew were panties laying on the floor. He bent down to pick them up. The panties were black silk, thin strings were all there was to the sides and the main fabric had a button where the bottom of the crotch was located. He stared at them wondering what Miss Sarah had in mind for him to wear these. He never was much into this kind of stuff and come to think of it he never was into worshiping a co-worker so much he did her work in hopes she would let him pleasure himself. At the moment wearing the panties was a definite no in his mind. He would just have to go in tomorrow and tell her he could not do it. A part of him sank as he reached the decision and decided at the moment what he really needed was some sleep.
Sleep was a long time coming for John and when he woke to his alarm the next morning he found his cock hard and his arousal level high. Most mornings were like that these days since he and Sarah had entered their relationship. John always found a cold shower helped most when his mind got clouded from his own arousal for Sarah.
